Terror
i strike terror among men
i have the right to remain silent
i am power of a woman
FUCKER!
i am able to change,
don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up -
i am cold and distant
you find me so hard to understand in your world
the ugly beauty
a lover
i have decorated myself with
love
FUCKER!
with lips like sugar, eyes like meat
i had a dream joe
i've been crucified, justified and mortified -
i point my finger
because no-one is going to ruin me
FUCKER!
Preacher
welcome to my world
a coop filled covered hall
CHORUS:
today is an oatmeal day
halloween is over
be your deadly nightshade
CHORUS
forgive me preacher - for i have sinned
i feel like a monster babe..
CHORUS:
tainted love...tainted love...
now i know, i've got to...run away
CHORUS
don't touch me...please -
tainted love...tainted love...
touch me baby, tainted love
Blasphemous Girl
drunk with sin, she sits in her skin
CHORUS:
magnum mouthed, i shoot to kill
CHORUS
STAB ME...LIKE A STALKER
bless me darling - and i will forgive you
i will suffer for my lover
TORTURE ME WITH TIMELESSNESS
HONESTY LOOKS GOOD ON YOU
CHORUS:
my tangled hair will weave a web of lies within my sheets
CHORUS
there must be a storm in london tonight
there must be a storm in L.A. tonight
i miss your kiss
the man that i lust..
in my highest hour
this place is hell to me
Absolution
so i cover up my scars
change my mood
CHORUS:
i wanna die on the darkest night
CHORUS
i ache for you...i ache for us
DENY THY LOVER AND REFUSE THY NAME
WHEN WILL YOU TELL ME THE TRUTH?
my revenge on you will not kill you...
my religion
i have no other lover...now, until forever
far from innocent - he is pure evil
for him, i would walk through fire
to draw him i want so bad
as beautiful as jesus christ
in my dreams, i press my mouth against his
sometimes he tells me he loves me
i've never felt a man look at me with that look
or could he?
Monster
i'm hissing mad
CHORUS:
another lover
my mouth is cruel and my lips are mean
CHORUS
i see god, and he's my friend
i'm like a monster...when i speak
Sick With It
SICK WITH DISEASE...deny addiction
CHORUS:
LIE AND DECEIVE...with no emotion
CHORUS
HEAL LIFE
can i bleed for the ritual? bleed for it
IT'S INSIDE ME...i feel it growing
CHORUS
and on this dark night of my soul i will continue to pray for us
My Beautiful Flower
yout leaves fade to brown
CHORUS:
our love starts to spoil
your petals start to fall
CHORUS
your mouth blooms like a cut
our love starts to spoil
i am earth...you can feel me touch you
he loves me...he loves me not...
Diavolina
sweetly...he smiles at me so bright it burns me
see me...i look at you so deep that she feels me
CHORUS
keep me...so safe inside your sins are secret
sleepy...you close your eyes, but you can't dream me
CHORUS
and i swear sacred as this heart of mine
so say you love her, and i'll believe you
rememeber that next time you kiss me goodbye
June 10th
i can hear you singing...face on fire
i love it when you call me miss b
can you hear me talking?
she can never be me
now i'm screaming....
june 10th...do you remember juen 10th?
i can't forget june 10th..
and i remember thinking, i remember thinking
and every night, every night i would watch you
ecasty in paris
my co-conspirator
you once asked me "is existance all we share?"
DO you remember june 10th?
CHORUS:
you say i'm scary...i guess i could be
CHORUS
nothing is what it will seem....
love me, hate me, i let you drive me crazy
I'M NOT MEAN - I'M JUST NOT NICE
Cosmetic
red brings my mouth to life
CHORUS:
starlight, starbright
a birthday girl, a broken heart
sugar-coated heart-shaped pout
CHORUS
bitch du jour served on a platter
mirror, mirror on the wall
blessed am i, among women, to live and love in such a beautiful temple
blessed am i...among women
Sychophant
something wicked this way comes
CHORUS:
i see you breathless and deranged
CHORUS
i barely recognise...you in your new disguise
you put the makeup on...take the makeup off
the road to hell is paved with stones
CHORUS
SICK OF YOU
SOMETIMES I THINK I'VE LOST MY MIND
Terror - this is what you call me
i can't be bothered by what they think
i bare my cross, my soul, myself
i forgive...but i never forget
i've been put upon this earth in female form
but i can handle myself with the best of you...
