I beleive I found my soul mate.......I truely do. And here is why. There was this guy Mike in the 6th grade. I had a crush on him but he was sorta strange hanging around the icky hoochie girls and then he went away and switched schools. like one day he just disappeared.
After highschool I moved out of the city and out of Mom's house and into Pikesville with my Nana to help her out and go to college. I got aol and starting putting around on here...... met some really freaky people and some really great friends for life. But then there was this guy I met in a chatroom and oh my gosh who do you think it was. Yup you're right it's that guy from 6th grade Mike. I was shocked and excited all at the same time. I thought it was the most awesome thing to find someone I used to know in school and find him of all places in an AOL chatroom. We hung out a couple times and I had fun hanging out with him. However he was bitter, hurt, and hated girls. I thought he was gay or something. So I brushed it off and gained a new good friend. But then he HAD to go away again supposed to be for 6 months wich turned into 18 months. I started writing in a book to him everything I was thinking about each aspect of my life. Including my growing feelings for him. Wich made absolutely no sense to me since I was writing to him with no response from him. Needless to say he came back and now we are sorta hanging out and getting to know eachother all over again.
I love him. But I'm not sure if it's him I love or the idea I've been building him up to be. I keep waiting for him to let me down or disapoint me to break my high opinion of him. And no matter what he tells me about his past and what he's done or what he's gone through it doesn't change my opinion towards him in a negative way. It just makes me respect him all that more for overcoming soo much in his life and coming out on top and succeeding. I have faith in him and trust that he is good for me. When I am around him I feel like there is nothing I can't do. I feel that we were meant to be friends in life to support eachother and help one another through life. I want to help him in anyway I can to overcome the obsticals placed infront of him. And I know he would do the same for me.
Thanks for listening to me...............I hope each and everyone of you are as lucky as I am to have truely found a great friend like Mike.
