[(-KoRn-)]
[(-blind-)]
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide, you don't know
the chances, what if I should die? A place inside my brain,
another kind of pain, you don't know the chances, I'm so blind,
blind, blind.
Another place
I'll find, to escape the pain inside, you don't know the chances,
what if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of
pain, you don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Deeper and
deeper and deeper as I journey to living a life that seems to be
a lost reality that I could never find a way to reach my inner
self esteem is low, how deep can I go, in the ground that I lay,
if I don't find a way to sift through the gray that clouds my
mind. This time I look to see what's between the lines!
I can see, I
can see I'm going blind. (x12)
I'm blind. (x4)
[(-ball
tongue-)]
There you are,
alone, with no hope of ever having something to be proud of,
something earned without begging. Yes, I know you're a person, a
person close to me. Who do think you are? What more do you want
from me?
Ball Tongue!
(x4)
Why are you at
home, buried in your self-pity? Why do you insist on living the
life right out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person
that took time with me. Does it give you the right to expect your
life revolves around me?
Ball Tongue!
(x8)
You were my
brother... Where does our friendship end? You were my brother...
Where does our friendship end? You were my brother... Where does
our friendship end? You were my... I'm not gonna give in. You
were my brother... Where does our friendship end? You were my
brother... Where does our friendship end? You were my brother...
Where does our friendship end? You were my... I'm not gonna give
in. How can you fucking doubt me? But, not again... (x8)
Ball Tongue!
(x8)
You're a
Psycho-fuck. (x6)
Ball Tongue!
(x8)
You're a DYKE!
[(-NeedTo-)]
I, I am confused, fighting myself. Wanting to give in, needing
your help. Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch. Outside, I
know you but, inside, I'm fucked.
Can you
see it in me? Skin cold from touch. Each day confronted
with what I have done. You pull me closer, I push you
away. You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the
pain.
I hate
you!
Why are
you taken?
I love
you!
I feel
so helpless.
Why's it
you?
Ripping
my insides each time I lay with you. Why do I cry? Why do
I really need to?
Why?
(x4)
Fuck
you bitch!
Need
to. Need to. Need to... Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...
I hate
you.
Why are
you taken?
I love
you.
I feel
so helpless.
Why's
it you?
Ripping
my insides each time I lay with you. Why do I try? Why do
I fucking need to?
Fuck
(x7)
Slut.
[(-clown-)]
Intro
Life is
within my body. Four clicks... alright go.
[click]
[click] [click]
Four I
just said, you faget piece of shit on the ground... Ahh!
Four.
Four!
Four? [click] [click] [click] [click] Noooo!
Oh.
Hey, what are you talking about Ross? Hey, the song's on!
...Ern!...Ern!...Ern!... Hey, are you saying so there's
no clicks? Hey, we're recording, now start! Just fucking
do it, damn it!
[click]
[click]
I wanna
get twist. I wish we could put twist on the fucking
tape... stupid.
Wanna
hear it? Fuck you! Fuck you! Huh Huh... Okay! You piece
of shit...
Song
Anger
inside, comes within my body. Why do you hate me? What
have I done? You tried to hit me!
Scream
at me, if you like, throw your hate at me, with all your
might. Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me. Tell me I'm a
pussy and you're harder than me.
What's
with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you
are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man.
I don't
run around, trying to be what's not within me. Look into
my eyes, I am free. You're just a wanna-be!
Scream
at me again, if you like. Throw your hate at me, with all
your might. Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me. Tell me
I'm a pussy and you're harder than me.
What's
with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you
are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man...
to come out.
Hit me
clown because I'm not from your town. Now, hit me clown.
(x4)
Clown
you ain't shit, turn around get your face split. Girl you
ain't shit, turn around get your face split. Hell you
ain't shit, turn around get your face split. Clown you
ain't shit, turn around get your face split.
Turn if
you like, throw your hate at me, with all your might. Hit
me 'cause I'm strange, hit me. Tell me I'm a pussy and
you're harder than me.
What's
with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body to hide who you
are. Scared to be honest, be yourself. A cowardly man.
I'm
just a fuckin' little... (x7)
[(-divine-)]
I hide,
only to defy you. Take away the only love inside you.
I'll see your face through everyone, inside. I've just
begun. You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to
prepare you. For when you stop and turn around - your
body's going down.
You're
gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. Your suffering 'cause of
me is divine.
Tell
me, why you never liked me. Tell me, once that you'll
fight me. Bold, and I'll wait for the perfect time, to
take what's rightfully mine. You they're dumb to defy me.
You say you don't, but defy me. You wait, you don't want
anyone. Oh well....
You're
gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. Your suffering 'cause of
me is divine.
Fuck
you! I'm fed up with you. I'm not as good as you? Fuck
no, I'm better than you!
You're
gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. Your suffering 'cause of
me is divine.
Did you
really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You
tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your brain!
[(-faget-)]
HIV!
Here I
am different in this normal world. Why did you tease me,
make me feel absurd? Fucking stereotypes, feeding their
heads. I am ugly, please just go away.
I can
see it's hard to find, this blessing in disguise. Why do
you treat me this way? Make the hate stay.
I sound
like I can never seem to escape, all of the laughing, all
of the pain. If you were me, what would you do? Nothing
probably, you'd just go away.
I can
see it's hard to find, this blessing in disguise. Why do
you treat me this way? Make the hate stay?
Faget!
(x3)
Here I
am different in this normal world. Why did you tease me,
make me feel absurd? Fucking stereotypes, feeding their
heads. I am ugly, please just go away!
