Poppy Z. Brite: The HORROR Interview
by
Nancy Kilpatrick
From HORROR (The Wildside Press, John Gregory Betancourt, ed.) #1, January
1994. HORROR ceased publication in 1995.
Poppy Z. Brite has published short stories since 1985 which have or
will appear in THE HORROR SHOW, BORDERLANDS 1 and 3, WOMEN OF DARKNESS
2, DEAD END: CITY LIMITS, STILL DEAD: THE BOOK OF THE DEAD 2, GAUNTLET,
THE YEAR'S BEST FANTASY AND HORROR 5 and 6, BEST NEW HORROR 2 and 4, THE
DEFINITIVE BEST OF THE HORROR SHOW, SPLATTERPUNKS 2, and YOUNG BLOOD. Her
collection of short stories SWAMP FOETUS was published by Borderlands Press.
LOST SOULS, her first novel, was published by Delacorte Abyss in 1992,
the line's first hardcover. It is currently a Book-of-the-Month Club alternate
and was nominated for a Lambda Award for best first novel. Her second novel,
DRAWING BLOOD, will be published by Abyss in November 1993.
NANCY KILPATRICK FOR HORROR: Is Poppy Z. Brite your real name?
PZB: Yes, Poppy Z. Brite is my real name. Anyone who "thinks" they know
otherwise is wrong - rumors abound on this matter!
HORROR: You were born in New Orleans, moved to Chapel Hill, NC when
you were six, spent two months at the University of North Carolina before
you dropped out to work on LOST SOULS and, after a brief stint in Athens,
Georgia have returned to New Orleans. Why did you move back?
PZB: I missed it.
HORROR: The South figures prominently in your writing.
PZB: Having been a writer all my life, and never having lived outside
the South - though I have travelled as much as possible and mean to continue
- I guess I would have to call myself a Southern writer. I am very glad
of the time I spent in North Carolina and Georgia, because however insane
and magical New Orleans may be, it isn't exactly the South. It is something
else, some dimension unto itself. I mean, you can't get sweetened iced
tea in the restaurants, and half the natives have something almost indistinguishable
from a Brooklyn accent.
We use the lives have. I want to write about every place I ever go,
some way or another. I'm planning a trip to several countries in Southeast
Asia sometime in the next few years; can't wait to see how that
affects my hometown sensibility!
I do love many Southern writers: Carson McCullers, Flannery O'Connor,
William Faulkner, Thomas Wolfe, Truman Capote, Ellen Gilchrist, Micheal
McDowell, Robert McCammon, Joe Lansdale, Beth Massie...we are a bunch of
sick fuckers, and that's good.
HORROR: Anne Rice lives in New Orleans. Do you two socialize?
PZB: I've never met her, and to tell the truth, I've barely read a word
of her fiction. I started INTERVIEW but didn't get into it. I was so burnt
out on vampires after writing LOST SOULS - not to mention doing the publicity,
during which people would sidle up to me at cocktail parties and book signings
to tell me how they actually were vampires - that I haven't wanted
to read much about them since.
I've read interviews with her that impressed me; I really do mean to
read some of her fiction, but I think I'll start with something other than
the Vampire Chronicles, maybe THE FEAST OF ALL SAINTS.
HORROR: You've been compared to Rice because you write about cutting-edge
vampires. What do you think about that comparison?
PZB: It's inevitable, but unfair to both of us. Rice has single-handedly
changed the course of an entire subgenre of horror. That's wonderful, but
it is not my goal. I don't want to make a career out of one kind of monster.
I think the comparisons also arise because of the New Orleans setting and
the homoerotic nature of our work, but as I understand it, she is pretty
oblique about the actual sex between her characters. I am anything but,
much more so in my second novel, DRAWING BLOOD (not a vampire story), than
even in LOST SOULS. And I think I've been hanging out in different parts
of New Orleans than Anne has.
HORROR: Do you think vampires really exist, and in what capacity (blood-drinking,
sexual, psychic)? Have you met any?
PZB: I'm not much of a cynic where the supernatural is concerned. Vampires
aren't as high on my list of beliefs as, say, ghosts, but neither do I
rule out their existence. There is more on heaven and earth...
I've met a lot of people who liked to drink blood, but none whose metabolism
required it. Sexual predators exist, certainly. But in the case
of someone like Jeffrey Dahmer, I think it's much more interesting to explore
how he as a human being came to do what he did, rather than write
him off as some kind of unnatural monster. People love to call sexual perversion
unnatural, conveniently ignoring the fact that we are nature, we
define nature - so where did that particular bit of human nature
come from? I have met people who seem to put an incredible psychic drain
on me, not by anything they said or did, but just by their very nature
- as if they were little vortices designed to feed on energy. Curiously,
none of thems seemed to know they were doing it, and most would have been
appalled at the idea. I knew a painter, very talented and one of the sweetest,
goofiest, most generous people you could ever hope to meet, but I couldn't
spend much time around her because she wore me out so! She didn't have
that effect on everyone, though, so maybe it has to do with the chemistry
between certain people.
HORROR: Why do you write about vampires, and essentially gay ones at
that?
PZB: Let me make clear that I wrote about vampires - one book.
There's no sequel in the works, nor will there ever be. I am still interested
in the psychic soul-sucker type of vampire (like the twins in LOST SOULS
or the boy in my story "His Mouth Will Taste Of Wormwood" from BORDERLANDS),
but I've had my say on bloodsuckers, I suspect forever.
