In Loving Memory
of
Paul Columbus Martin
US Navy, WWII Veteran
Born July 21, 1926
Died September 10, 1972
~ Loving father & Dedicated husband ~
I've Missed You, Daddy
Twelve is such a young age
to have to say goodbye;
I spent my teenage years
sadly asking "why".
I never had a chance
to get to know you well
before the call of death
forced me to bid you farewell.
You were too young to die,
and you left your family behind,
I've tried so many times
to go over it all in my mind.
Yet I've never really understood
why you weren't strong enough;
When I was growing up
I thought you were so tough.
Or perhaps you just gave up
or thought you would somehow survive;
Maybe you thought you'd always
be able to be revived.
Did you think we'd be alright without you
or that your absence wouldn't matter?
Didn't you know your death would cause
the lives of your family to shatter?
I wanted you to be there
on my wedding day
to walk me down the aisle
and to give me away.
I wanted to share my life with you,
the laughs, the smiles, the tears;
I wanted you to be there for me,
to help ease my pain and calm my fears.
I wish you could see your grandchildren,
to experience their lives with me;
The special times in their lives
you've never been here to see.
Did you know I have a daughter?
She's beautiful and growing so fast;
Oh, soon the day will come
will you will meet her at last.
And I also have a little boy,
as sweet and loving as can be;
If you could only spend time with him
I'm sure that you'd agree.
I know you were a good father,
though my memories of you are a haze;
for months after your funeral
I lived my life in a daze.
But I remember relishing your company
and wanting to be with you;
I recall family trips to the beach
and picnics in the mountains, too.
I've visited your gravesite many times
but I know you aren't really there;
And going there is so difficult,
It's sometimes hard for me to bear.
I've missed you so much, Daddy,
lived with a void these long years ~
I've thought of you so often
and fought back many tears.
But I know in my heart
that we'll meet again one day,
and I'll finally be able
to look at your eyes and say ...
I've missed you, Daddy,
but I forgive you for dying;
Now that I'm in Heaven with you
there will be no more crying.
We'll be able to share eternity
in this lovely, awesome place,
Where I'll finally gaze upon
my Lord's glorious face.
Oh, how I long for that day
when I'll meet Him in the air,
Then I'll join Him in Heaven
and I know you'll meet me there.
mb 6/30/03
This page is lovingly dedicated to my mother,
Mary Tiner Martin
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