Untitled - by anon

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i wake up thinking of you every day
it impacts me in more than one way
it leaves me aching with just one question
it makes me dry it fucks with my heart..
whenever im sit, motionless in my room
my sparkly tomb
your words ring through my head and seal my doom
my ultimate sadness in a plastic nation
your complete madness and utter complication
but when i see you walking around
i hear your irresistable sound
you act like your so profound
and that nothing has changed except my disposition
im left with that tiny incision
its that vision of your smile
you say how have you been?
bruises hurt from within
i forgot about those scars of yours
your proud you left that open door
so you could walk back into my life
wound my flesh with a knife
and tell me you still love me and you want me back
your intoxicating prescence makes my bones begin to crack
im off track
i want to push you out of the way
but your so beautiful i want you to stay
because i miss you
i can't resist you
and i know you must miss me..
im so confused..
humbled by your vision
your terror in the flesh
like a monster in my closet
with red eyes and teeth dripping wet
my lips bleeding with undesirable lust
but somehow the tables have turned, now i have to win YOUR trust
with scorn you seem to act
and you pretend that everything i say is opposite of fact
so you ignore it
you only talk to me only when you see fit
don't you remember what we had?
why did it end, did i really make you sad?
did i somehow make you mad?
you were all i ever thought to be true..
WHAT DID I EVER FUCKING DO TO YOU?