This has been one of those uneventful days and I have nothing to write about. School is getting more and more stressful, and I’m going to bite someone’s head off very soon.

I have no patience.

My depression is getting deeper. I need time to myself.

The only bright spot of my day is the llamas!

There are four new ones, two of them are a light brown/ beige and the other two are spotted. I’m falling in love with the spotted ones.

As much as the original three dark brown ones captured my fancy, these new spotted ones are quickly taking their place. I think it might be the lighter colored fur. They are sort of beige, or off white, with pale brown spots on them. They don’t look as matted as the ones with the dark fur usually do.

Whatever the case, I now slow traffic to a crawl as I pass by their pen. I’m craning my neck to get even a glimpse of them.

One of these days I’m going to wrap the car around a tree.

I still wonder why they are at this farm. I know they are supposed to be good at keeping coyotes away from sheep, but at this point I think there are more llamas than there are sheep on this farm.

I have nothing else to say.

I so need it to be the weekend so I can hide myself away from the world.

Maybe I’ll go to the stamp store, just to get away for a while.

I haven’t heard from Michael lately. I think that is adding to my black mood.