What you want is what you’re gonna get
Backstreet’s got the special effects.
A Song for Kelly
Chapter 13
I lie there in utter softness, my arms covered in him, feeling his nose in the crink of
my neck, his lips lying unknowingly on my bare flesh. So this was what is was like to feel
loved, to feel like I belonged with someone.
It had been like magic last night. It had been as if I had entered another dimension,
one that encompassed just Nick and I. We had walked into the room, still gazing intensely
at each other. Wanting so much to touch and feel and smell and be close. As we entered
his room he ran his hands through my hair and looked at me like a child witnessing his first
rainbow. He had cupped my face in his hands, holding it very gently but directing it. He
wet his lips intently and brought me toward him. Our lips lingered very lightly at first. He
kissed my bottom lip and then moved upward. When both of his lips pressed into mine, he
slid his moist tongue gently passed my lips and roamed through my mouth. He took his
time and probed my mouth, lapping cautiously. He sparked sensations in my mouth from
places I didn’t even know had nerve endings. He tasted sweet, almost like cranberries. I
parted my eyes gently and saw his closed. I saw the pores of skin on his upper cheek as
our kiss deepened. His hand slid to the nape of my back and underneath my shirt, fingers
caressing me as if my skin were the pedals of a rose. His tongue crossed over my teeth
and he let out the slightest moan of delight. His breathing was becoming rapid and he was
pulling me as close as possible. His touch burnt my skin. His lips and tongue burnt my
mouth. The excitement in my body grew with every second. I could feel him hardening
through his running pants. The feeling of his hardness touching me and being caused by
me sent me into waves of sparks. I could feel the ends of my toes on fire.
I reached my hands down to his firm rear. He shivered at the touch and pulled out
of our kiss, looking at me once more. His countenance was hungry, famished even. His
eyes were full of lust. I inched one hand toward the side of his sweatshirt. I needed to
feel more of his skin. My other hand came to the other side and I began lifting it off. As I
pulled upward, he helped, and my thumbs rubbed up his chest. His upper half convulsed
lightly. He threw his sweatshirt on the floor as I rubbed my palms down his defined chest.
Nick had been working out. His arms were carved and his pecks were firm. There was
just a small pudge on his stomach, a little left over baby fat that I claimed as my own from
that moment on. I brushed my hand over it and looked up at him. He smiled now, still
looking hungry, but a little less serious. I gazed at him from under my lashes, smiling.
Nick would forever call this my “sex-kitten look”. He let out a small breathless moan, and
grabbed my neck and began laying small wet kisses, licks and bites on it.
“Oh wow,” I gasped as I felt myself becoming more and more turned on. Nick’s
hands now slid under my blouse and began inching it upward. The feeling of his enormous
hands on the skin of my sensitive stomach sent me into waves of delight. “Oh, yes...” I
was sighing, as he pulled my shirt over my head and threw it. He stopped kissing my neck
and examined me while smiling.
“Very nice.” He mumbled and buried his head below my neck, heading for my
cleavage. He was definetely an expert at this. His tongue and teeth made me shiver and
ignited every inch of me. He let out a deep breath and I felt it on my chest. He pushed me
down onto his soft king sized bed and moved himself northward until he met my lips. We
kissed for a long time, until we each drifted into darkness and rest.
Looking at him now and feeling his gentle warmth, I closed my eyes so I could feel
him even more. I did not want to leave. Not when things had just begun. And it was
happening so quickly. I felt more in love with him than with any man I had ever met. And
somehow, I felt the same from him. I opened my eyes and saw the green-blue light of his
own meet me.
“Hi,” he said in a breathy tone. He looked as if he wasn’t sure if he was in dream
or awake.
“Hey you.” I replied.
“We fell asleep.” he said simply.
“Yeah. It was nice, though.” The sweetness of the entire situation sometimes
overhwhelmed me, in fact.
“Mmmm.” Nick looked at me seriously for a moment. “Can I ask you something
Kelly?”
“Anything.”
“Do you believe in love at first sight?” Nick looked unbelievingly at me. He
licked his lips and then chewed on his upper lip.
I thought for a moment, forming my words carefully. Of course I believed in love
at first sight. I had fallen in love with him the first time I saw him. “Sometimes, I
think...people are just connected. Yeah, yeah I do, Nick.” What he was asking made me
so happy.
“Do you think that it’s possible to be in love with more than one person at once?”
I knew he was talking about Mandy, and at that point, it didn’t bother me. Mandy was
not the one who was with him at the moment, I was. And I would try my hardest to make
it stay that way.
“Mmm...yeah. But I think it’s more of a falling out of love with one and falling in
with another. You know?”
“I hope so.” Nick responded. “I don’t know if I want to be falling this way,
though, Kelly. It kinda scares me. We hardly know one another.”
“I know. But, God, doesn’t it feel perfect?” I felt like I could tell him anything at
that moment.
“Huh...man, it REALLY does.” Nick grinned like a little boy. We lied there a
little longer, looking at each other and trying to savor the moment.
“Alright.” Nick said, beginning to stretch. “I gotta go downstairs and work out.
You coming?”
“I have to go to my room and get some other clothes,” I said, realizing now that I
was clad only in my bra and a pair of Nick’s basketball shorts.
“Just wear what you wore yesterday, Kel.” Nick explained. “It’s not like you’re
going to a movie premiere. You’re just coming to the gym with me.”
I stood up feeling his eyes watching me approach the arm chair in his room and
grabbing my blouse and skirt. “Can I just wear some of your clothes?” I questioned
sweetly. My clothes from the night before were wrinkled and much too dressy for a trip
to the gym. Nick motioned his head to his gym bag.
“Take anything you want,” he said, “but I bet it’ll all be way too long on you,
short stuff.”
“I’ll work it out.” I responded.
With that, Nick stood up and stretched his long arms above his head and yawned.
He was beautiful even in the morning with his hair all astrew. He was slightly erect and I
could see the shape of him through his running pants and had to turn away for the fear that
I would jump on him. He walked up to me and rubbed a gentle forefinger down my arm
and lightly kissed my neck.
“I definetely believe in love at first sight now.” he whispered. I turned and looked
into his eyes and pressed my lips into his like I had been doing it forever.
“Sorry about the morning breath.” I said, suddenly feeling self conscious.
Something had to break the moment before we both got swept up in one another again.
“You’re fine.” he said sweetly. “I like the way you taste.” I blushed. “But you
can use my toothbrush if you want.” He motioned his hand toward the bathroom. I made
my way in and he followed, and intently watched me brush my teeth. He then took the
toothbrush and did the same as I washed my face.
“Ready Freddy?” he said as he walked back into the room putting on a tank top
and sweatshirt over it with me in tow.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.” But in reality, I was nervous. I was going to be making
my first public appearance with Nick. Everyone would know where I had spent the night.
And it wouldn’t be as easy to explain this time.
SFK 14
Song For Kelly
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