Unforgettable Mistake
The tour was finally over. The very last show was finished, and the guys were all making their way to the dressing rooms. AJ was last in line. He blotted the sweat from his face the with the towel around his neck. Then he poured the remaining water in his bottle over his head. The screams of a stranger made him turn around in a sudden jerk.
Their bodyguards were trying to restrain a crazed fan who somehow made her way backstage. She was kicking and screaming for them to let her go, that she had to meet AJ. AJ was flattered and decided to help her out.
“Hey, she’s cool. I think I know her.” The large men knew he was lying, but they let her go. She ran to him with a huge smile on her face.
“Oh my God! I love you so much, AJ! I have wanted you since I was ten! You are just so hot!” He took her hand and led her to his dressing room. It was rare that they got individual dressing rooms. Otherwise, he never would have let her come in.
Once he shut the door, she jumped into his arms and started kissing him. AJ pushed her away.
“Whoa, cool it, babe. I don’t even know your name.” He sat down and started taking his boots off.
“It’s Carrie.” She got down on her knees and took his boots off for him. He thanked her, amused by her servant-like actions. But she didn’t stop there. She stood up and pulled her shirt off. She was braless underneath. AJ wanted to tell her to stop, and that she should definitely go. But he was a man, and he enjoyed the show.
She crawled onto his lap and started to kiss hm again. He felt her tiny hands working to loosen his belt. She searched for his erection, and once she found it, she slid to the floor to show him how much sle loved him, orally. AJ tossed his head back. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a picture of his girlfriend and himself sticking out of his bag. Guilt started to kick in. He reached an orgasm, then he pushed her head away. Zipping his pants back up.
“I’m sorry, but you have to leave now. I have a girlfriend back home, and you’re jail bait anyhow.” She put her shirt back on, disappointed. AJ sighed as she left the room. Then he just went ahead and changed clothes, nervous energy taking over him. What had he just done? That kind of thing was ok when he was 17 and the group had just started. It was cool to have naughty little liaisons with random girls. But he was a man now. And he had a woman who loved him very much at home. He had a reputation to uphold, however kinky he made himself seem, he couldn't allow the fans to think he was up for sex with anyone. He heart was racing now, his hand shook. He had to get his mind off of her.
The drive home was long and tiring, but he was relieved to see Reneé’s face again. She was lying in their bed watching television. The HBO show called Oz.
“Oh man, that’s back on already?? What did I miss?” He asked, sitting down on the side of the bed and watching.
“Nothing much. O’Reily’s just putting the moves on the doctor again.” AJ fell back on the bed next to her and kissed her cheek. The show ended and she turned the TV off. AJ took his cue and started to touch her in places he knew would get him a positive reaction. Kissing her arms, tickling her sides. Generally showing her how much he missed her while he was on the road.
Back in Orlando, Carrie was taking the bus home. Even though AJ turned her away, she was happy she got to do what she did with him. Not many girls got to have sexual encounters with their favorite celebrities. She couldn’t wait to tell her best friend.
“She’ll have to believe me with this.” She held a ziploc bag in her hand. A fellow bus rider looked at her with a disgusted expression on his face. She knew why he looked that way. The bus stopped on her street and she ran all the way to her house. She hardly said two words to her mother before she jolted up the stairs and to her bathroom. There, she quickly used the contents of the little bag.
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Months went by. AJ and the rest of the Backstreet Boys had completed yet another tour. After the show, they were scheduled to answer a few questions for the press about what their future plans were for the summer.
They went on and on about where they were going come August, and how the performance might change. By the end of the press conference, AJ stood up to make an announcement. No one had any idea what he was about to say. Kevin, being the worrier that he is, felt a little uneasy. AJ wasn't usually one to stop evertything to say something.
“I just wanted to share with the world something that changed my life recently.” He looked at Reneé sitting in the audience. “Stand up for me, baby." She stood. "This beautiful woman is the light of my life. I love her with all my heart. And come next spring, she’ll be my wife.” She smiled and raised her hand, showing off the beautiful ring he had given her. The photographers started snapping away. AJ stood beside her, and people cheered. They started asking questions, and AJ tried to answer as many as he possibly could.
The very next day, there were articles in the Entertainment sections of newspapers, articles on the web, and articles in teen magazines. It was everywhere.
Carrie was sitting with her friend Kaitlyn when she first heard. They were sitting on the front steps of her house, sipping Pepsi and reading teen mags.
“Look here! AJ’s engaged to his girlfriend, Reneé. She’s pretty, and so lucky. It’s shitty for you though.” Kaitlyn commented, handing the magazine over to Carrie. She looked at him holding her hand. Sure enough, there was a ring on her finger and a smile on their faces.
“I don’t care. They won’t be together for long.” Kaitlyn looked at Carrie as if she were a lunatic.
“You don’t care? Carrie, you have been desperately in love with AJ for the longest time! I thought you’d have been ripping your hair out when you found out.” Carrie just stood up and shook her head.
“Nope. Wanna know why?” Kaitlyn nodded. “Cause I’m gonna be the mother of his first baby. Not her...” She started picking the leaves off of the bush next to the steps. Kaitlyn just knew that Carrie was off of her rocker now.
“Ok, you and this imaginary family you have going with AJ is getting a little sick. You’ll be seventeen in a week, it’s time to stop pretending.” Carrie smiled.
“I’m not pretending. I swear to God, I’m pregnant with his kid!” Kaitlyn looked at Carrie's stomach and it was as flat as a board.
