HE SAID HE LOVED HER THEN BROKE HER HEART
HE SAID HE WANTED HER IN HIS LIFE THEN SENT HER AWAY
HE MADE HER DREAM OF HEAVEN THEN RIPPED HER DREAMS APART
NOW THE LONLINESS SHE FEELS IS MORE PAINFUL
THAN SHE HAS EVER FELT BEFORE
SHE CRIES SILENT TEARS DURING THE DAY
AND LETS THOSE TEARS FALL FREELY AT NIGHT
SHE LIES THERE CRYING AND WONDERS
HOW SHE WILL EVER BELIEVE OR TRUST AGAIN
FOR SHE TRULY TRUSTED THE WORDS HE SPOKE TO HER
SHE TRUSTED HIM WITH HER DREAMS
SHE ALLOWED HERSELF TO BELIEVE
BELIEVING WAS HER BIGGEST FEAR
BELIEVING IN HIM WAS HER BIGGEST DREAM
BY BELIEVING IN HIM SHE ALLOWED HERSELF TO FEEL WARMTH
SHE ALLOWED HERSELF TO FEEL HAPPY
AND SHE ALLOWED HERSELF TO FEEL LOVED
FOR A SHORT TIME SHE BELIEVED SOMEONE COULD LOVE HER
SHE BELIEVED THAT SOMEONE WANTED HER
TO SHARE IN A LIFE AND LOVE FOR THEIR CHILDREN
TO SHARE IN EACH OTHERS GOALS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS
TO SHARE IN EACH OTHERS DREAMS AND DESIRES
BUT INSTEAD OF SHARING A LIFE WITH HIM
AND ENJOYING WHAT LOVE CAN BRING TO HER LIFE
SHE WILL FOREVER REMAIN ALONE
FOR SHE CANNOT TAKE THE CHANCE OF
EVER BELIEVING THAT LOVE EXISTS
OR OF EVER BELIEVING THAT SOMEONE CAN
TRULY LOVE AND WANT HER
FOR THIS PAIN SHE FEELS INSIDE IS
LIKE NO OTHER SHE HAS EVER FELT BEFORE
SHE WOULD RATHER FEEL EMPTY AND COLD THAN FEEL THE HURT
BECAUSE TO HAVE FELT A LOVE SO DEEP AND THEN LOSE THAT LOVE
AND TO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY THE LOVE THEY SEEMED
TO SHARE WAS SUDDENLY GONE FROM HIS HEART
IS A PAIN THAT SHE CAN HARDLY BARE
AND IT IS A PAIN THAT WILL LEAVE A
LONELINESS SO DEEP WITHIN HER SOUL
THAT IT WILL FOREVER KILL ANY JOY
SHE TRIES TO FEEL WITH ANOTHER
FOR SHE KNOWS IN HER HEART THAT SHE WILL FOREVER LOVE HIM
SHE BELIEVED AND IN BELIEVING SHE LOVED
AND IN BELIEVING SHE WAS HURT
YET IN BELIEVING IN HIM AND HER FEELINGS FOR HIM
SHE CAN ONLY HOPE THAT HE WILL AGAIN ONE DAY
FIND LOVE FOR HER IN HIS HEART AND WANT HER IN HIS LIFE
AND ONLY THEN WILL SHE AGAIN BELIEVE IN HER DREAMS AND IN LOVE
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