september 12
~ 8:30pm ~
i want someone who has a tortured
soul...some of the time
listening to:
rent
album: rent - disc two
fave song: i really don't know
feeling: really tired
weather: hot and muggy
can we say indian summer? it was really nice, and then
it got hotter all of a sudden today. today was the
alzheimer's association's memory walk, so i had to get
up...let me catch you up on everything that's been going
on since the seventh (which was the last time i wrote)...
tuesday - nothing in particular sticks out. or it's
just too far away to remember.
wednesday - i stayed after school for a class meeting
and then went to work. we had a quiz in physics. i really
am starting to hate that class. but, it's a challenge,
and i'm always up for a challenge. i ended up staying up
until midnight doing homework.
thursday - i went to this really neat thing called
WRITE in the morning with one of the teachers, ms.
ferguson, and i love it! we wrote for
ten straight minutes. david and janet were there, and she
gave me chocolate (well, everyone got some if they wanted
it) and it's every tuesday and thursday morning, but i'd
love to do it every morning. i rarely get time to
write. and all the writing i've been doing recently all
revolves around one thing, which i'll get into when i
finish the break down of my week...i was going to stay
after to support my friends who play soccer, but i found
out that their game wasn't until about 5:30p, and i had a
lot that i had to do, so i ended up going home. that
night, i did so much running around. i got chicken wings
for the party tomorrow night (more in a minute), movies
for the thing that was last night (more in a minute) and
just ran around. then, i came home. oh, i got my physics
quiz/test back on thursday. i got a 76%...i'm still not
sure if i'm happy or not. i'm just glad i passed.
friday - during school, there was nothing particular,
except the new administrator would not let me into the
sga room, b/c i'd be "unsupervised", which is
incredibly ridiculous, because i'm the president, but oh
well. i just waited in the library until mr. lindley
showed up. he came back with the stuff for the ice cream
social (which is an sga tradition - we serve ice cream to
the teachers...i love it, it's probably one of my
favorite traditions!) and last night, we had this thing
over at beka's house. we ordered chinese food and ate
dinner together (it was me, janet, angela, beka, aaron,
and david) and then watched so i married an axe
murderer, which was incredibly stupid-funny. we were
going to watch monty python and the holy grail,
but it was goin on 10p, and i had to get up early today,
as did janet (she had to work), so we left and made plans
to do the movie thing some other time.
today - i got up at 5am, and had the memory walk,
which my sister and i worked 'til about 11am. i did the
water stop, which was incredibly boring, but i love
helping people. this guy tried to give me a dollar for
handing out water and oranges, but i couldn't take it...i
mean, it was for the walkers, ya know? then, i had to
work from 1p to 5p and i came home, puttered around, ate
dinner, cleaned my room a little, got ready for tomorrow
and did my french and english, and now i'm doing this,
because i only have art history and physics left. so...
tomorrow - janet's picking me up about 9a and we're
going to the lakehouse. we're having a party there and i
don't know how many people are gonna be there -- aaron's
parents, me, david, janet, beka, aaron, fabi, sean, and i
dont' know who else is showing up. it's a two hour drive
away, and i'm really looking forward to it!
things here have been kind of weird. all of the
writing i have done recently revolves around the fact i
broke up with david back in march, and the reasons i gave
sound like such excuses now. and i dont' know if
i want to get back together w/him (maybe just to spite
beka's bet with no one...*grins*) but i love talking to
him and he makes me think and smile and laugh and he's
just a great guy. he's funny like i don't know what
and...it's nothing i can fully explain. it's just a
"sense of something that hasn't happened yet."
and i think i'm gonna talk to him tomorrow down at the
lakehouse, or write back and forth on the way to the
lakehouse.
well, i guess i should get going and do some homework
or check on my laundry so i may be able to get to bed!!!
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