Standing slightly off the dim path, I waited as the Panther tribe moved by. At one point my
hand reached out and touched the hair of a female warrior as she passed. A few feet later, she stopped,
looking around for a moment as if someone had whispered in her ear. Moments passed and she moved
on with her tribe. As they receded into the distance, I stepped onto the path and reflected back in time
as I often do these days. I have trouble remembering my name. I suppose that is to be expected since I haven't
spoken to a man or woman in what seems forever. I try to remember the number of seasons that have
passed and lose track easily. Taranis!, Yes, thats my name! Frowning, I think...ah, but that name belongs
to another who died ages ago in another world. I have no name. I exist in the shadow of the real world
of man. Backing into the dense forest, the man with no name once again becomes invisible. The cool mountain stream becomes a mirror as the quiet waters of the lagoon pool
silently. A creature clothed in primitive furs, dyed to blend into the deep forest approaches with
stealth. His flesh is streaked with mud, and is vitually impossible to distinguish from the surrounding
jungle. He almost flows, more than moves.. an almost total silence masks his passage to the lagoon as
he bends over and gazes into the cold reflective waters. He sips from his hand and gazes at his
reflection. Am I even a man still, Taranis ponders as he sips quietly. The tribe of Panthers
encountered earlier in the day consider me a forest spirit...some even worshiping me as some kind of
deity. "The Fallen One" is their name for me, perhaps thinking I am a Priest King cast from the skies. I
sit outside their camps and listen to their primitive language often, and have left sign of my passing as
an amusement on my part. Once I came upon one of their tribe, wounded from a fall into a deep crevice.
I carried her to the edge of the camp and whispered loud enough to draw her kin to her side. I could not
help but leave footprints with her weight and they quickly back tracked to where I had found her and
realized my deed. I suppose my legend grew from that. I live day to day, my choices made from a primitive level. I seek no answers nor have I
ambitions that I am aware of. I had started a journey of sorts..fueled only by the need for solitude, and
had kept on that path for ages. Now I was not afraid of the scent of man. I could easily avoid both man
and beast with stealth. For no special reason, I found delight in tracking both man and creatures,
honing my skills and teasing them with my cunning. I didn't have any sense of time, for time doesn't
exist in the world of shadows. Seasons passed by silently as I wandered the forests. My past; purged clean and
forgotten, now only a whisper in dreams at night... That is, until one morning when I detected the scent
of something familiar hanging faintly in the air. My curiousity guided me towards the source until I
emerged into a clearing where an old camp had once been made ages ago. Old rags, once the robes of
man, littered the ground, along with a weathered traveling sachel..Various items of personal use were
laying about, hardly visible due to the years since this camp had been active. Brushing aside the vines
and overgrowth I discovered even more... vials and bottles, various instruments and assorted
things. Picking up the satchel, I brushed the dirt from the bag and saw a name inscribed. Barely
able to read it, I picked out a T...then an A, then R... and suddenly a jolt ran through me and I dropped
the bag....My head began to spin and the last thing I remembered was the sound of roaring water in my
ears as I passed out and fell to the ground. When I awoke, I knew who I was and even more
precisely....where I was. I was at the beginning...I had stumbled into my own camp, the last camp of
Taranis, before he, before I.... ran away from the madness of the heart, into the Northern Forests. How
and why I should find this place after all this time, is a mystery to me even to this day. Was it fate? luck?,
or an unconscious urge? I will never know the answer to that. Suffice to say, I was here now. I had made a decision and wasn't even aware at the time I had made it. Over the years, I
left my madness in the forest along with all the images and events that created it. I longed for the
company of man once more.. My heart needed to love again...Though these things were not clear in my
head at the time, I do believe that is what happened... I gathered what belongings I could still use, and
out of the Northern Forests I walked, never to return again. As I entered the foothills and looked back
for the last time into the forest, a calmness came over me. I turned back to my path, and started walking,
thinking, then saying: I will rejoin the world..........and my name is Taranis!
The Home of TaranisPart 2: Living in the Shadow World
Chapter 1~The Dancing Ghosts of Yesteryear
Chapter 2~New Gifts and Old Gifts
Chapter 3~Shades of the Past & New Beginnings
Chapter 4~History Repeats Itself
Chapter 5~The City of Dust
Chapter 6~The Awakening
Chapter 7~Thentis, The City of Light
Chapter 8~Symbols and Changes
Chapter 9~Darkness & Madness: The Slide into Oblivion
Chapter 10~Darkness & Madness: Into the Belly of the Beast
Chapter 11~"Be Careful What You Wish For" Part 1: The Death of Two Healers
Chapter 11~"Be Careful What You Wish For" Part 3: The Stream, the Lake, and the Cottage