I've oftened wondered why I chose to make my first novel a vampire story.
I certainly don't regret it (except sometimes at those cocktail parties),
but I was never especially fascinated with them before I started the book,
though I liked them. I think it was because I was interested in and involved
with the Gothic/deather subculture at the time - the music, the clothes
and makeup, the affinity for graveyards, the bloodletting. That
was what I wanted to write about, and vampires are an essential icon of
that culture. Those kids are beautiful, alineated, at once craving wild
experience and romanticizing death. Is it any wonder they identify with
vampires?
As for the homosexuality, most of my characters are gay by whatever
combination of heredity and choice applies to real gay people, but the
vampires in LOST SOULS are bisexual, at least somewhat out of necessity.
Since vampire babies eat their way out of the womb, their aren't so many
females around, and the remaining ones would tend to be squeamish about
sex! When it comes to their relationship with humans, they pretty much
employ the Frank Booth theory of sex: they'll fuck anything that moooves
! I just prefer to write about gay sex.
HORROR: From your stories and your novel, it seems as if you feel a
natural affinity for men. Why don't you work with more female characters?
PZB: I adore men. I've always felt comfortable around them and enjoyed
their company. I've said elsewhere that I am a gay man who happens to have
been born in a female body this time around, and the longer I live in the
French Quarter, the truer it becomes. There are many women I admire, respect,
and love, but as a group they don't fascinate me the way men do.
That said, I think writers need to challenge themselves, so at some
point I suppose I will have to write about some more interesting and important
female characters. There's a pretty cool one in DRAWING BLOOD, though the
two main characters are both male. But right now it is a challenge to write
the books and stories that are already in my head, and most of those involve
men.
HORROR: "A Taste of Blood and Altars," published in THE HORROR SHOW
as a short story, turned out to be the prologue of LOST SOULS.
PZB: LOST SOULS actually began life as a forty-page novella. I started
it in the fall of 1987, which was also when the first "Rising Stars" issue
of THE HORROR SHOW, in which I was featured, came out. Doug Winter contacted
me afer reading my stories and interview to ask if I was working on a novel;
he was acting at the time as some sort of consultant for Walker & Company.
This is what ended my ill-starred college career. The novella obviously
needed vast expansion - all the major characters of the book were
already in it. So I quit school, got drunk with my friend and muse Micheal
Spencer (to whom LOST SOULS is half dedicated) every day, and started writing
a book. The prologue was the first thing I wrote after that, and from there
it all fell into place.
HORROR: Do you find wrting novels difficult?
PZB: Of course. But I've never been one to avoid trouble.
HORROR: Which form do you prefer: novel or short story?
PZB: You know, I'm still making up my mind about that. The short story
is my first love, the jewel I honed and faceted and cut my teeth on, and
the self-contained resonance of the form appeals to me greatly. I have
also said that in a story you can work with much more hideous, disagreeable
characters than anyone would put up with for 500 pages, but my next book
is going to be about the torrid love affair between two cannibalistic serial
killers, so I guess that puts the notion to rest. But I love 'em, of course.
There's something about a novel - about plunging into another universe
and not coming out until it's good and done with you - that feels like
going home. Sometimes it's like going home to the house of torture...but
a novel is the form that when you have to go there, it has to take you
in.
And I sure as hell prefer making a living. It's hard to do that with
short stories, unless you have the talent, drive, and resourcefulness of
Harlan Ellison.
HORROR: How do you write, spontaneously, from an outline, or a combo?
PZB: With short stories I just go barreling on through; I never know
how they will end until I get there. Often I play around with two or three
different resolutions before hitting on one I like.
With novels I have to be a little more organized. I often know some
of what's going to happen, but not how I will get there. I never work from
a coherent outline, but I keep a lot of notes. I had a series of Garbage
Pail Kids notebooks for LOST SOULS; for DRAWING BLOOD, since the main character
is an artist, I kept my notes in a big sketchbook; for this next book I
have one of those black-and-white school things, a "Decomposition Book."
I brainstorm for plot. If I'm stuck, I'll go sit in a bar or coffeehouse
and scrawl questions to myself, then try to answer them; I'll interrogate
my characters; if I'm in utter despair I'll go on a tearing drunk and wallow
in self-pity until I get over it.
Short story or novel, I always start with characters. Once I am able
to know and trust them, it usually goes well.
HORROR: Do you write what you like or write to market or both, and has
that changed?
PZB: "Write to market" is a term both loathsome to my ears and forgein
to my brain. I'm happy to say that the editor of Abyss, Jeanne Cavelos,
seems to agree with this; she is very smart and has a taste for the bizarre.
People talk about the uneven quality of the line, but to me that only attests
to its diversity: if everyone liked everything Abyss put out, then Abyss
would be pretty fucking homogenous! Jeanne encourages us to hone our visions,
to explore the things we love, loathe, and fear.
I have written a lot of stories for theme anthologies over the
past few years, and while these have helped me to come up with some cool
ideas that I wouldn't have thought of otherwise, I'd like to give the preconceived
themes a rest. That's one thing I love about novels: they don't have to
be about zombies, or have a dead baby in them, or take place in a haunted
bus terminal, or...anything except what I want. After a while, theme anthologies
start to deprive the writer of the necessary illusion that he is God.