as well as the worst...
and i often have
but i choose to speak, sing, scream
strong like music, true like friendship
but without my friends, there would be no music...
only spoken word
so i live without regret
without remorse, only a remix
i am drunk, i am sober
heaven doesn't want me..
and hell's afraid i'll take over
because it won't work
yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me
part of me
the heart of me
the world you perceive to be so normal
i am deformed..scorned...reborn
i am me, and i know exacly who i am, what i am,
and the wrath that i bring
the lying truth
the virgin whore
the quiet storm
a fighter
a saint
a sinner
a sister
a daughter
old school...
a beginner
hate
truth...
you
all of you
both of you
none of you
more than one of you..
i've watched men come, go and cheat
i sleep to dream...and dream of sleep
that you were standing in the middle of an open road
i had a dream joe
that your hands were raised up to the sky
and your mouth was covered in foam
by my behaviour
both feminine and masculine
i am unsweetened, unclean
been called drama queen
ex-girlfriend, ex-member
the tantrum, the temper
take the blame
and this time i will own the name
if i have to i will ruin myself -
and it will be 'my ruin'
it was a long time ago
longer now than it seems
a place that perhaps you have seen in your dreams
is it what you thought it would be?
i'm trapped inside this hell
between blood queen and purgatory
a tattooed babydoll
i've got the devil in my corner
and jesus on my wall
i feel like a monster babe
preacher - save me with your call
and i will be your little miss scareall
one eye's green, one eye's blue
demons, angels, a love that's true
catch me as i start to fall..
let me be your little miss scareall
but i will keep you scared
take you to the fright side
i know you'll come prepared
turn your christmas black
and you can be my johnny homicidal maniac
its been 3 weeks since my first confession
i am the one hiding under your bed
my teeth are sharp, my lips are red
i am the one hiding under your stairs
with snakes and spiders in her hair
little miss scareall...
I FEEL LIKE A MONSTER...
feel like a monster babe
Sometimes i feel i've got to...run away
i've got to...get away from the pain you drive into the heart of me
the love we share seems to go nowhere
and i've lost my ride
for i toss and turn - i can't sleep at night
once i ran to you
now i run from you
this tainted love you've given
i give you all a girl could give
you take my tears - and that's not nearly all
i've got to...get away
you don't really want anymore from me
to make things right - you need someone to hold you tight
and your big love is to pray -
but i'm sorry - i don't pray that way
i cannot stand it when you tease
i love you but you hurt me so
now its time you pack your things and go
don't touch me with your tainted love
touch me baby, tainted love
DON'T TOUCH ME WITH YOUR TAINTED LOVE!
TAINTED LOVE...TAINTED LOVE....tainted love...TAINTED LOVE...tainted love...tainted love...
god...
filled with anger, fueled by liqour
drowns in dreams, with no saviour
from the truth - none can save her
he is her own personal jesus - and he will not be her last
god wants a piece of her ass..
god wants A PIECE OF MY ASS!
I AM...A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL
I AM...A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL
I AM...A BLASPHEMOUS GIRL
I AM...A BLASPHEMOUS...girl
you murder me with lies and guilt
strangle me...with tragic hands
god wants a piece of her ass..
god wants A PIECE OF MY ASS!
RAPE ME...LIKE A HERO
STAB ME...LIKE A STALKER
RAPE ME...AND BE MY HERO
eloquent and full of grace
you speak in tongues, behind my back
a dry lung vocal martyr
i will suffer for his sins
i will suffer for my lover
i am suffering for him
WORSHIP MY FIRST WITH EVERY KISS
RESURRECTION OF MY PAIN
DRAG ME DOWN OUR MEMORY LANE
INTRODUCE ME TO DEVOTION
LEAVE ME NUMB WITH NO EMOTION
STARS SURROUND YOU WHEN I FEEL YOU
YOU LOOK BETTER WHEN I CANNOT SEE...YOU
'liar' should be your tattoo
this place is hell to me
and i can never get no sleep
there's a devil in my bed with me
you feel like heaven to me
all i want to do is sleep
you're like an angel lying next to me
you look so sweet
close your eyes
and let's pretend
remember why
we're just friends
and in the morning i'll be nailed where he crucified me
your blackened hair will leave a stain inside my mind so deep
and when tommorow comes, i'll wish that you would worship me
because its cold and raining hard
my body aches, my lover waits
i pick the scabs from my arms
because its cold and raining hard
i miss your face
i miss the stars of your arms
in he do i trust
for he is my god, my anti-jesus
he is my saviour, my salvation
he leads me into temptation
in my lowest moment
he is my torture
he is my torment
and i will pray for him to remain my friend
and save me from my enemies...forever amen
and i can never get no sleep
there's a devil in the bed with me
whose talk is....cheap
i wanna live in the pretty sun...
