I thought it was gone
but it's come back
an ache I can't hardly describe.
more like a feeling
of nothing I feel
and yet everything at once.
Do I care?
Do I not?
How do I know
if I feel or I don't?
And if I do, what do I feel?
You say that makes no sense.
I agree.
How can i feel and not know it?
How can I not know how I feel?
If I only knew...
Until I figure it out
I'm left
with an aching
dull
nothingness.