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Maybe its intuition
Some things you just don’t question
Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant
And there it goes.
I think I found my best friend.
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
and in your eyes I see the missing pieces
I’m searching for.
I think I’ve found my way home
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I’ve found you
-I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden

Chapter 2

As the bus jolted to a stop I awakened instantly.  My stomach was tight with nerves and excitement.  I looked next to me at Nikki.  She slept like the dead. People stood and stretched and gathered their belongings.  I hit Nikki’s leg firmly with the palm of my hand. 

    “Hey Nik, wake up.  We’re here.”  She didn’t respond and I tapped her again.  I was used to this.  “Hey, there’s AJ.”  Nikki turned her head and looked at me through half opened eyelids.     

“You’re not funny.” she slurred. 

    “Let’s blow this popcorn stand.” I said looking at my best friend.  She grinned and we both stood up. 

*******

    “BOOMSHIEKA!!!” I yelled as I saw my friend standing at the bus station in Cleveland waiting. 

    “GIZMO!” she replied and hugged me.  It was hard living so far apart from Angie. But when we saw each other, I felt all the important days we had spent together, and all the altering moments we had shared.  Seeing Angie was almost like coming home.  She grabbed onto Nikki as well and the three of us hugged.  We walked toward Angie’s car chatting idolly, threw in our bags, and got ready for the next leg of our journey to Detroit. 

    “To Detroit, Howie!” piped Angie as she started the engine.  Howie was the loving name of Angie’s little red auto.  We all giggled as the car pulled out of the garage.

*******

    “This must be it,” yawned Nikki as we pulled in front of the *Hotel in *Michigan. We all sighed as we looked at it.  It was like a palace. 

“I hope this is where they’re staying,” Angie added. 

“It’s it.  I’m sure.” replied Nikki with her famous optimism.  I just sat there and prayed.  God...where is his bus?  We looked at the digital car clock in Howie.  It said 2:00.  “Check in isn’t til 3:00, but let’s go see if they have anything available” said Nikki.  She had taken control of the Hotel plans.

    The three of us exited the car and stepped into the lobby of the hotel.  It was like no place I had ever stayed.  My family had always been more of the Motel 6 type.  Nikki walked up to the desk, “I have reservations for Peltz,” she spoke courteously. 

    “Yes, Ms. Peltz?” the concierge answered.  “We actually have your room available presently if you would like to check in?”  We all shook our heads in the yes motion. 

*******

    “SWEET!” yelled Angie as she checked out the club room.  “SWEET, SWEET, SWEET!  I could get used to this!”  I laughed at her as I was thinking the same.  The suite was divided into four rooms:  living room, kitchenette, and two bedrooms. 

    “Damn,” I said as I checked out the kitchenette.  “Check this place out!”

    “Now all we need is a little bit of BSB...” added Nikki.

    “Let’s get unpacked and go scout the place out.” I said as I grabbed my large Tommy Hilfiger duffel.

*******

    We walked into the hall and headed toward the elevator a half hour later. I pressed the button.  Butterflies again.  My heart pounded. 

    “So are you gonna ask him about the flowers?” Nikki questioned Angie. 

    “Hell yeah.  If I get up the guts.” she answered. 

    The elevator pinged and the doors opened.  My heart exploded, but we stepped into an empty machine.  God...what is with me? 

    “Well, just drink a little bacardi before hand...that’ll cure the lack of guts.” Nikki said to Angie as she pressed the button for the lobby.  We were heading down there to scope the hotel out and see where we may be able to catch the guys as they came in.  In an instant the elevator stopped at the next floor and the doors opened.  There stood a large black man with grey hair.  I recognized Billy instantly.

    “Hold the elevator for one second, please.”  the head of the Backstreet Boy’s security said.  My stomach was all over the place now and I could feel myself getting queazy.  Billy was also Nick’s bodyguard.  I began to pray and coach myself keep cool keep cool keep cool.  I took a deep breath and closed my eyes as I felt Billy step on followed by three other people.  I opened them up and knew he was standing right next to me.  I could feel him like static.  Like electric.  I could feel myself flush, the heat rushing all over my body.  It was amazing that he could do this to me in an instant.  The door closed and Billy’s booming voice commanded, “Lobby, please.”  I pressed the button with a shaky finger.  And then suddenly, something like courage, or this is your only chance, or just common sense hit me and as my finger made contact with the already lit lobby button, I stopped shaking and a wave of calm filled me. 

    It was eerily quiet at first.  We had 15 floors to go.  Go.  My conscience told me.  I didn’t want to look at him, that would throw me off.  So I looked at my friends.

      “It’s too bad we’re not staying at that other hotel.” my voice came out amazingly even, almost jovially.  “I would have liked those cookies and milk at bedtime.”  The others laughed hesitantly.  There was a short pause.

    “I told you guys that there was a hotel where we got cookies and milk.” His voice bounced off the sides of the elevator.  It was like an echo.  Like a piercing siren in a quiet night.  He was looking to the back towards his bodyguard.  Billy just shrugged his shoulders.  Then I felt his eyes over my shoulder.  “What hotel IS that that gives you cookies and milk before bed?” 

    I glanced up at him and our eyes met in an instant.  They danced in a smile as soon as we connected.  It was beautiful.  When we had stepped onto the elevator he had had an air of exhaustion and maybe even sorrow, but as he stood there looking into my eyes, I saw none of that.  Mine smiled back, almost the same way it had happened the year before in New York.  But this time, I wasn’t tongue tied. 

    “It’s near here...well...actually in Auburn Hills...where the venue is...the Hilton?” I answered him, still smiling.  Once again, my voice was surprisingly steady.  His 6’2” frame looked down onto me.  His face was sweet like an angel’s.  A sound like, “hmm” came from his full pursed lips.  “It’s too bad they don’t have it here,” I continued on.  “Cause, say I had just performed a two and a half hour show...singing and dancing...one thing I’d love to have afterwards, to calm my nerves, is some chocolate chip cookies and milk.” His smile became even wider and some pearly white teeth crept to the surface.

    “See...I’D like those cookies if I were IN a crowd.  You know?  Jumpin’ up and down and screamin’ and faintin’ can make a person CRAVE cookies and milk before bedtime...” There was a twinkle in his eye as he spoke to me.  The girls to my right giggled lightly as did Nick’s father to his rear.  I flashed my very best grin at him. 

    “It’s too bad...” I commented once more while still beaming.  The elevator thud at the bottom floor at the same instant my heard thud in my chest.  The doors opened as our eyes remained locked. 

    “You have a beautiful smile.” Nick said very lightly, almost shyly, while looking at me.  I was speechless for an instant, not believing what he had said.  Can this be happening?  My cheeks turned crimson as I whispered, “you too.”  Nick turned to his group, made a motion and stepped out.  The three of us followed, us standing in the lobby and him exiting the hotel.

Chapter 3
Song For Kelly

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