Okay this story is pretty old and contains some sexual content, so I'm just warning you of that ahead of time. I'll try to get it finished sometime soon... And the title changes 3 times so far...And you will be listening to a little bit of NSYNC's song "Best Of My Life" I went back and read this story, it was so corny. But I've been asked many times to finish so I did! I'm debating keeping this story here because it's horrible, I really don't like the way I wrote it.
Section 1: I'm Yours, Part 1
Written By: Kim
© 1999
"Marci, don't worry it's all over." Justin said and wiped away her tears. She
closed her eyes and cuddled up in Justin's strong arms.
*Rain fell down/You were there/I cried for you when I/Hurt my hand/Storm-a-rushing in/Wind was howling/I called for you, you were there*
He was always there for Marci. She was lucky to have someone like that. It
was starting to get late and the storm was getting really bad.
"I should go." Justin softly kissed her forehead and got up.
"Justin?" Marci said as she watched him get his coat.
"Yeah baby?" He turned to look at her.
"Will you stay with me tonight?" He took his coat off and went over to Marci.
"Of course I will." She stood up and hugged him. She rested her head on his
shoulder and he knew she was getting tired.
"Come on, let's go to bed." Justin helped Marci up to her room and she went
into the bathroom to change. Justin took off his shirt and jeans staying in
his boxers to sleep in.
Marci came out a minute later and looked at Justin. She thought he looked
amazing with that body of his.
"Are you okay?" He asked walking toward her.
"A little better than before." She faked a smile. Justin tucked her in, he
got in the bed next to her and asked if she felt any better now because he
thought it would help if she got some sleep in her own bed. She turned to
face Justin, put her arms around him and rested her head on his chest.
"Now I feel better." She kissed him on his sweet lips and felt like she was
in heaven. She put her head back on his chest and right away she was asleep.
She went to bed happy, which was something she hadn't been in a while.
*Whenever dark turns to night/When all the dreams sing their song/And in daylight forever/To you I belong*
To You I Belong
Section 1: I'm Yours, Part 2
"You up baby?" Justin said looking over at Marci.
"Yeah, I am." She turned and smiled at him.
"Want breakfast?" He asked running his hands down her back. She still felt
tingly all over when Justin did that and she had been with him for about a
year now.
"Sure." She sat up down fixed her hair a little.
"Stay here, I'll get something for you." He got up and went down the stairs
and into Marci's kitchen. He looked for some cereal and got out the milk
while a bagel toasted. He got everything ready for them on a tray and brought
it up to Marci in her room.
"Thanks." Justin sat down next to her and they began eating breakfast.
"So what do you want to do today?" Justin asked.
She looked out the window and saw it was sunny. "How about we go for a walk
on the beach later." She said because the beach was right near her house.
"I have a better idea, how about we have a picnic on the beach for lunch."
"Sounds good." She said finishing the last bite of her bagel.
"Would you mind if I took a shower?" Justin asked her taking the tray and
placing it on the small night table by her bed.
"No, not at all." How could she said no don't take a shower.
"I'll be right back, I have a some clothes in the car, I didn't unpack
everything in the hotel yesterday."
"Okay." Justin got up and ran out to the car hoping no one would see him. He
grabbed a big bag and brought it up to Marci's room. He put it on the floor
and sat down taking some clothes out of it.
"Here, I'll show you how to use the shower." Marci got up and went into the
bathroom, Justin following behind her. She turned it on for him, it's not
like he was stupid or anything but she wanted to make sure he knew how to use
it.
"Thanks." He smiled at her. "Hey, you smell really bad I think you need a
shower!" Justin laughed at Marci and took her arm trying to push her in the
shower.
"Justin, stop it!" She yelled at him, laughing.
"Your so mean sometimes!" She said after he let go of her.
"You know I'm just playin girl." He said still laughing at her a little.
"If you're going to play, play nice!"
"Would you consider this playing nice?" Justin asked and kissed her. She just
stood there for a minute. He had never kissed her like that before. No one
had ever kissed her like that before. "Yeah, that was nice." She said still
out of it a little from his kiss.