I can
see it's hard to find, this blessing in disguise. Why do
you treat me this way? Make the hate stay?
Faget!
Pussy...
I'm
just a pretty boy, whatever you call it. You wouldn't
know a real man if you saw it. It keeps going on, day
after day, son. You fake! You don't want none. I'm sick
and tired of people treating me this way everyday. Who
gives a fuck, right now I got something to say to all the
people that think I'm strange, that I should be out of
here, locked up in a cage. You don't know what the hell
is up anyway. You got this pretty boy feelin' like I'm
enslaved to a world that never appreciated shit. YOU ALL
CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!!
Hear my
gun but he has a body mighty any say. Hear my gun but he
has a body mighty anyway. Hear my gun but he has a body
mighty going to say.
Hear my
gun but he has a body mighty anyway.
Hear my
gun but he has a body mighty any say. Hear my gun but he
has a body mighty going to waste. Hear my gun but he has
a body mighty going to say. Hear my gun but he has a body
mighty anyway...
I'm
just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl. I'm
just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world.
All my
life, who am I? (x11) All my life!
I'm
just a faget! Faget! (x3)
I'm a
faget! Faget! I'm not a faget! Or am I?
You
motherfuckin' queers!
[(-shoots
and ladders-)]
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery
rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness
that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this
evil.
One,
two - buckle my shoe. Three, four - shut the door. Five,
six - pick up sticks. Seven, eight - lay them straight
London
Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down.
London Bridge is falling down my fair lady.
Nursery
rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness
that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this
evil.
Knick-knack
paddywhack, give a dog a bone. This old man came rolling
home.
Mary
had a little lamb, it's fleece was white as snow. Baa Baa
Black have you any wool? Yes sir, yes sir, three bags
full.
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies. Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery
rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood,
they're spoon fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness
that seems real. Look at the pages that cause all this
evil.
Knick-knack
paddywhack, give a dog a bone!
[(-predictable-)]
I can in
every way, mistake the pain I feel inside. It comes at
me, evil thoughts is creeping through my mind. For you to
see that I can't speak what's on my mind. It runs away -
it's so predictable.
I can
in every way, feel the stress all tingled up inside. Too
blind to see, emptiness and sorrow of their lives. You
run away, to the cover of their pointless ties. You ask
me - it's so predictable.
I'm
gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
Another
day. Silence overwhelms my mind. Who's to say if I have
the time or why should I pray for all the hate to go
away? Another day. I can never break free.
You
wait for me. I crawl up to you. Another day. I'll live
forever.
Why
should I?
I'm
gonna try. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
I'm
gonna try! Should I? (x4)
I'm
gonna try! I'm gonna die! I'm gonna try...
[(-fake-)]
I can't
stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me
through. Your life's a lie, that will you hide. Is it
that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the
thought of you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why
do you try, to justify? You are just too scared to be you
inside.
Let it
all go. (x4)
Look at
you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x2)
I can't
stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the
thought of you. Your secret lies, that you hide. Is it
that terrible being you inside?
Let it
all go. (x4)
Look at
you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be. (x4)
You try
so hard to be wanted. False emotions tells you fronted. I
think being a person relies on one thing, be yourself,
let you come through. You're too afraid to really be
someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be. You're
too afraid to really be. Be yourself let you come
through.
Fake!
(x4)
Let it
all go. (x4)
[(-Lies-)]
I like
to search inside for the things that you will hide.
What's the problem? Can't you seem to set loose the
problems that haunt and taunt you?
I smile
while you're afraid. You run, while your soul pays.
Do you
ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.
I like
to search inside for the things that you will hide.
What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and
let me touch you?
Do you
ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.
I want
you to see, master of disguise. For all the things that
hurt you, of all these useless lies. I want you to feel,
feel you on up inside. Once I'd took you in, I'd throw
you out instead.
I try.
You win. My life... is ripping your heart out and
destroying my pain! Go!
Do you
ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life.
Thinking about your inner fears.
[(-helmet
in the bush-)]
Hello?
Esta Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you fuckin' call
me el Caco? OK?
I keep
asking what's your lie? It is disturbing, it squeezes
mine. Days keep passing. One notch at a time. I don't
feel right. Please God let me sleep tonight.
Every
day confronted. Fuck off, it's giving in. I just wanna
know why.
Want to
give it up but I can't escape. I keep asking, can you
please try. It is haunting, this tin stone mine. Days
keep passing. Line after line. I don't feel right. Please
God don't let me die tonight.
Every
day confronted. Fuck off, it's giving in. I just wanna
know why.
Want to
give it up but I can't escape.
Please
God.
Please
God help me. Please God free me. Please God help me from
my painful situation.
Please
God help me. Please God free me. Please God save me from
my painful situation.
Want to
give it up, no I can't escape.
[(-daddy-)]
Mother,
please forgive me. I just had to get out all my pain and
suffering. Now that I am done, remember I will always
love you; I'm your son.
Little
child, looking so pretty, come out and play, I'll be your
Daddy. Innocent child, looking so sweet, I rape your
mind, and now your flesh I reap
You
raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down.
"That's a good boy." And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My God.
Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little
child, looking so pretty, come out and play, I'll be your
Daddy
You
raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down.
"That's a good boy." And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My God.
Saw you watch.
Mommy,
why?
It's
alright
"I
didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Mommy
stopped and stared.
Innocent
child, looking so sweet, I rape your mind, and now your
flesh I reap.
You
raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down.
"That's a good boy." And fuck. Your own child.
I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My God.
Saw you watch.
Mommy,
why?