“Yeah, ok Carrie, whatever you say.” Kaitlyn drank the rest of her soda.
“Remember when I saw their concert, like 2 months ago? Well, after the show, I snuck backstage. The guards were trying to kick me out, but AJ let me in. He took me to his dressing room and we kinda made out. I gave him head.” Kaitlyn heard the last sentence and choked on her Pepsi, it burned her throat.
“You what?” Kaitlyn shrieked.
“I gave him head! And my suspicions were right, he is hung nice. Anyway, he came in my mouth and I kept it there. Then, when I got home, I got myself pregnant.” Kaitlyn’s eyes were bulging out of her head.
“You’re lying! And even if you weren’t, you couldn’t get pregnant off of that stuff after it’s been exposed.” Kaitlyn tried to work out in her head how exactly Carrie managed to save AJ’s semen long enough to ride all the way home.
“I know what you’re thinking. And I didn’t keep it in my mouth the whole time. I put it in a sandwich bag. But, to make a long story short, I haven’t had my period since. I’m having AJ McLean’s baby!” Kaitlyn made a face much like the guy on the bus who saw what Carrie had in her bag.
“You are so gross. That is gross. I can understand the whole head thing. Cause I mean, he’s AJ... who wouldn’t give him head? But Carrie, you got yourself pregnant without his knowing it. And you’re 16! He could get in deep shit for this, and it’s all because you have some sick crush!” Carrie never thought of it that way. She didn’t want to get him in trouble. He was right, she was jail bait.
She had to tell him. He would know what to do. The only thing was trying to find him. She knew what his house looked like, and what area he lived in. What fan didn't? Everyone saw his episode of MTV Cribs. But what she needed to know was his exact address. She remembered that he was going to be appearing at the Hard Rock Café for charity that Friday. She would just have to follow him home and tell him then. That wouldn’t be so hard, would it?
Wednesday and Thursday came and went. Friday afternoon, she borrowed her mother’s car and drove to the Café. He was already there, signing autographs for fans. She watched him carefully, making sure he never escaped her sight. She also made sure he never saw her.
When it came time for him to leave, his bodyguards escorted him to a limo where they got in with him. Carrie quickly got into her car and followed. They went a ways down the street to a parking garage, this is where AJ switched to his own truck. Carrie followed that from then on. She made sure to keep her distance from him on the road. Once they reached his development, there was a guard booth. AJ went right through, being a residence there. Carrie parked across the street from the gate and snuck in by foot. She ran after his truck, keeping herself low.
She recognized his house from seeing so many pictures of it. It was bigger and more luxurious that she ever imagined. The gate opened and he drove into his driveway. She slipped inside the gate and hid in the bushes so that he wouldn’t see her. Then, she waited until he had gone into the house.
AJ’s lips had only touched Reneé’s briefly before the doorbell rang. He went to the door and looked through the peephole. He saw Carrie’s face and recognized her immediately.
“It’s a fan. Call Frankie, tell him there’s a trespasser at the door.” AJ instructed. Reneé was just going to do that, but Carrie started banging on the door.
“AJ, I know you’re in there. Open the door, now! It’s important.” Reneé was worried, the voice sounded distressed.
“Let’s at least see what she wants.” Reneé went passed AJ and opened the door. Carrie was alarmed to see that Reneé opened the door instead of AJ.
“Can we help you?” Reneé asked, in a sweet voice.
“You can’t, but he can.” She walked in.
“What is this all about?” Reneé questioned.
“Tell her, AJ. Tell her about us! Tell her about what happened in Orlando! Go on, let her know about what we did!” AJ was at a loss for words.
“I’m sorry, you must have me confused with someone else. I have never seen you in my life.” AJ lied. Carrie was enraged.
“Then how do you explain me being pregnant with your child? Huh?” AJ stood there in awe. All he did was receive oral sex. She couldn’t possibly be pregnant with his kid. He wanted to tell her that, remind her that he never actually slept with her, but he just told Reneé he had never seen her before.
“You’re insane.” He said to her. It was true, because at that very moment, insanity sparked within her.
“No, I’m perfectly sane. And I am carrying your baby. And because I am, you have to love me. You have to. You just have to!” She wrapped her arms around him and kissed him. AJ pushed her to the ground, having a momentary loss of muscle control.
“Leave, now!’ Reneé shouted. Carrie got up and held her stomach.
“You will pay. All I wanted was to be with you. That’s all I ever wanted. To be loved by you. Oh yes, you will pay! Just you wait and see!” She ran out of the house. Reneé slammed the door and looked at her fiancé.
“I know you. I know your history. I know your habits. And I know that there is some truth to what that girl is saying. I also know when you’re lying to me. So tell me the truth.” She demanded. AJ took one look at the tears in her eyes and couldn’t lie to her if his life depended on it.
“We did meet in Orlando. She was fighting to get backstage, so I allowed it. She started taking her clothes off and kissing me. I allowed that too. She gave me a BJ, but baby, I swear that’s all we did. I realized what I was doing to you, and I told her to leave. But I never had sex with her. I couldn’t even if I wanted too, she’s underaged. You have to believe me!” Reneé wiped her eyes and sniffed.
“You’re telling the absolute truth?” He nodded. “Ok then, we don’t have to discuss it any longer.”
Now on the road, speeding, Carrie was beginning to break down. She was angry with AJ for not admitting to what they did. And she was going to make him pay for brushing her off. He was going to pay for it big time.
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