NIGHTMARES



What shall I write about today Should it be about my vivid, strange and weird nightmares.


Are they coming from deep embedded psychological fears which I maybe trying to conquer by looking the monster in the face with one ugly as his.


Long snarly sharp claws tried to grab at my neck but I was able to hold them back. I wish I knew what brought on the frightening attack.


From a beast that started out as a beautiful bald eagle in flight to one that wanted to peck my eyes out.


Maybe, its a conflicting pull from a woman I hate who's influence may not have as much meaning as I seem to think.


Is that why my child ran and jumped in the Madd Hatters Rabbit hole when the evil witch occurred.


Does all this have some meaning or was it the bag of chocolate chips cookies I ate before going to bed.


Sorry to say it was not the cookies for I been have plagued with these nightmares before. I venture to say maybe they are my only way of fighting back.


Against the force that shackles my Life.


That binds me to my sometimes tormented Hell...


Maggie 10/10/2000


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