"I didn't ask if it was nice, I knew it was nice." Justin smiled that cute
little smile of his waiting for her reaction.
"Okay, then, I do consider it playing nice, very nice." He put his arms
around her and kissed her again. The kiss got deeper and deeper and his
tongue slipped into her mouth. She held him tighter as his tongue roamed the
inside of her mouth. Slowly they parted, her eyes still closed they stood for
a minute. She opened her eyes and still they stood motionless staring into
each others eyes.
Section 1: I'm Yours, Part 3
"Justin, are we still going to the beach?" She asked.
"Of course." He said coming up behind her. "What do you plan on wearing?" He
looked at what she had her hand on.
"This." She took out a short baby blue dress, knowing Justin would like it
because it was his favorite color.
"Ohh.. I like!" Justin went over to his bag and got out some clothes to wear
and he dropped his towel and began to change right in front of Marci. She
couldn't help but watch him.
"See something you like?" He asked noticing her staring.
"Oh, sorry... " She said and laughed it off. She didn't know if she should change there or go into the bathroom. She thought about it for a minute and
took some stuff into the bathroom. She went into the bathroom and left the door open a crack. Justin put
on some cologne he found in his bag and sat down on the bed. He looked through the door into the bathroom watching Marci get ready. He could only think about how much he loved her. She came out a little while later, looking beautiful. Justin came over to her and wrapped his arms around her. "You look
great." He said and she thanked him. She took in the fimiliar smell of his
cologne and almost melted in his arms.
"So you ready?" She asked.
"Yeah, we need to pack some food for lunch though." Justin said. They walked
down to the kitchen and Justin found a basket to put the food in and they
left. They walked slowly to the beach enjoying their time together. Justin set up a blanket and Marci took out the sandwiches they had made earlier. They ate and talked for a while. When they finished Marci grabbed Justin's hand and pulled him up.
"Let's go for a walk." They walked together for a while along the water,
getting wet only up to their ankles. They got to some big rocks and Justin
sat down on one pulling Marci on him. She sat on his lap watching the waves
crash at their feet. She jupmed off Justin and ran to the wet sand. She drew
a heart and wrote 'Justin and Marci forever' in the heart. He smiled at her heart and went over taking her hand in his. "I love you so much, Marci."
"I love you too, Justin." She rested her head on his should praying he would always be with her, to take care of her.
***Beside the sea, where the waves broke/I drew heart for you in the sand/In fields where streams turn to rivers/I ran to you, you were there
Whenever dark turns to night/And all the dreams sing their song/In the daylight forever/To you I Belong
I ran to you, you were there/Whenever dark turns to night/And all the dreams sing their song/In the daylight forever/To you I belong/To You I Belong***
(To You I Belong- B*Witched)
Section 2: On My Own, Part 1
"I don't want to leave either." He held her closer, he heard his flight
being called.
"Justin, you ready?" JC asked coming up behind him.
"I'll be there in a minute." Justin let go of Marci and looked her in the
eye. "I'll call you every time I get a chance." He wiped away her tears
remembering there first night together. "I love you, Justin." He kissed her
gently. "I love you too, baby." He picked up his bags and walked away. Marci
watched him and he turned back to look at her blowing a kiss. She smiled at his effort to make her feel a little better and walked out of the airport.
She got outside and looked around trying to remember where Justin had parked his Mercedes, she found it and started to walk forward, a car crossed in front of her almost hitting her because she was watching Justin's plane take off. He was going on a short tour and would be back soon but she already missed him so much. She walked to his car, he had let her take it because he
would be coming back within a month. Slowly she opened the door and got in.
She started the car and didn't bother to turn on the radio because any song they have ever heard together would somehow remind her of Justin. She looked
out the window to the sky, he vision was blurred with more tears filling her eyes every second but she still hoped that she would see the plane turning
around, coming back to her. 'Like that would ever happen.' She said softly.
She put the car in reverse and backed out of the parking spot. After driving out of the airport parking lot she wasn't sure she should go home. She looked
around, driving down the streets she was so used to seeing, the houses she knew so well. Driving slowly the car almost guiding her she pulled into the hospital parking lot where her dad was. He was going to be released soon but she wanted to see him. She parked the car, got out, and walked to the door.
