september 4, 1998
~ 4.30pm ~
did you feel like you were crazy?
listening to:
melissa etheridge
album: your little secret
fave song: nowhere to go
feeling: pretty good
weather: hot!!!
greetings and salutations! i'm doing so much better
than last night. part of it, i think, was the fact that i
had had NO sleep (or so it felt) and i was just
frustrated with everything and everyone. last night, i
sat down to do my physics (i had that and art history to
do) and i just sat and stared at a problem for phsyics
for ten minutes, filled out a bank slip, realized i have
a lot less in the bank than i'd like to, and then my dad
came in, signed the slip and asked how things were going.
i just started crying. both my parents told me to go to
bed and just get up early today to do the physics and i
realized the art history could wait 'til this weekend.
so, hence why i'm doing a bit better.
beka said they were inviting people today for the
party next week. i can't wait, it's gonna be a blast.
i am so not sure what to do with this free time. no
homework demanding to get done (i'll do it later tongiht,
tomorrow, sunday and monday), no one demanding things to
get done. just rest. i sat and read for over an hour (i'm
reading the goddess abides by pearl buck. it's not
too bad)
i just jetted off for a few minutes to go work on some
other sections. when i have the chance, i'm trying to get
as much done as possible and comes to mind...i've done
some book reviews, added an essay (i may just add some
new fiction prose)...this...i just dunno.
i've realized i do this page mainly for narsisstic
reasons, but i love it.
it's fun for me.
well, i'm off...i'm gonna work some more on here....
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