HORROR: You've said you've been writing since you were 12 years old.
What happened to you during all those years, writing-wise?
PZB: I've been submitting work for publication since I was 12.
My first submission, a short story, was to REDBOOK. They rejected it, of
course, but getting a real rejection slip from a New York editor was very
exciting at 12! I've been writing as long as I can remember. Before I learned
to type or scrawl, I would tell stories into a tape recorder. A certain
tale I told at age 3, "The Bad Mouse," is gaining some notoriety in horror
circles.
Between 12 and 18, when I sold my first story to THE HORROR SHOW, I
wrote and read, wrote and read, then wrote and read some more. I published
my high school's first underground newspaper - style and content strongly
influenced by Harlan Ellison's GLASS TEAT columns - I got branded a Commie
and received death threats in my locker from Reagan youth. I attended a
Young Writer's Workshop at the University of Virginia during the summer
of 1985, the only writing class that has ever done me any good - though
putting me in contact with other young, creative freaks was much more valuable
than anything they could teach me about writing. I quit high school midway
through my senior year, when they wouldn't let me spend my free period
writing stories in the library. After that, I worked and wrote. This was
when I publihed my earliest stories in THE HORROR SHOW, and when I realized
beyond a shadow of a doubt that I was going to have to make it as a writer
because I wasn't fit to do anything else. I finally got my high school
diploma at 20, at another school, not that it ever did me any good.
HORROR: You read "The Bad Mouse" at the World Horror Convention. Tell
us about it.
PZB: I didn't read it, I played the actual tape I made when I was three.
To read it aloud in my adult voice would be unbelievably cutesy, I think,
though I can still speak with that crazed-helium Southern accent when I
want to. "The Bad Mouse" is the tale of a Dahmeresque rodent who likes
to play evil pranks, like gluing toys to the ceiling or mutilating, dismembering,
and eating people (in detail: "He would eat their intestines, and he didn't
mind, he would even eat the wets'n'dirties...") He is ultimately redeemed
by his creativity, though.
HORROR: Your bio says you've worked as a gourmet candy-maker, an artist's
model, a cook, a mouse caretaker, and an exotic dancer. You also appeared
with two eighteen-year-old boys in JOHN FIVE, a short erotic film by Athens,
GA artist Jim Herbert [who has directed several videos for the band R.E.M.]
What else have you been doing since you hit puberty?
PZB: Reading horror - that's the age at which I discovered both King
and Bradbury. Drawing - another thing I've been doing all my life, though
as an artist I'm one hell of a doodler. Enjoying torrid queer fantasies,
and taking shit for it from homophobes. Playing with my cats. Courting
disaster.
HORROR: What's an average 24 hours like in the Poppy Z. Brite day?
PZB: Mail, lots of coffee, lots of reading, occassional forays into
the French Quarter, too many long-distance phone calls, more caffeine in
any palatable form. The ideal day involves Korean food. I get most of my
work done between ten at night and four in the morning.
HORROR: What is it about writing that you like?
PZB: The fact that I can make a living hanging out with my imaginary
friends. Before I was making a living at it, I just loved hanging out with
them. They are necessary to my sanity, such as it is. The versatility and
maleability of the English language. The color and texture of words. The
comfort of always having another world to go to. The fringe benefits, like
getting to meet interesting people and have them want to meet me as well.
HORROR: What do you dislike?
PZB: Deadlines. Bad reviews from critics who just didn't get the
fuckin' point... I don't mind so much if someone understood my work
and just didn't like it, but when they don't even appear to try
, it gets on my nerves. Like a certain review of LOST SOULS in the NEW
YORK TIMES REVIEW OF SCIENCE FICTION; the reviewer quoted out of context
a passage about a character who appears on one page of the book
, some useless little friend of Nothing's who starved herself for a week
because she didn't get the front-row Cure tickets she wanted, and used
that as representative of all the other characters in the book.
"How are we to take these characters seriously when they behave this way?"
Jesus, fanboy, if you don't have a sense of humor, at least give
me credit for one! Ahem. End of rant. Also, deadlines.
HORROR: What do you see as your strengths and weaknesses as a writer?
PZB: Strengths: awe-struck adoration for the English language, and the
ability to use it well. A good ear; and eye and nose for sensory detail.
Male characters. Interesting life experiences. Single-mindedness and drive.
The ability to get it right the first time. Constant reader. The Power
Of Slack.
Weaknesses: Laziness. Female characters. Dialogue sometimes - it is
one of the hardest parts of writing for me. The tendency to think that
I've gotten it right the first time even when I haven't.
HORROR: Do you associate yourself with the splatter pack? For example,
Skipp, Spector, Schow, Nancy Collins?
PZB: Not except for hanging out with some of them sometimes. I like
a lot of their works, but I'm not a part of any "movement." Neither are
those writers, really - their work is wildly diverse in style and subject
matter, and "splatterpunk" is just a term that began as a joke and stuck.
It is my experience that writers only form movements when they are drunk,
and always regret it later.
HORROR: What kind of help did you have along the way?
PZB: My mom, particularly, always encouraged me to do the things I loved
and was good at; she also taught me to read at age three, which is the
best gift anyone has given me. The most romantic gift was from my
boyfriend, Chris - a pound of chocolate from the Ambrosia Chocolate Factory
in Milwaukee, where Jeffrey Dahmer worked. My dad always told me that my
chances of making a living writing were equivalent to winning the lottery,
and gave me horrible statistics like only one in every 500,000 aspiring
writers ever gets published. All this encouraged me as well, since I knew
I could be that one. I like having something to prove; it motivates me.