but daylight just makes me numb
with velvet drapes that kill rockstars
lick my wounds
trust will lead us to the truth
drown myself in misery
sleep with my enemy
destroy my destiny
erase the memory...of you
OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS
AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU
OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS
AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU
OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS
AND I FIND THE MEMORY OF YOU
OPEN MYSELF TO REVEAL MY WOUNDS
when there's no-one left to fight
fill my bed with leopard fur
think of you inside of her
suffer for my latest sin
until i'm happy in my skin
i pray for you...i pray for us
i wait for you...i WAIT
(first, last and always)
WHEN WILL YOU TELL YOU THE TRUTH?
WHEN WILL YOU TELL ME THE TRUTH?
WHEN WILL YOU TELL YOU?
it will make you want to kill yourself
i invoke him...and he comes to me
in my dreams, dressed in black
he speaks in a language only i can understand
his hands are warm
his breath is hot
he is the horrible pain...within my heart
my sanctuary
my church
my sacrifice
my confession
my exorcism
my worship
in progress
he is magic
and when he kisses me i can taste him on my lips..
like an elixir
a sinner's prayer
a saint's desire
for him...i have walked through fire
one gift i'll never have
he drives a stake into my soul
makes me bleed...makes me whole
drinks me...devours me
intoxicates me...with his
love
hate
devotion
faith
he is as brutal as the depths of hell
and i feel heaven...horror...terror
he looks at me with that look -
i call it his serial killer look
like he wants to fuck me, and kill me all at the same time
it scares me...it turns me on
his eyes are brown
he stare is intense
meaningful
powerful
maybe that's why he's so fucking scary....because he means is
as he looks at me with that look
sometimes he doesn't have to
its almost creepy...uncomfortable...sexy
i guess i know he could never really chop off my hands...
destroy me - as want turns to need
you murder me - just to watch me bleed
i live inside my own make believe
i sacrifice what you can't see
and i'm dripping wet
i have no father
i have no pet
and i'll be damned
the day i die
your anti-muse
your anti-lie
can i speak?
i will destroy if i speak
it will destroy how i speak
i will destroy when i speak
it will destroy you
another man - another vicim of circumstance
i close my eyes, with no regret
i know your name baby, but i forget
i'm dirty-minded, and i'm obscene
but i'll be saved - the day i die
i'll be your muse, i'll be your lie
but the devil's standing next to him
he says my name and i feel so weak
just like a monster who cannot speak
your just a monster...when we speak
i'm a monster...when i speak
can i speak?
i'll be your monster...when we speak
speak and destroy
speak and destroy
yeah
sick with it
DOWN ON MY KNEES...feed my affliction
SCARED TO BELIEVE...my own decisions
EAGER TO PLEASE...DISTORTED VISIONS
BREED LIFE
NEED LIFE
BREATHE LIFE
KEEP LIFE
FALSE PROMISES...loss of devotion
SCARRED BY DECEIT...my self destruction
LOVE OBSOLETE...LIVE IN DYSFUNCTION
FEEL LIFE
THE SWEET LIFE is all i want...
got a need for the ritual
can i bleed for the ritual? bleed for it
got a need for the ritual
CAN I BREATHE FOR THE RITUAL? breathe for it
GOT A NEED FOR THE RITUAL
SICK WITH IT
SICK WITH IT
SICK WITH IT
NOWHERE TO HIDE...my angers showing
and try to remember only the good things....
the sweet life...the sweet life...
your mouth blooms like a cut
sweet and full of sin
i prick myself on your thorns
and i bleed within
and i watch you die
in my torture garden
under black sunshine
he loves me, he loves me not
your lips bleed like a rose
underneath the soil
is where the evil grows
and the weeds attack
in my torture garden -
the blue sky is black
sweet and full of sin
i prick myself on your thorns
and i bleed within
your lips bleed like a rose
underneath the soil
is where the evil grows
hear me breathe...cos its my air that loves you
i am fire...you will feel me burn you
come inside...and i'll be water with you
CHORUS:
THIS IS A MANTRA...FOR MYSELF
THIS IS A MANTRA...FOR SOMEONE ELSE
THIS IS A MANTRA...SO BE WARNED
HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED
tongue twisted, sick with words
she'll get what she deserves...
