july 5, 1998
~ 9:15pm ~
my fingers are sore, and my voice is
too
listening to: jimi hendrix
album: the ultimate experiance
fave song: angel
feeling: content
weather: dunno, i've been inside most all day
hello there. i don't really have much to do, and as
the quote above says "my fingers are sore, and my
voice is too" and that's because i've been playing
guitar most all day, and that's hurt my fingers, though
my voice isn't that tired, but it's a pretty appropos
quote, don'tcha think?
it's ani.
anyhow, i have been playing guitar all day, and i've
worked on my story, and i've read...it's been a really
relaxing day. i feel kind of bad, because nathanael's
been at work all day, but i dunno what i can do
about it, but he called on his break and we talked fo
rlike, five-ten minutes...
last night, as i said, i went over to nathanael's to
watch fireworks...we had dinner together, which was
really nice, and after trekking to a hill near his house,
and only seeing two fireworks (we were on the wrong
side...we both agree that one of the fireworks looked
like lightning, so...), we went back to his house and we
were in his room, and we talked for like, two and half,
three hours, and it was just amazing...i dunno ~ one of
those conversations that you can't quite remember, but
yet, can't quite forget. it was the first time we've ever
talked that long face to face, because we usually don't
have the time, or patience, or stuff to talk about.
and the cool thing was, it wasn't that superfluous
stuff like music (altho' it's a great topic, you can only
talk about it for so long...) or the weather...it was
about our feelings, and what we've been thinking, and
about our relationship, and things like that...it was
just incredible. if i had to describe it any other way, i
really wouldn't know how to.
i'm so...antsy tonight...i really don't want to stay
on here much longer, and i don't really want to play
guitar anymore (because i want to give my fingers a rest)
and i don't wanna write, or read...hmm...maybe i'll go
find something to do.
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