David Silva bought and published my first several stories. Kathyrn Ptacek
bought a story from me in 1989 for WOMEN OF DARKNESS 2 - this was my first
anthology sale, closely followed by a sale to Tom Monteleone for the first
BORDERLANDS anthology. Doug Winter booted my ass into writing a novel.
Fellow writer Brian Hodge always gave me encouragement and honest advice,
as well as bringing LOST SOULS to the attention on Jeanne Cavelos at Abyss.
HORROR: What kind of discouragement did you face?
PZB: Well, there were certainly some lean years. But once you've made
up your mind to write for the long haul, you'd better take that for granted.
I honestly can't say anyone or anything ever DISCOURAGED me - or if they
did, I managed to ignore it sufficiently that I must have forgotten.
HORROR: What kept you slugging when you could have given up?
PZB: I knew I wasn't fit for anything else (other than writing). And
I never really felt I had the option of giving up. If I stopped writing,
I wouldn't even have to kill myself - my characters would do it for me.
They are a very demanding lot.
HORROR: Now that your career is sky-rocketing, do you feel an urge to
help other writers get started?
PZB: Sure, I want to pay back some of the good karma I've received.
If I admire someone's work, I will do whatever I can to help them. I've
just written my first blurb for Robert Devereaux's novel DEADWEIGHT, which
Abyss will publish in 1994. People will call this incestuous, I'm sure,
but I loved Robert's work long before Abyss bought his novel...since I
heard him read at the 1991 World Horror Convention, to be exact. I'm collaborating
on a story with Christa
Faust, one of the most exciting young writers I know - as of this interview
she has just sold her first two stories to BOOK OF THE DEAD 3 and SPLATTERPUNKS
2, and she's working on a novel called CONTROL FREAK.
HORROR: Your use of words is excellent, adding elegance to what is often
harsh subject matter. Do you have to work hard at choosing words?
PZB: I have to work hard at making anything happen. I could easily
sit around reading books, magazines, and comics all day and night, and
never get anything done. But once I get going, word choice is no harder
than any other part of writing - probably easier than most. I look for
strange juxtapositions of image, words that look or sound wonderful together,
unusual metaphors. When I find a writer whose use of language I admire,
I read their work over and over. Sometimes I read the dictionary. I love
to describe things, especially beautiful things, disgusting things, or
any combination of the two.
HORROR: Making the leap from short story to novelist isn't easy. How
did you do it?
PZB: I was attacked by a bunch of characters who refused to fit into
a short story! The process was scary at first - I likened it at the time
to stepping off the edge of the pool into the deep end, feeling the water
close over your head and the bubbles rising around you, and knowing that
the only way you're going to get back to the surface is to swim
. But I took it scene by scene, chapter by chapter, and after a while it
started to look like a book.
HORROR: Who helped in that process?
PZB: Michael Spencer and Monica Kendrick, to whom LOST SOULS is dedicated.
As I said, Michael was my drinking buddy and muse, he was working on a
novel at the time too which, when he finally finishes the damn thing and
gets it published, will blow Pynchon out of the water and make Joyce uneasy
in his grave. We were both living in Chapel Hill, NC at the time, and we
would get together in my room, drink Boone's Farm Strawberry Hill Wine
or whatever other noxious alcoholic substance we could get our hands on,
smoke pot and unfiltered cigarettes, and read our new scenes to each other.
It was about the most fun I've ever had in my life. Monica is an equally
amazing writer. She and I have never lived in the same city, but her friendship
and work have always inspired me. Brian Hodge read much of the rough manuscipt
in installments and helped me believe that I could keep doing it. And my
mom gave me food and shelter at a time when I would absolutely have been
on the street otherwise. For an exhaustive list on conspirators, see the
acknowledgements page.
HORROR: How did it come about that Dan Simmons and Harlan Ellison recommended
you to Richard Curtis, your agent?
PZB: I was a guest at I-Con in Long Island in 1991. I met Harlan there.
He's been one of my major idols since I was 14 or so, and when I walked
into a party at the hotel, he turned around, pointed at me across a crowded
room, and yelled, "YOU'RE POPPY Z. BRITE! I'VE BEEN WANTING TO MEET
YOU!! I LOVE YOUR STUFF!!!" I managed to stay on my feet, but only
just. Then Dan came to my reading of "Calcutta, Lord of Nerves" from STILL
DEAD: BOOK OF THE DEAD 2. I was so nervous about having him read the story,
because it would never have been written if I had not read his novel SONG
OF KALI, which is one of my five favorite horror novels of all time, along
with Shirley Jackson's WE HAVE ALWAYS LIVED IN THE CASTLE, Peter Straub's
SHADOWLAND, Ray Bradbury's SOMETHING WICKED THIS WAY COMES, and Stephen
King's THE SHINING. But Dan came up to me after the reading, swept me up
in a giant bear hug, and told me anything I ever wanted from him was mine.
I was staying in the city later that week, and since Dan, Harlan, and
Ed Bryant had all recommended me to Richard Curtis within days of each
other, he called me at Linda Marotta's apartment and took me to lunch at
an Indian restaurant, where I gave him the manuscript of LOST SOULS, which
was already under consideration at Abyss. The rest is history.