She went inside looking around trying to remember where her dad was. She went to the right to the elevators. The button her finger pushed had a big 4 on
it. She got out at the 4th floor and tried to remember the room. '1121' She repeated in her head after asking a nurse what room her father was in. The long halls in the hospital scared her a little, she tried to be strong and not to cry over missing her boyfriend or her dad in the hospital. She walked into his room and saw him laying in the bed. Carefully she walked over by his side taking his hand in his for a while, he was sleeping and woke up a little
while later.
"Hi Daddy." She said quietly.
"Marci, what are you doing here?" He asked looking at her face. His rough
hands followed the outline of her face.
"I was out already and I wanted to see you." Her mouth closed tight, her teeth scraping against each other, she tried to hold back to tears but it wasn't
working. A single tear fell down her face where her dad's hand had been.
"What's wrong?" Her father asked noticing the tear.
"Just.. Justin's always leaving and you have to be here, I want everything to be better." She put her head down.
"It can't always, was he going on tour?" He asked concerned about his daughter.
"Yeah, for a month, I really love him though, I miss him so much." He was a little shocked to hear his own daughter loved someone, but she wasn't his
little girl anymore. "Visiting time is over." A nurse said walking in the room.
"Bye... " Marci let his hand go and walked to the door. "I'll see you soon."
She left the room and walked out of the hospital following the trail she had on the way in. Doing the same as before she got into Justin's car and went
home this time. She came in and threw the keys on the table. She walked up to her bedroom and cried herself to sleep, her life wasn't right now, nothing
was.
Section 2: On My Own, Part 2
'Hey Marci! It's me, JC. I'm not supposed to be calling you or telling you this but I was afraid you would be worried about Justin from the way he was
acting. He had gotten in a little trouble early for missing practices and being everywhere later because he had been uh.. *cough* crying over you. He didn't tell anyone I saw him and I think he was a little
embarrassed... I just didn't want you to worry girl. Call me if you need to talk or call Justin.'
Marci felt a little relieved after she heard that. She really couldn't see Justin crying over her though. 'Men have feelings to Marci' She reassured herself. He did seem like the soft type though. She picked up the cordless phone and walked to the chair to sit down. Softly her fingers pressed the first few buttons of Justin's number, then she hung up and called JC.
"Hey, JC it's Marci."
"Oh hey, you got my message?"
"Yeah.. so what's with Justin?"
"He didn't want to come, he really has been getting upset over leaving you alone, with your dad in the hospital and everything." He said, "I tried talking to him but he didn't tell me much."
"Oh, funny thing is, I've almost been crying over him too, I miss him so much I don't like being alone." JC listened to all of this, he wanted to help his friends.
"Maybe I should get him some time off again, to see you a little, or you could come on this tour with us, he is so sensitive now, without you." He suggested.
"Hmm... that would be nice, could you do that?"
"I'll try, why don't you call Justin, I'm sure he'd love to hear from you again."
"Okay, thanks JC, bye."
"Bye." She hung up and turned the phone on again, she dialed Justin's number this time.
"Hello." He said, she could almost tell he'd been crying but she wasn't sure.
"Miss me?"
"Marci, you don't know how much I have missed you!" He said getting some excitement in his voice.
"I do know, I talked to JC."
"What'd he tell you?" He asked getting a little scared.
"He just said you have been missing things and crying a little, over me." She waited for him to say something.
"It was only once, I was so worried to leave you alone."
"Justin, don't be ashamed, I think it is sweet that you cried for me." He felt a little better now but wanted to seem a little stronger.
"Hang on, JC has something to tell me." She listened hard, trying to hear what they were saying but could only make out a few words.
"Baby, pack your bags, we're coming to get you." He said in a cute voice. She started laughing.
"Okay, when will you be here>"
"Tomorrow morning."
"I wish... I can't just drop everything here and go with you, Justin. As much as I want to I have a life and so many things going on."
"But I know Marci, but just for a while. I can support you in every way, we'll get something to do on tour so you don't feel helpless. You're such a strong person I know you'll be able to take it.
"I don't know."
