Unforgiveness
I apologized
many times
Yet still-
You're unforgiving
I know I shouldn't have
but I was angry
and without
a good explanation
from you
I did it
I'm sorry
but I had no other way
or so I thought
I should have asked you
why you did this to me
but I couldn't face you
After I did it
I tried to call you
but you hung up on me
I tried to IM you
but you blocked me
I tried to email you
but you never responded
I even tried having people give you messages
but they told me to get over it
Me?
I was the one trying to talk to you
but you refused
For months we didn't talk
I gradually did get over it
but I still wondered
and I still do
Why?
Why did you do this to me?
Did you forget about me?
Did you not have enough room,
so you left me out?
Or did you just not care?
I tried to find out-
but after I did what I did,
I truly was
and I still am
sorry
I wish I could take it back
and just ask you why
but I can't
All i can do is apologize
and I did
More than once
but you were unforgiving