HORROR: Rumors fly about the huge advance you got as a first-time novelist,
and your three-book deal. What was your advance and how did that come about?
PZB: When the amount of my advance for LOST SOULS was published in LOCUS
($24,000), I understand there were authors calling Jeanne Cavelos to ask
why they didn't get that much too . Dell was annoyed with
me and Richard Curtis, even though neither of us had leaked the amount.
And that was before Delacorte decided to do the book in hardcover, so the
money has gone up quite a bit since then. I won't quote exact figures -
I don't need that kind of trouble. But the advance I received was certainly
not an outrageous sum for three hardcover novels and the paperback rights
as well. For at least five years of the best work I can do, I hardly
think six figures are unwarranted.
People often act as if I am some flash-in-the-pan young upstart who
has taken the scene by storm out of nowhere. But I put in my years of sweat
and rejection; I just got started earlier than most. So don't blame me
if you didn't always know what you wanted: I did , and I
work hard to be as good at it as I can, and I expect to be paid well for
that. As for how my book deal came about, what can I say? I wrote a good
first novel and I have a great agent.
HORROR: How many publishers saw LOST SOULS before it hit Dell?
PZB: Just Walker and Company, for whom Doug Winter originally contacted
me. Through no fault of Doug's, it sat on their shelf for a year until
they decided they weren't going to do the hardcover line they'd planned.
Brian Hodge offered to show it to Jeanne Cavelos, who had just bought his
third novel.
After I hooked up with Richard Curtis, Dell made an offer and Richard
asked me if I wanted to take it or let the book be auctioned. We decided
to go for the big time, and Ricahrd conducted an auction with Dell's bid
as the floor and Dell having the right to top the highest bid by 10% if
they so wished. And that's what happened. A few months later they decided
to make LOST SOULS the first Abyss hardcover, and that's when I signed
the three-book contract.
HORROR: How did Jeanne Cavelos respond to it intially?
PZB: She made a number of helpful suggestions, particularly about pacing,
and the history of the characters. This was the initial draft. I had just
completed a rewrite when Richard Curtis took me on. After Abyss bought
the book, I did another major revision.
HORROR: What's it been like working with Jeanne?
PZB: Abyss provides an enviroment in which I know I can do anything
I want as long as it's good work. Jeanne has been pretty much my ideal
editor. I trust her to understand what I'm doing and my methods of doing
it, to care about my characters, and to let me know when she thinks something
doesn't make sense or just plain sucks. She appreciates the aesthetics
of the cute boy as much as I do, and she's a great dinner date!
HORROR: How has the Dell publicity machine worked for you, or have you
found you had to do a lot of the promo for yourself?
PZB: Abyss has put a great deal of money and effort into publicizing
LOST SOULS. It helps that I like doing promotion, readings and signings
and conventions and interviews, but they set up a lot of things for me.
I owe a particular debt of gratitude to Evan Boostyn at Dell Publicity.
If I know I'm going to a particular city, I just tell Evan a few weeks
in advance and he can usually arrange a signing or two for me. Most of
my own publicity efforts have been in the underground and gay markets,
and these pay off too - zines are contacting me for interviews and reviewing
my books, gay and fringe-culture people are buying my stuff and asking
specialty bookstores to carry it. Word of mouth is some of the most valuable
publicity you can get.
HORROR: Are you happy with the cover?
PZB: Yes, I love it. How could I not love having Robert Smith on the
cover of my first book? The artist is Miran Kim, and her work also appears
as an inset on the cover of DRAWING BLOOD.
HORROR: There have been some good and bad reviews of LOST SOULS. Some
of the small press dislikes the book while the mainstream is, for the most
part, in love with it. Does this surprise you?
PZB: Some of the small press has its head so far up its ass that the
principal parties are probably seeing Cthulhu in their own intestinal polyps.
Not to indulge in sour grapes, but there are certain people from whom I
don't expect good reviews, from whom I don't even particularly want
good reviews, people whose opinions my life is way too short to worry about.
Put it this way: the mainstream can do a hell of a lot more for a writer
than the small press can, so getting a good review from PUBLISHERS WEEKLY
kind of cancels out the sniping reviews from TENTACLES OF YENTACLE or BLEEDING
STUMP QUARTERLY or whatever. I don't mean to slag the small press; it's
where I got my start, and it's a valuable forum for beginning and emerging
writers. But I hardly require its approval. And I am all for mainstream
popularity - more minds to rape.
HORROR: Hve you found that some people are jealous and/or resentful
of your success?
PZB: Some people are always going to be jealous, and there isn't a goddamn
thing I can do about it. I met a sf/horror writer in Georgia whose book
I'd liked; I told him so; he was nice enough to my face. It later got back
to me from three or four different directions that he was telling people
I got a book contract by screwing a major editor, and not even my
editor - not even a Dell editor! So if you're reading this, you
lousy cretin-for-hire, I've got your number.
I take shit for all kinds of reasons - because I'm too young; I don't
deserve success if they haven't gotten it. And since I am twenty-six
and female, if I do have success I must have fucked for it. Because
I write about homosexuals and freaks and people wh take drugs. Because
my characters apparently bother some people so much that they would cross
the street to avoid them. Because I got more money than someone else. Because
some people, believe it or not, genuinely hate my writing! But I eat their
hate like love.
