It's hard to express how I feel right now
- sad and angry come to mind
I feel I've been cheated
out of my own life
That doesn't make me too happy
I thought that you cared but I was wrong
I'm angry at myself -
I should have seen it coming
but at the same time I know
I can't blame myself
Sometimes I remember the good times:
things we did,
places we went,
the thrill of having someone to love,
not suspecting the love was one sided.
But mostly it's the bad things that come to mind.
Isn't that how it always is?
Hurt by your words and lies,
learning the truth:
I was only being used for a thrill.
I don't expect you to understand.
You still don't think you did anything wrong.
But it's been nearly a year since I saw you,
and there's no way I'm turning around.
Email me and tell me what you think.
