so scared of the world, let me cradle in your arms
kiss my bruises and shower me with all your charms
shaking profusely, your breath hits the back of my neck
im a nervous wreck
frightened by everything in my path
in my future
in my past
i close my eyes and fly away to obvlivion
with you
the cure for my disease
fuck my pain away with all your ease
crying for attention i come back like an addict
the honey from your lips makes me scream - its automatic

but then i open my eyes..
stutter with an empty cry
and your form is gone
my arms open with empty promises and air
where you used to be
with me
i was blinded by the fire in your eyes
and burnt by the flames from your lies
so now i drown within the tears
while im haunted by my fears
and you - like the phantom
come crawling back in my violent sleep
that memory burnt so deep
as you crawl thru my flesh
screaming sirens with your voices
fucking around with my choices
making me believe what you did is alright
and making it harder and harder for me to sleep at night

but tomorrow is another day
maybe by then things will seem to be okay
i can only hope so
though i dont think you know
how hard it is to let go
of you