HORROR: How was it writing the second book, DRAWING BLOOD, as compared
with writing LOST SOULS?
PZB: It was harder, because the ideas and themes of it were coming from
a completely different place in my mind, my heart. LOST SOULS was a big,
sprawling carnival show of a book. DRAWING BLOOD is more insular, more
claustrophobic, and gets way darker. It's about family and art and the
terror of falling in love. Also, with LOST SOULS, I didn't even know if
I could write a novel. This time, I knew I had to.And I had
a lot less time to do it. I refused o rus, I missed my deadline, but I
also did some very intense periods of writing - like weeks of twenty-hour
stretches. It was horrible and great fun at the same time. Can't wait to
do it again.
HORROR: Do you see changes in your writing between books one and two?
PZB: I don't know if the style is quite as florid this time.
I'll be getting back to that in my third book - there's a character who
threatens to make Arkady Raventon of LOST SOULS look taciturn. The sex
is more explicit, but also much more personal, and takes place almost entirely
between the two main characters - everyone isn't just fucking all over
the place. I once made a circle of all the characters in LOST SOULS, drawing
lines between the ones who had fucked, and it looked like one of those
webs spiders do on acid. The plot is less convergent, more linear, or maybe
onion-like. There's less drinking and more drugs. And I'm sure DRAWING
BLOOD reflects my outlook as an unborn-again Subgenius, which is that the
world absolutely does owe you a living if only you can figure out
how to endorse the check.
HORROR: Tell us about DRAWING BLOOD.
PZB: DRAWING BLOOD will be released in hardcover in November '93, right
after LOST SOULS comes out in paperback in October. They'll both be in
the stores by Halloween, and Dell is sending me on a five-city reading
and signing tour with fellow Abyss author Melanie Tem. It is a haunted-house
love story also involving underground comics and computer hackers. But
is does take place almost entirely in Missing Mile, although Steve and
ghost of Lost Souls aren't there -- it's the summer after and they
have gone on an extended road trip and band tour; which will provide plenty
more tales -- Steve and Ghost are continuing characters of mine. There
are two stories about then in Swamp Foetus. We see more of the other
characters from the town, like Kinsey Hummingbird who owns the Sacred Yew
nightclub and Terry who has the record store. But the main characters are
all new.
HORROR: Are you nervous about your second book?
PZB: I'm nervous, sure, but in a way I like. It's always a wild time.
HORROR: What's your third novel about?
PZB: The torrid affair between two cannibalistic serial killers, and
alcoholic, opium-addicted, HIV-positive New Orleans radio talk show host
who advocates killing all breeders, the aesthetics of putrefaction (I stole
the last lovely phrase from Darrell Schweitzer, one of whose characters
wrote a book by that title). I don't know what else. We will be leaving
Missing Mile for this one -- I think it will be set largely in the French
Quarter -- but we will be back.
HORROR: Play psychologist for a moment. Poppy Z. Brite writes a graphic
horror novel with hard-edged characters that some critics have called callous
and amoral, even for vampires. They are definitely weird, freaky, outside
the mainstream. Why do you think she focuses on characters like this?
PZB: No offense to the esteemed doctor, but this approach conveniently
ignores characters like Ghost, his grandmother -- who is dead before the
book begins but an important presence nonetheless --, and even Nothing,
if you look about a millimeter past his bad-kid surface. All the characters
aren't mean and nasty. I focus on characters outside the mainstream because
I am drawing on the experiences I've had, the people I've known, and the
things that intrigue me. Also, I think my subject matter holds a dread
fascination even for the relatively conservative reader -- my friend David
says I make them look under a rock. If so, it's good for them.
HORROR: Continuing with the psychologist's role, Brite's novel has a
character -- Nothing -- who is looking for his identity and his real parent.
What does this say about the author?
PZB: Well, I was lonely throughout junior high and high school because
I was too weird to have many friends. When I finally met other people in
the same situation, they became like an extended family to me. I never
felt that I wasn't my parents' child -- I am definitely the spawn of Connie
and Bob. But for Nothing I did draw on much of my teenage angst, depression,
and terror that I was the only one who ever felt this way.
HORROR: Back to being yourself, you once said that you have no morals
but are extremely ethical. What did you mean?
PZB: That's another "borrowed" phrase, from Harlan Ellison this time.
I meant that I don't do things I believe are wrong but I don't give a flying
fuck if anyone else believes what I do is wrong.
HORROR: What life experiences have you had that helped you write Lost
Souls, particularly the more gritty bits?
PZB: I've been an observer of and a participant in the Gothic/deather
subculture, and an avid lover of the music. I've drunk noxious combinations
of liquor. I've tried all the drugs I could get my hands on -- liking some
better than others, of course. I've had strange sex. I've drunk my own
blood and that of other people. I've done 'the club thang.' I've had horrible
relationships. I've gotten in trouble in the French Quarter. I regret to
say, however, that I have never given a blowjob to an albino Holy Roller
in a Lincoln Continental.
HORROR: What are some of the experiences, positive and/or negative,
that have helped form the person you are?
