i once told someone that i saw myself as being dark blue - devoid of life. well, i have come to the conclusion that it is not devoid of life, but it's so full of energy and life that there is no way to see it all...it's like the faerie above...it's just awakening from a long sleep...and it has yet to totally explode into something great...
maybe that sounds ambitious, or at worst, pompous...but i don't care. i'm so happy at who i am, and it's taken me seventeen years to figure all that out! and like i said before, no one, no one can take that away from me.
* elements of self *
