Suicide
by Andy Pachas
For there’s not a day that go by ,in which I mourn
For my love that died ,that late December’s dawn
For life isn’t worth living in so much sorrow
For my love ,she will still be gone tomorrow
For I am sick of not having and not touching any one
For without her I shall never be any one
For I live my life in shadows and in darkness
For I am without her ,so I am heartless
For I cry and I cry ,but I have no tears
For there is no one here ,to hear me weep
Time won’t heal my wounds
A time of loneliness ,in which I’m bound for ,forever !!!!
I don’t know what to do
What I’m suppose to just sit down and talk to myself ??? I’m not laughing !!
As I have nothing to live for and nothing else to breathe for.....WHAT, WHAT
Don’t talk to me and why should I come to your expectations ,anyway ???
No...... ,I’m not all right and stop fucking asking
And I don’t need your fucked up opinions
Nor do I need your useless sympathy or your pity
I need to be left alone ,to mourn in peace
You can give me that ,give me that at least
I deserve to fuck up my own life in peace
Let me be ,let me be at least
I don’t need you in my life
Nor do you need me ,nor do you want me
You just want me to make you feel like your better that me
Fuck you and that plan !!!
No one is better than me ,just because,
You have the one you love and I don’t
Doesn’t mean you get to rub it in my face ,Bitch
What !! ,you think I’m going crazy ,Fuck you I’m crazy ,crazy and lonely
A bad combination and with a fucked up head
And what the fuck are you thinking about I can take care of myself
You just worry about your fucked up life ,I’ll worry about mine, Bitch .
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