PZB: It's a hard question to answer specifically, because as a writer
you have to hold onto all your experiences; you never know what
will poop up ten years later and demand to be written about. My early years
in New Orleans, and my visits with my father to French Quarter voodoo shops
as a tiny child; seeing Vietnam war broadcasts at three; trying to read
The Bell Jar at five, and a museum show I saw around that same time
of sculptures in precious metals and jewels by Dali -- a grisly confection
of gold, rubies, and diamonds called "The Bleeding Heart" made a huge impression
on me -- my parents' divorce, my trip to Disneyworld, particularly the
Haunted Castle; the murder of John Lennon; seeing King Crimson in concert
in 1984; being a teenager during the Reagan years and spending that time
pretty sure I would die in a nuclear war; the time at 19 when I decided
I was crazy and managed to get on antidepressants and Lithium for several
months, which was the only thing that ever made me nearly stop writing;
my dissolute habits and wicked ways; the books I've read; the music I've
listened to; the people I've loved and hated...there is a totally random
selection.
HORROR: In terms of the publishing biz, does the cream rise to the top
or are there other factors involved in building a career?
PZB: Luck never hurts, and it is nice to have the right people interested
in you. But it's a lot harder to get the right people interested in you
if you lack talent and drive. And it's not as if the work gets any easier
once you've made a sweet book deal. Cream doesn't have to struggle
to rise to the top of a bottle of milk. As a successful writer, you have
to be willing to work real hard. You have to want it so bad.
The publishing business is just that, a business -- more honorable than
most, maybe, because some of its product has intellectual, emotional, and
spiritual value. But it exists to make money. They're not going to give
you a huge advance for your book, no matter how beautiful and noble and
true it may be, if they don't think they can make money off it. And why
should they? They're running a business.
That said, I think individual editors are often willing to take
chances on work they believe in, even if it is bizarre or radical or not
"written to market." They will go to bat for it and convince the
publicity machine to get rolling behind it. The best editors can take work
they love and make it turn a profit. If they're smart, they know they have
to do this, rather than just looking for the next book they can slap a
hologram cover on and compare to King.
HORROR: Many writers have to work hard not to get caught in the publishing
machine so they can protect their creativity. How do you keep yourself
sane in the midst of all the hype?
PZB: I don't see it as a machine so much as, like I said, a business.
They are in business for themselves. If you write for a living, you are
in business for yourself, and you'd better be able to handle that
as well as your writing. I don't have much patience with writers who feel
that doing business and promotion will somehow sully their precious creativity.
Get over it, do the shit you have to do to sell your work, and get back
to writing; otherwise you might have to get a day job, which is a lot more
time-consuming and deadening to the soul than a few book signings could
ever be.
If you are such a fragile hothouse orchid that you genuinely cannot
deal with the business end of things, a;; I can say is you better have
a damn good agent who is willing to handle everything for you, thus
protecting you from all those evil, scary people in New York who might
want to buy you lunch or something.
To be honest, it would be driving me insane if I hadn't had a
ton of hype surrounding me by the time I was 26 years old. This was all
part of the plan. I have an unlisted phone number and I don't give my address
out all over the place, but that's about as far as it goes. Anyone who
wants to get in touch with me probably can. If I'm in the middle of a book,
it might take me a while to answer. My friends -- those who stay
my friend -- know better than to make demands on my time when I am working.
And the ones who live near me know what horrors await them if they come
over without calling.
HORROR: Are you political? Religious?
PZB: I'm slightly political, I suppose, mostly about gay and pro-choice
issues. The first part of "Lagniappe, or The Thirteenth Beignet," the introduction
I wrote for Swamp Foetus is an extrapolation of what might happen
in the Louisiana swamps if Operation Rescue had things as they want them.
As for religion, I was raised nothing, and now I am a god Subgenius and
a worshipper of the goddess Kali.
HORROR: So you're still connected with the Church of the Subgenius.
Still a high priestess?
PZB: You don't get UN-connected with the Church of the Subgenius. You
may drift away, but the umbilicus of "Bob" is still firmly attached to
you foetal soul, and he can reel you in any time he damn well wants to.
But I love "Bob" as much as ever. I'm still high and I still preach,
so I guess I'm still a high priestess. Some think the Church is joke. And
it may be, but it's the Greatest Joke Ever Told! It is the only church
that promises Eternal Salvation or triple your money back! It spawned St.
Janor Hypercleets, something more hideously awesome than all the other
major religions put together could manage! It also throws great parties.
Too much is always better than not enough.
The Church of the Subgenius urges you to praise J. R. "Bob" Dobbs, the
pipe-smokin' dude with the inane but somehow knowing grin. Not to worship
"Bob" -- he is not a deity, though he may be a supernatural being
-- but to make your liaison with the maligned alien god Jehovah-1 from
Planet X -- and to kill him every day of your life. In return, "Bob" offers
you the opportunity for unlimited Slack. Slack, as we've already
learned, is your own method of endorsing the big fat check of life.. Any
one who is still interested may send $1 -- for an amazing pamphlet -- or
$20* -- for a lifetime membership, a subscription to the highly offensive
Stark Fist newsletter, and a certificate excusing you from all sins.
P.O. Box 140306, Dallas TX 75214.
With this religion you also get the Elder gods that Lovecraft wrote
of, and they are a much more fun-loving bunch than certain dry circles
of horror criticism would have you think. Now I ask you, why would I not
be involved?
HORROR: Are you involved in a serious relationship and if so, what does
you significant other think of your burst onto the publishing scene?
PZB: Yes, I've been with Christopher DeBarr, chef, political activist,
jazz collector, and sometime poet for four years now. Neither of us care
about getting married -- maybe if they ditched the arbitrary gender requirements,
though I still can't see why we'd bother -- but we seem to be together
for the long haul.