she got what she deserved
girl tricks make you believe - but she steals me
i will be her disease
diavolina SCREAMS
i watch you live your life in regret
you'll get what you deserve
dirty girl, so mean, can't clean me
i will be your disease
diavolina SCREAMS
strong as the ties that bind us
heavy as this cross - WHICH I'LL FOREVER BEAR
eternity will be the hell we share
what you want i don't care, cos it doesn't concern me
this is about what i need
so bleed as the needle goes in
i'm creeping under your skin
soak you in sickness and scent you in sin
but if you can't - then you only deceive you
i said i love you, and i don't lie
do you remember those words you whispered to me...
on that fateful day in italy, mr b?
blue skies - your eyes...my beautiful liar
i'm still breathing...you can't kiss me
kill me darling...i know you miss me
can't resist me...call me miss b
can you see me?
red lights, my lips
she can never be me
what can i break?
my heart's broken
silverlake
san francisco, switzerland, lacunza
england, budapest
mulhouse - june 10th
i remember when we met
do you remember? do you forget...
you were so perfect - so pure
like an angel - you were like an angel...amen
my god, my god he is so beautiful...so fuckin' amazing
i would watch you watching me
and we swore, we swore that night that nothing would come between us...
that no-one would come between us....do you remember?
laying down in the middle of the night
in the middle of the street
in the centre of you
i was humbled by your power
on the 9th plane...
666, acacia avenue...somewhere in hell
diggin' the hell out of you
diggin' the hell in you
my executioner
my sacrifical lamb
my friend
my lover
my martyr.....
are you my enemy now?
you tell me...when you remember june 10th
you say i'm angry...i guess i should be
because it makes me happy
my mind is creepy...i guess it could be
depends on what you ask me
you are....MY BRIGHT RED SCREAM
girl wet dream...
you are....MY BRIGHT RED SCREAM
and when i sleep i dream of you
because when i speak you fear me
my mouth is dirty...i guess it would be
pretend you just don't hear me
and i'm your scary teddy-bear
crucify me...or do you want to save me?
yes...no...maybe
it doesn't matter baby
you're not so clean i can't make you want to
SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM WITH ME
SCREAM FOR ME
AND THERE'S A DIFFERENCE
THANKYOU FOR REMAINING AT A SAFE DISTANCE!
elegantly wasted...and i can taste it
here i sit, trying not to fake this gift of the beauty myth
i can't help but feel like this...bored
of the beauty whore
cos my body just wants more...scars
and i can feel them...wounds
i can't heal them
black revive my hair that's dyed
makeup always helps me hide
what i don't like on the outside
first star i see tonight
i wish i may, i wish i might
have the wish i wish tonight
you name the drama, she played the part
long lost demons leave her godless
like her powder leaves her flawless
lipstick just distorts her mouth
mascara puts her eyes to sleep
cos beauty's only skin-deep
she's so pretty - but does it matter?
beauty is in the eye of the beholder
but nobody told her
watch her break and watch her fall
stitch her smile, bruise her knees
walk among her enemies
one two...freddy's coming for you
three four...better lock your door
five six...grab your crucifix
premeditated evil numbs
cartoon kids, crayola smiles
children of the korn fed styles
but i don't buy your lies -
i see through your disguise
don't feel your screams or cries.....WHY?
I'M SICK OF LOOKING, SO SICK I CAN'T
I'M SICK...OF THE SYCHOPHANT
SICK OF LISTENING, SO SICK I CAN'T
I'M SICK...OF THE SYCHOPHANT
a little girl whose acting strange
tryna scare us with your screams
but its all routine
and all you've done is take, steal and imitate
you are what you create.....YOU'RE FAKE!
cosmetic covered eyes....just tell me
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
searching to be found
YOU'RE SO FUCKING LOST
but some of those are fakes and clones
counterfeits which suck and bleed us...
wearing fucking adidas
but something just ain't right
no substance - only hype
with 'faith' you 'got the life' that made you rich
AND A 'PUNK-ASS BITCH'!
AND ANYONE LIKE YOU
OR ELSE THIS WHOLE WORLD'S BLIND