"Come on, we'll get to be together and it'll be fun."
"Okay, only because I love you so much."
"I love you too, can I call you after the concert tonight?"
"Sure, what time is that going to be."
"By time we get all settled in.. around 12 or 1."
"Okay, that's fine, bye."
"Bye." She hung up the phone once again and went up stairs to get into something more comfortable.
Section 2: On My Own, Part 3
"Hello." She said making sure it was Justin.
"Hey baby." His southern voice soothed her. He made her forget all her worries all the time.
"Before, when JC told you about everything, it was kind of my scam."
"What?"
"I mean, I was crying a little because I missed you and was worried for you but I overreacted a little to get everyone to let you come."
She laughed a little. "I'm glad you did it."
"I am too, I missed you so much."
"What are you doing now?"
"Talking to you."
"Okay, what were you doing 5 minutes ago."
"Begging everyone to leave me alone so I could call you."
"What was the last thing you were doing that didn't involve me!"
"Umm... probably the our last concert, it went pretty well, but I was thinking about you the whole time." She melted into his words, she wanted to be in love with Justin forever, she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him.
"I wish I could have been at the concert."
"I do too, but you will have a chance to go to all the others now."
"I will, every one of them!"
"You'll get sick of it."
"How can I get sick of you."
"I don't know... "
"See."
"Yeah, I guess."
"I love you so much."
"I love you too."
"So, tomorrow?" He asked making sure she would be ready.
"Yeah, tomorrow, what time you gonna be here?"
"Around 3 or so." She thought it would be earlier, but as long as she gets to see him. "We're not that far away, I'll do an interview, get you, fly to the
next place for a concert and we'll be together for a while."
"Sounds great."
"Yeah, I'll let you go girl, I need to get back to whatever Joey is yelling at me for, I think he is just jealous I have someone as great as you."
"Okay, bye."
"Bye baby, see ya."
She hung up and went to bed right away. Dreams about Justin filled her head all night and she couldn't want to see him again.
The next morning her alarm went off scaring her to death.
'Oh great.' She looked at the clock, it flashed a big 8:00. She got up and
went through the usual routine. She drove off to the hospital to see her dad
before she left. She told her dad how she was going with Justin and he was
happy for her. They were going to release him later that day and she wished
she could be there but she couldn't of course so her mom would have to take
care of him. She would be with Justin.. That was ALL she could think about.
Justin, this Justin, that.. She ate lunch there with her dad and rushed off
around noon. She left a little later.
"JUSTIN!" She ran in and wrapped her arms around his neck. He lifted her of
the floor spinning her. Their lips met and he gently set her down, their lips
still locked.
"What are you doing here?"
"I came to get you of course."
"But, I'm not ready, I mean I thought you were going to be here around 3."
"Sorry, I'll leave if... "
"No, no. It's fine, I just need to... pack!" She ran upstairs and starting
throwing clothes into her suitcase.
"It's okay, we have a while, interview was done early." She threw some more
clothes in and Justin placed her things on the floor. "Come here baby." She
ran over and practically jumped on him. It was like her lips were the door
and his tongue was going into it's home. They made out for a while and then
she decided to finishing packing.
"When is the flight to the concert?"
"Around.. 4 or so."
"Good.. we have time."
"What do you want to do."
"Anything with you."
"Okay.. great." He joked. Justin grabbed from behind and held her in his
arms. She loved being in his arms again. It felt like it had been forever
since she was last in his arms.
"Let's dance." He said turning her around and placing her hands around his
neck.
"What about music." She rested her head on his chest, her height didn't quite
compare to him, being 6'1''
"I've got that covered." She had almost forgot about him singing and
everything.
***I woke up this morning and the sun was gone/
Turned on some music to start my day/
I lost myself in a familiar song/
Closed my eyes and I slipped away
More Than a feeling/More than a feeling
Well it's more than a feeling/
When I hear that old song they used to play
I begin dreaming/
'Til I see my baby (changed it!*) walk away
When I'm tired and I think I'm cold/
I hide in my music and forget the day/
And dream of a girl that I used to know/
Close my eyes and it slipped away/
More Than a Feeling...**
Marci felt chills down her spine when Justin sang to her. They danced together and then just stood holding each other for what seemed to be forever.