Every time I date another writer, I swear I'll never do it again. Chris
is exempt from this because the stuff he writes is so different from anything
I've done or wanted to do, and because he has a very high tolerance for
my work. I cured one ex-boyfriend of writing fiction entirely! But Chris
is able to make suggestions I often use, to put up with things like Dahmer
police photos and big books of suppurating wounds in full, glistening color
piled in great stacks around the house. He is easily grossed out, though,
and I like that -- living with someone who had my love for the disgusting
would be no fun. I enjoy showing him a picture of a colostomy opening or
a mutilated corpse and watching him go, "Ewww!!!
As for my success, he has enjoyed both the actuality of seeing me do
what I want to do, and the fringe benefits of being my boyfriend -- like
going to Negril, Jamaica for his birthday, or getting to talk with Peter
Straub about jazz.
HORROR: What do you do for fun?
PZB: Read. travel. Eat in exotic restaurants with my boyfriend. See
my friends and family. Alter my body chemistry. Learn about New Orleans
-- no matter how long you live there, there's always something new to explore.
I like to go to the zoo and the art museum. I'm a sucker for museums, especially
weird, cheesy ones like Ripley's Believe It Or Not. Watch movies. Cook
Indian food. Wander the French Quarter, hit Cafe du Monde, then stare out
at the Mississippi river for a while.
HORROR: What are you reading at the moment for pleasure?
PZB: I'm halfway through Tim Cahill's Jaguars Ripped My Flesh,
a true account of his dangerous adventures in various parts of the world.
I like to read travel narratives, especially ones about Southeast Asia.
Just reread J. P. Sartre's Nausea but I can't say it was a particularly
pleasurable experience, though i have a grudging admiration for his sheer
fucked-upedness. Recently read Kathe Koja's Skin, the second Abyss
hardcover, and a heartwrenching, beautifully written festival of pain is
was. I spent the entire second half of the book really worried about
what was going to happen to these characters, but having no idea what it
would be -- that's rare for a horror novel. And Tim and Pete by
James Robert Baker, a sort of gay roman noir about AIDS terrorism,
inflammatory art, and the arid carnival of L.A. Great characters, brilliant
ideas. The new issue of Wired magazine. A bunch of underground comix
-- Chester Brown's Yummy Fur, Peter Bagge's Hate, and some
vintage Crumb. Next on my list are Blackburn by Bradley Denton and
Closer by Dennis Cooper. I also read a lot of true-crime books about
serial killers.
HORROR: What music are you listening to?
PZB: At this very second I'm listening to the Cure's 1984 album The
Top. I just got a bunch of old Cure on CD and it is great to hear them
again. I'm also listening to Tom Waits, KISS, Frank Sinatra, Nine Inch
Nails, Sarah Vaughan, Skinny Puppy, Robyn Hitchcock, and R.E.M. This is
all for writing, though. I listen to music constantly when I'm writing,
so much so that I don't usually want to hear it any other time. (This could
be because when I'm not writing I'm usually reading, and I can't stand
music when I'm reading.)
HORROR: How does music help with your writing?
PZB: It provides a soundtrack. I listen to different music according
to what kind of scene I'm writing, with what characters. I don't get as
many ideas directly from music as I used to, but I still get a lot. And
since many of my characters are musicians, I have to know what all their
music sounds like, too. There's a great unsigned rock band out of Athens,
Georgia, the Go Figures, who do a "Lost Souls" song in their set. David
Ferguson, the lead singer, wrote the song -- but he swears he was channeling
Ghost and he becomes Ghost when he sings it.
HORROR: Do you have plans to write outside the horror genre?
PZB: For now, I feel I can do pretty much anything I want within the
horror genre -- there are no limits. I'm happy with my publisher and I
have much agony yet to plumb. Joy too. One thing I could see doing would
be some non-horror stories about Steve and Ghost. I know almost everything
that ever happens to them, and not all of it is horrible. The only non-horror
thing I've ever published was an interview with the band Gene Loves Jezabel
in a 1986 issue of the Florida music zine Altenative Rhythms. Now
there's an obscure collector's item for someone to unearth.
HORROR: Because you began so young, from where you stand at the moment,
do you see yourself still writing 10 years from now? Twenty-five?
PZB: Oh yes. I've always done it. I'll do it until I'm dead. In twenty-five
years I'll only be fifty-one, which is young for a writer! Eventually I
will be a mean, scary old lady in a little cottage in the French Quarter,
attended by Siamese cats and cute young artboys (and their boyfriends,
of course), surrounded by millions upon millions of books.
HORROR: What are your plans for the next year?
PZB: Writing the third novel. Traveling and attending a few conventions
to promote the first two this fall. Further polishing up my Asian itinerary,
and maybe sneaking off to Jamaica again if possible. Enjoying my hometown...I
haven't been to a Mardi Gras since I was six years old!
HORROR: If you had one piece of advice to offer writers trying to break
in, what would it be?
PZB: Do the work you must do, put yourself in situations of potential
luck, and read, read, read. And send your twenty bucks* to the Church
of the Subgenius...it will be returned to you at least a thousandfold.
*Lifetime Church membership has gone up to $30 since this
interview was first published -- still a bargain among bargains, a lifetime
of Slack for a measly $30! -- Jennifer Caudle, Pandora Station Webmaster
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