Released: 1997
Songs:
Running Knees......from Godzilla Soundtrack
The key is so distant The shelf in the room Kick me out The shelf in the room Holding out Know when to listen The key is so distant Since I know how low to go Yes, I've finally found a reason You're always talking back to me I've got this time on my hands
I'm the one receiving the pain from you I'm the one receiving the pain from you I am the ground and the dirt You are plain insane/inside you live Don't you want to feel You'll really like this place You are you/get used to it/open Live to live Follow me back home I know a town where people are running To bring me down
Thought less in heart/desperate in honesty To bring me down
I don't feel like I should even worry about you Taken by surprise/by the size of my brain Take some for yourself Know in your mind that you've got to remember your name
Staggering around/can't find a place to sit down Watch the time I don't know how it feels No, I can't see I won't Trust my lie Searching for things I'm a freak
Your foot in my face
I feel alone even with myself You try to judge me now/tomorrow's okay I feel alone even with myself Your fears are working now/but I don't complain I hate to tell you but you're in my way Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain I can see the orange sky in front of me Is it me Break away from you
Is it me I'm not afraid to live/I'm not afraid to die Subjected to you mother of nature/limited to the colour of your eyes I stand above
Some of us play life Self disipline That's where I stand All I see is all to see How do you know you
And I don't feel you now How do you know you
You/yes, I've kept the news from you All I see is all to see How do you know you
It seems so slow to me Is it okay if I invade you I'll break this There is no peace to bring Is it okay if I rape you I feel you I crave you
Ive come to complicate you / ive got a big suprize
Shelf in the Room
I've opened doors
Know when to listen
know what to listen for (yea)
has been the way of holding me
and letting me stay
let me go
I don't belong here no more
A releasing sense of getting tired
Hold myself
I can't hold myself
has been so true
I can hide in
the shelf in the room
never hold in
holding out
never hold
Know what to listen for
Believe in resistance
don't let them tell you anymore
Is there anyway/no
to get away/no
Ask myself
while I stay inside
I've closed my doors
The shelf in the room
is rain waiting to pour
Touch, Peel and Stand
I won't let it show
Won't you touch me/touch me
I won't let it go
Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse
You won't let it be
Won't you touch me/touch me
It never bothered you before
Now I stand and I peel for more
Won't you touch me/touch me
I won't let it go
Face of the Earth
You would make these lies
I would take them true
You're self existing
no chance of listening
Close your eyes I will help you pray
Listen to God and tell me what he said
and what he says
Break me down so shove me in a shoe
You put it on and walk on me all day
Me it wouldn't surprise
It's something you would do
I watch you
walk on me
Face of the Earth
Solitude
Tonight/afraid the pain will give
Death has done your part
You chose not to feel
You've won a lonely heart
The devil opens his eyes
He breathes right into your face
If you like the smell
You'll really like this place
Are you ready to shake
Don't be afraid of the snake
The will to negotiate
The same don't appeal/but it will/you are you
to die inside you will
Anticipate solitude
No other place to go
No need to smile or get stoned
you'll always be alone
You'll always be alone
your body stripped down to the bone
No breath to scream out or moan
No freedom nowhere to run
Solitude
The Down Town
Away from life it seems very funny
They think they are smart
don't doubt what they say
Scared of a change
existing only
Failed from the start/wasted and suffering
Supply them their drugs/just don't take them away
Scared of a change/existing only
But I take the time and you push me away
I don't care too much no more
I always seem to waste my breath
Go my own way
Go my own way
What's Left For Me?
Knowing all the time all the lies/all the games
Thinking up a storm/when it storms it's going to rain
Taking what's mine all the time/all the time
It's all good for something
And when there's no more to give
The window will shine in the light
On what's left for me
Nothing suits my ass
Toast to some champaigne of pain
I know you can bring us all a bottle
Remember the time when time was a friend
And you could make him lend you a hand
Now there's a place where taking takes place
And time just gets in your way
Freak
wait for me
patience is reality
I don't know how it feels
no, I can't see with your foot in my face
I can't decide
with your nose in my business
Your ass in my space
Your life
as my problem
Your foot
in my face
I can't
I'm lost
I'm a freak
and you will die
I can't succeed
Now I can't fail
I don't know
how it feels
I can't decide
I can't see
Mountains in front of me
No nothing will conquer
my existence
Fear will not discover
my brain
Now
but does it better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm seeing now
but ruins everything
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here
Do you know what I mean
I can't explain those things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything
I'm working hard to listen and that's okay
Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me
I hate when someone tries to push me away
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now
Sounds like complaining but it's hard to refrain
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now
Whimsical
I can see things you'll never see
People say it's all a dream
But I can say words you couldn't speak
can you believe
You'll never live the world I live
Is it me
It is only me
I can only live a world to live
shattered beliefs
Detaching from my body
desperate in grief
I have changed the world in front of me
One against all
I'm starving this world
do you want me
You think you can have me
Say you love me
you want me
I'm saving my money
'cause I don't pay to breathe
I can only give what I see inside
You can only take what I give of me
You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose
Drained by the one you call your lover/She don't care if you live or die
Well I don't have a problem/I evolved/Sometimes there's always problems
Where I Stand
like a board game
It's new
fun
and you play it
with people
There's a time
you get tired
and you put it away
Then one day
you get it out
and the places are broken
I want to feel before you
Take it slow
feel before you yeah
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Some of us live life
like we didn't know it exists
Care
Got to care
or it fades away
Then one day
you come to life
and living is over
I just want
How Do You Know You
Stubborn mind in front of me
If you want I'll go away
I'll be here some other day
And I don't see you now
And I don't hear you now
And I don't know you now
You/yes it's all in your mind
Nothing talking over me
Cling
Watching them drop like fleas
Got to run
Got to get over this
I've faced me death
I've drowned in piss
Place myself before you
Even though you think
you're so much better than me
I'll take this
If you
I'll ache this
fall through
I'll break this
Pain is the only thing
That's holding on
and won't let go
And can take over you
and won't let you know
Make something else
something out of you
Even though you think
I might just set you free
I see you
I know you
I watch you everyday
I've done you
I've thrown you away
Alone too much to hide
Running Knees
ive come so far to thank you / blood runs from raining eyes
still in bed you never loose your head /
they said whats that light i see /
running knees they never seem to please me/
you painted pictures of me / yea /
id never felt so high / i never thought so low /
no more screaming advice / its what i already know
im not willing to die / im not ready to go
my view was never you / yea / you painted pictures of me
im always designated / left / right/ i would be alright
you seem to constipated / no help from me tonight
heh/ you chose straight out to fuck me
