Always Sorry
by Andy Pachas
Always wanting what he can’t get ,
Always buying love, girls and hearts, never in debt .
Never looks in the eyes in which he hurts ,
Never feels the hearts of the girls ,in which he makes feel like dirt .
“Life is all about girls, games and money” ,
“Life is so much sweeter with more honey” .(as he so puts it)
For she is alone and cries at night ,
For she reminisces all those time they had, ........a delight .
For time won’t dry her tears and time won’t mend her broken heart .
She thinks of crushing him and his meaningless life ,
As he crushed her innocence, as if it was meaningless .
In love is what she thought she was in ,
But he had different plans .
-Happiness is what she thought she gave him ,
He thought he could get much more ,......LOVE !!!!
-She was waiting for the right time ,
He was only wanted one thing and then he was long gone .
Now she was confused and felt really used .
Now she was sad and feels like about to go mad .
Now the guy was a hero, legend among his amigos .
She repeats to herself “ But he was so kind and sensitive”,
“He even dined with me.... and said he was all mine”.
Why should a heart so pure like that ,be treated like that ?
Why should that honest love be denied happiness ,like that ?
But now sadly the he mourns ,
For she died that late December’s dawn .
She had just had enough of a life ,that we are all sworn to !
She lay dead ,that innocent face that ..,was pale and so lifeless ,
I found a letter in a envelope beside her bloody body ,
The letter was covered with blood and read :
< IF ONLY I HAD CHANGED THINGS EVERYTHING WOULD HAD BEEN
BETTER ,IT’S ALL MY FAULT I’M SORRY ,SO ,SO ,SORRY
I LOVED EVERYONE I SWEAR .........WHY COULDN’T SOMEONE SWEAR
TO LOVE ME ,THAT ALL I WANTED SOME TO LOVE ME >
She signed that letter with he lips which were stained with her own blood .
Sadly in the letter she blamed herself for the whole incident ,
And sadly ended her life for it because of an accident ,
I believe she will find true happiness wherever she maybe ,
For a heart so pure can never be denied love ,
I believe love, that is pure can ,and will be found ,
Anywhere no matter the situation ,Nor matter the past ,
For true beauty will be found from within ,
And true love will also be found within ,
For the person who seeks ,shall find
And the person who loves ,shall be loved
THAT’S A PROMISE I GIVE TO YOU
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