Walking The Red Road .. In Memory of Helen

I met Helen two years ago online in the Native American chat room. She was the second person I really got to know online. And we became very good friends and I even became the other mother to her daughter Emma. She was the most loving mother and beautiful person that you could talk to. Which all of you who knew her would say the same thing. I am very proud to have called her my sister!! She would always call me and talk to me about Emma and the kids and she always referred to Emma as my little one! She would tell me that this is your daughter not mine..lol.. She would say "I was just the one who gave birth to her." So as you can see we were very close. Our lives could have been a carbon copy of eachouther in many different ways. The things we did and went thought together was totally ironic sometimes. We were just laughing a few weeks ago about how this summer we were going to take a vacation just the two of us and leave all the kids and hubby's home. That it was our turn to enjoy life. So with that in mind I have to say that this is the saddest page I have done. Helen's life was cut short on Friday morning December 28th. She had been sick and was being very stubborn about going to the doctor. Helen had asthma and she was struggling with her lungs during this sickness. She asked her Emma to help her to set up to get a drink and she passed out. They rushed her to the ER and she passed away a few hours later according to what I have been told. I got the call about this from Emma at 6 am on Friday.Emma was devastated and very confused. To this moment I am still in shock! I am heartbroken and I know that our Great Spirit had a purpose for this but there are four little ones that are not understanding this so well. One of the reasons Helen got in contact with me was to help her teach the old ways of the people to the kids and the kids were learning these ways well. They prayed together as a family and separately all the time. Our creator was first in this ladies life and she was a very special person. Helen always put her kids before all she did. They were her life and her love. Helen and her new husband of just about a year now had just bought there first house a few weeks ago and she really felt that this would help the children's health get better. You see all the kids have severe asthma and she was always taking care of one or more of them and all times.It seemed like the kids were always having trouble with there asthma. She would call me and say" I have another down again" and when I would talk to the kids all they would say to me is that they wanted to be normal kids. She gave all she had to them and now they are without her. This is the saddest part of it all cause they relied on there mom for everything. For there every breath some days! I have been talking to Emma everyday scene this has happened and I will do all I can for these little ones. And this page is the start of what I can do. And you can help to if you would like. They need prayers first of all. The next is this has become a problem of finances and posable custody battle with the real father that was not very good to the kids. They do not want to go live with there real dad at all!!! If you would like to help out please E- mail me and I'll be happy to send you the address where you can donate to them.
At this time I would like to mention that Helen also has four sisters and three brothers. She was proceeded in the spirit world be her mother. Her father is still here with us along with her husband four children and 2 grandchildren. One of them that has not been born yet. She was born in San Gabriel California and passed on around Pinion hills California. Her biggest wish was to come to see me and my family in the beautiful mountains of Colorado.




	In Memory of Helen


	A Rose for my sister!!! You will be truly missed by many! Nov.24,1956 - Dec.28,2001 We love you Helen...


	I met Helen two years ago online in the Native American chat room. She was the second person I really got to know online. And we became very good friends and I even became the other mother to her daughter Emma. She was the most loving mother and beautiful person that you could talk to. Which all of you who knew her would say the same thing. I am very proud to have called her my sister!! She would always call me and talk to me about Emma and the kids and she always referred to Emma as my little one! She would tell me that this is your daughter not mine..lol.. She would say "I was just the one who gave birth to her." So as you can see we were very close. Our lives could have been a carbon copy of eachouther in many different ways. The things we did and went thought together was totally ironic sometimes. We were just laughing a few weeks ago about how this summer we were going to take a vacation just the two of us and leave all the kids and hubby's home. That it was our turn to enjoy life. So with that in mind I have to say that this is the saddest page I have done. Helen's life was cut short on Friday morning December 28th. She had been sick and was being very stubborn about going to the doctor. Helen had asthma and she was struggling with her lungs during this sickness. She asked her Emma to help her to set up to get a drink and she passed out. They rushed her to the ER and she passed away a few hours later according to what I have been told. I got the call about this from Emma at 6 am on Friday.Emma was devastated and very confused. To this moment I am still in shock! I am heartbroken and I know that our Great Spirit had a purpose for this but there are four little ones that are not understanding this so well. One of the reasons Helen got in contact with me was to help her teach the old ways of the people to the kids and the kids were learning these ways well. They prayed together as a family and separately all the time. Our creator was first in this ladies life and she was a very special person. Helen always put her kids before all she did. They were her life and her love. Helen and her new husband of just about a year now had just bought there first house a few weeks ago and she really felt that this would help the children's health get better. You see all the kids have severe asthma and she was always taking care of one or more of them and all times.It seemed like the kids were always having trouble with there asthma. She would call me and say" I have another down again" and when I would talk to the kids all they would say to me is that they wanted to be normal kids. She gave all she had to them and now they are without her. This is the saddest part of it all cause they relied on there mom for everything. For there every breath some days! I have been talking to Emma everyday scene this has happened and I will do all I can for these little ones. And this page is the start of what I can do. And you can help to if you would like. They need prayers first of all. The next is this has become a problem of finances and posable custody battle with the real father that was not very good to the kids. They do not want to go live with there real dad at all!!! If you would like to help out please E- mail me and I'll be happy to send you the address where you can donate to them. At this time I would like to mention that Helen also has four sisters and three brothers. She was proceeded in the spirit world be her mother. Her father is still here with us along with her husband four children and 2 grandchildren. One of them that has not been born yet. She was born in San Gabriel California and passed on around Pinion hills California. Her biggest wish was to come to see me and my family in the beautiful mountains of Colorado.




	Now my sister your flying free and can see my mountains and all you ever wanted to see! It was our wish to meet in person one day but I know your with me now! I will always be there for our little one I promised you this a long time ago and I will uphold that forever sister! I love you and miss you! Hug Grandma for me!