I am so sick of everything! If it wasn't for the way people acted and felt I wouldn't have a problem right now. But I'm just complaining, don't listen to me because I don't know what I'm talking about, or maybe I'm just selfish. Yeah, I don't care about other people, I only care about myself. I'm a terrible person. Did I ever mention that my boss, my grandmother, and my mother wanted to put me into therapy because they thought that I was "depressed". A lot of people don't know that. That was about 5 or 6 months ago but they must think something is wrong with me if all three of them wanted to put me away. I consider myself a very angry person, however, a lot of people tell me that I act like a sad person. I now honestly believe that there is something wrong with me. I don't know what is. I have no way with dealing with it, but I know that something is there. Trying to crawl out of my head. Well fuck this and fuck you. I don't care what's in my head, if I lose it than I lose part of myself. I don't want that because I'm feeling pretty damn lost enough already.

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