to and for my friends, whom i love...click on the picture to get the full view...
my nearest and dearest BEST FRIENDS>>>>
  • JUSTIN[E] - my best listener, best person to make me smile, best secret sharer, best person to put up with any mood i am in...

  • SAM - my original doll, and favourite 'raawwwkkk chic'...
  • LIZ - my favourite argument partner and hairdresser...
  • LAURA - my person to obsess, critise with and keep me awake with inane conversation at 5am...
  • LLOYD - for the late nite chats, driving me home from the y and being my oldest friend, who may as well be my brother...
    next best friends in absolutely no order>>>
  • MY BAND [LOTTIE, SIMON & MARTIN] - lottie for her artisticness and ability to have different hair everytime i see her, simon for his *pure wit*, and his room [it is the coolest in the entire world, trust me] and martin for his pure gayheadness, person who can dissolve me into hysterics with one sentence and for the discovery of junior, who incidentally, better stay the hell away from chloe-alice... lottie simon martin
  • KAREN - for performing the miracle of transforming a boring party into a lasting friendship :)
  • KERRY - for being the most energetic person ever, even at 8:30 on a monday morning when i usually want to strangle you, plus for being such a good friend to me and saving me from the wrath of mrs farrell on more than one occasion...
  • DAVID - for always thinking the best of me, even when i totally don't deserve it, and for having to referee mine and my mum's arguments!!...
  • OTHER DAVID - for enabling me to be friends with a world champion irish dancer and taking me out to all the shows you get free tickets for, cos yr so famous and still have time for me!!...
  • BECKY - for constantly provoking me to have a daily bitchfight...
  • TIMMY - cos we've stopped fighting now and you have turned into robin hood and you're the only person who can get me out of trouble i've created...
  • AMY - the only girl who hates men more than me...
  • MIKE - for sharing pickled gerkins and eggs and completly unscary ghost stories with ['be careful'] and talking all the way through films i want to watch!!...
  • NIK - even though we don't have the best history, i'm glad we've made up cos yr such a funny 'dude'...
  • JAMES - even though i haven't seen you in months, its great when i do :) ...
  • RICK - even though i don't deserve your friendship, i'm glad i have it...
  • QUEENY - for providing me with aspects of your life to be constantly jealous of and for making every gig i go to special, just cos yr there, also the constant shoulder to cry on and the stream of advice you always have...
  • ROBB - for providing the entertainment of watching you kill everyone in moshpits, and for picking me off the ground and whirling me round...
  • BROOKE - for having such great taste in women [i.e. courtney and drew] and the only person who rivals lottie in 'i wonder what colour her hair will be this week?'...
  • HOLLIE - for having girly chats...
  • SIMON - even though you are a complete sarcastic bastard and constantly crucify me for being a lesbian and you always leave me whenever your TRENDY girlfriend comes along, plus you only speak to me when i have kerrang, and you STILL haven't paid me for yr korn ticket..actually yr not my friend, fuck off bastard...[only joking]...
  • LAURA - for being completely insane and carrying round that bunch of flowers for an ENTIRE day [what was that all about???], also for the dissection of friday nites at the y and yr screwed up mind and morals...
  • JULIE - for making work less boring and making me laugh so much [piss meacock!!!]...
  • NIALL - for the fact yr always going through a 'phase' and the fact every time i see you, you make me sit and listen to you play guitar for an entire day. which is fun, no really...
  • GENEVIEVE - i don't know why i've put you up here cos i don't really consider you a friend, you are just the girl i always have to get out of trouble, and the girl who took me to the beach from HELL and enjoyed watching me get sick from it... i only put up with you cos you got me into the deftones...
  • CARA - when you can be bothered to remember i exist...
  • VICKIE - for the constant drama you provide me with...
  • MARK - 'my ruin guy' my newest friend, who has impeccable taste in music...
  • SATAN BOY - i know you hate me, but i still worship you cos you are the only alternative person at my school, even though yr only about 14...
  • SORRY - if i've forgotten you, i didn't mean to!!!
    my net friends>>>
  • SPANNER - biggest bastard i know, but love...i can guess you'd say the same, except you'd be meaner cos i'm a lot nicer than you..teehee...
  • MISS LILITH KITTY - for being such a sweetheart, putting up with my endless sagas with such good grace!!
  • JEN - for having more miss b stuff than me...grrr..but also for being such a complete doll...
    save me from my enemies>>>
  • i try to love everyone, but there is one person i would happily set on fire: my most hated person alive, i think about his inexcusable actions EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE. i will never forgive, and i no matter how much i want to - I CAN NEVER FORGET. I hope you rot in hell slowly and soon.