Section 3: Together Forever, Part 1
"Nothing, I'm just happy you're here with me." Justin let her go and she walked over to her bed.
"I should finish packing if we have to be at the airport for 4." Marci said
putting some clothes in her bags.
"Yeah, we should leave around 3." Justin sat down on the bed and watched her.
Marci and Justin left on time and met up with the guys at the
airport. Everyone had gone with Justin to California for an interview now
they would be heading to Florida for a concert.
"I think I'm going to be sick." Chris said to Lance on the plane as he saw
Justin and Marci kissing each other every second.
"They're in love, shut up!" Lance yelled at Chris. He rolled his eyes at Lance and sat back trying not to look at anyone.
"So, Marci, what do you want to do when we get to Florida?" Justin whispered
to her.
"Make love to you." She said in his ear.
"Sounds good to me." Justin kissed her softly and sat back in his seat.
They got to Florida late that night and took a limo to Justin's house. They quietly walked into Justin's house because everyone was sleeping. Marci put all of her bags in Justin's bedroom for now and fell onto the bed.
"I'm so tired!" She said and yawned.
"Me too." Justin said as he laid down next to her. She rolled over closer to Justin and put her arms around him and rested her head on his chest.
"How about we wait until were alone to do what we talked about before." Marci didn't move she just mumbled "OK" and fell asleep a minute later. Justin fell asleep after she did, not ever changing out of their clothes.
"Justin!" Lynn screamed outside of his door. He jumped and Marci woke up.
"What?" He said, annoyed.
"Open the door, I need to talk to you." He got up and ran to the door,
unlocking it.
"What?" He rested on the side of the opening of the door. Lynn looked in
Justin's room and saw Marci. She looked from Marci to Justin.
"Mom, this is my girlfriend, Marci, Marci, my mom."
"Hi." Marci said pleasantly.
"Hi, nice to meet you. Justin, you have to be ready in 10 minutes, the guys are all meeting here to go out before sound check."
"I told them I was going to do something with Marci, and I can't be ready in 10 minutes."
"I'm just giving messages, by the way where did Marci sleep last night?"
"In my room." Lynn gave Justin this look. "She fell asleep, we were so tired I fell asleep right after her, we didn't even change clothes."
"Sure, now are you going or not?" She asked.
"I'm not, me and Marci are going to do something together."
"Okay, breakfast will be ready soon, come down when you're ready. And I thought Marci would keep you in check on the tour not pull you away from what you do." She walked out of his room down to the kitchen.
"Was she mad?" Marci asked as Justin got some clothes out.
"Not really." Justin took of his shirt and put on a A&F T-shirt. He grabbed a pair of jeans and boxers and went into the bathroom. Marci went over to her bags and got out a pair of jeans and a button down shirt with 3/4 length sleeves. She was ready before Justin came out. She wanted to take a shower but she figured she would wait.
"Ready for breakfast?" Justin asked walking over to Marci.
"I guess." He put his arm around her and kissed her before going out of the room. They walked downstairs and ate breakfast. Marci talked with Lynn and she seemed to like her. Marci was glad, she didn't want her boyfriends mom hating her.
Section 3: Together Forever, Part 2
"Justin, why isn't anyone on the beach?" Marci asked.
"Because I rented it for a day so everything could be perfect for us." Justin said smiling at her.
"Uh huh, they always rent beaches." She smiled.
"No one ever comes to this beach.. The water is crappy." He said turning to
look at her. Her eyes met his and soon there lips met each.
"About what we talked about on the plane- " Marci cut him off with her words.
"Now." She demanded.
"I was going to say that." He smiled at her and walked her over to a place
with some palm trees around it, in case someone came by. Justin pushed Marci against a tree and kissed her passionately. She parted her lips and Justin slid his tongue into her mouth as she hands up his back. He stopped and got onto his knees and started to unbutton her shirt. When he got it off he teased her belly button and licked her stomach. He took of her jeans and threw them aside. He stepped away and admired at her and then went right to taking off her underwear. He softly rubbed her breasts making her nipples harden and then took them into his mouth for a minute. Moving along he pulled her on to the sand and spread her legs. He licked up her inner thighs and skipped over any heavy pleasure so she could enjoy him more when he was inside her. Justin was still fully clothed so right away Marci took his shirt off and ran her tongue up and down his chest. She moved her mouth down to his
jeans and tried to unbutton his jeans with her teeth, but failed. Getting annoyed she quickly undid the button and zipper with her hands and took off his pants and boxers. She was about to take Justin's dick in her mouth when he pulled her face to his and kissed her. He position himself at her entrance and drove himself into her slowly, not wanting to cause her pain. He did, but she didn't really mind. She turned her head to the side trying not to cry or scream. As soon as he was inside her she felt the pain disappear. She met up with his movements and soon found the pleasure coming out of pain. Justin slowed down as she approached her orgasm. After pushing farther into her one last time he fell onto the sand next to her and ran his hand down the outline of her face and kissed her softly.
"I love you, baby." He said softly holding her close.
"I love you too." Right when Marci had made herself comfortable on Justin he
shot up.
"Shit... we have to get home!" He yelled.
"You're right, we need showers... to change clothes and the sound check."
Marci got up searching for their clothes with Justin. She threw him his clothes and put hers on, she was a little sandy, but she dealt. The practically ran to Justin's Mercedes and jumped in. He looked at the time.. only one, he needed to be there for 3 at the latest. "We have some time." He looked at her and she nodded. They got home soon after and Justin looked and yelled around the house.
"Good, no one's home." He smiled at Marci and pulled her up the stairs.
To You I Belong
Section 3: Together Forever, Part 3
"Justin!" Lynn yelled up to his room.
"What?" He asked opening the door a crack.
"Someone is on the phone for Marci." He closed the door and told her to pick up the phone.
"Marci!" Her sister said on the phone through tears.
"What happened? What's going on?"
"Dad... he... they... he's gone!" She sobbed.
"WHAT?! You're kidding me, this isn't funny." She screamed. Justin looked at her.
"I'm not, I wouldn't joke about this!" Her sister yelled. Marci dropped the phone and began to cry. Justin picked up the phone getting the whole story while comforting Marci.
The next day Justin was bringing Marci back on a plane to California so she could be with her family.
"You know I can go with you." Justin said quietly, holding her in the airport.
"I know, I want to be with my family. We should take a break." She said softly, pulling away from him.
"A break?" He said as her flight was being called.
"Yeah, I'll call you when I'm ready to come back to you." Marci said getting her bag. He sighed, this can't be happening.
"You'll make sure to call me and let me know how you are though, I'm going to be worried if you don't." He said.
"I'll try. When I'm ready, you'll know." She walked towards the boarding area.
"I love you." He yelled. Her eyes filled with tears but she knew this was what she wanted to do.
Months later, after only talking briefly a few times, Marci got on a plane to visit Justin. He'd been around but she never wanted to see him. Finally, she decided, she would go back to him. That was if he would take her back.
Marci walked up to his door after paying the taxing. She knocked loudly on the door and prayed that he had accepted her time off and need to be free.
"Marci!" Justin said surprised.
"Hey Justin." She said holding back from jumping on him.
"I missed you so much girl, come here!" He said opening his arms. She dropped her bag inside the door and jumped into his arms.
"I can't believe your finally back, I had a hard time without you here to make me smile."
She laughed, finally she was smiling, being in his arms. "I love you." She wrapped her arms tighter around him and he kissed her softly. "I love too baby."
"Marci!" JC said coming from the kitchen. "Where have you been? We missed you." He said giving her a hug.
"Marci? Who's Marci?" Joey asked as she went down the line hugging each of them.
"Thanks, make me feel worse about leaving. I just took some time off to get my life together."
"Well, we're all glad you're back." Lance said.
"Especially Justin, we all knew you'd be together forever no matter what ever came between you."
"awww..." They all laughed.
"Okay, let's eat now!" Joey said pointing to the pizza that was left out on the table. They all sat down to eat and enjoyed their time together like nothing had ever come between them.
That's it! It's all over. I hope you enjoyed it.
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