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12th November 2002, Tuesday

MUAhahaahahahahahahah!! >)))

I have finally handed in ALL of my assignments! I feel much more relieved now. =D

Well, I just came back from college. I felt quite bad though. This is what happened:-
I was doing my work, adding more stuff into my assignment as I couldn't hand it in yesterday(Monday). Did work till 5:15pm. Was extremely late already. Office closes at 5:30pm!! I was like: " Mum, can u pls fetch me to coll?"
"Ask ur dad to fetch you"
So, I asked dad to fetch me, and he was like lingering around.. I told him many times, to HURRY UP as it was already late. He was still talking to my mum, chatting and all. I was VERY impatient.
Now it was already 5:20pm.

WAIT.. BLOG LATER.. MAYBE 3 HOURS LATER. 2nd thought... NEhhh. I will blog tomorrow. Suddenly lost interest staying up online. Feel like eating supper and then off to bed. >)

11th November 2002, Monday

My CIM course mate, Irene was with me this 2 days and something happened today which Irene told me that she's gona blog about it, a definate will blog about it. I could not hand in the assignment today partly cause of that "something that happened".

I am missing someone now, a bit, quite a bit, actually.
It's like, time flies.. We will be very much occupied with our studies and work loads, which help us occupy our time. Meaning, we will have less time to miss and think about others. Hence, time passes by so quickly that we hardly will notice. But then again, it's still a long time when we can meet again, which contrasts with time flies, where we'd hope that the clock would start ticking faster.. =\  
To: so & so, I wana talk (a lot) to you ( =p ).. I wana meet you.. I miss you.. But then, don't worry. I think I can handle it. =p   I hope so...
(Btw, Have you [blog readers] ever felt something like how i feel? It is common, especially when we go into college. Unlike high school, we could meet anyone we want to, as long as we work it out. In college, when you are free, ur friends are not ; And the other way round. *Sigh*)

Being rather vague here, cos somethings are not meant to be said.
Helloo.. ?? It's the famous O' Internet ok? Yea. May be I'm being a bit traditional here, but I do believe in some space for myself. It wasn't supposed to be even elaborated after I say "missing someone".. (Dont make assumptions! =p). I could not keep it to myself anymore. So I spilled some of it out. Better be glad, cause it's something I do not do often! Even though some of you might already be blur... Too bad.. =p

Enough of thinking. Makes me sad, in a way.... Plus, I got to continue my work. So I'll blog, I think, tomorrow.. ;)

5th November 2002, Tuesday

I'm so full now.. I always force myself to finish up my meal, even though when I'm already full. Arghh.. What a habit. It all started from a chinese proverb, 粒粒皆辛苦 .. It means, every single bit of wheat are sowed with effort and sweat. Bottom line = don't waste your food. HAhaahah.
My dad told me this when I was young. My tuition teachers too.
"Only a bit left. Finish up ur food... Come on, finish it, finish it! Only a little bit left whattt...."
So, I guess, its sorta a normal thing to force myself to finish up the food already.. =\

Anyway, blogging now to tell you that, I've got some more assignments to rush on.. Might have to minus off the sleeping hours again, and rush till the day to hand in my assignments -- 8th Nov, 5pm, Professional Course Centre of Sunway College!

Oh, btw, I finally got the link of a flash animation. Supposedly a funny/comical site. This link below is sorta disgusting, but funny. Zhar dou wan.. Ahaahahahah... Outta my expectation, that's what made me remember the flash so much. =p   Have a look at it. =p
SmileMinutes.com

4th November 2002, Monday

Firstly, Happy Deepavali! ;)

Apparently, Lee Cheng is experiencing some right backache thingy now. Co-incidently, I am experiencing some back pain and knee pain too! >(
I'm also feeling OLD. Like some granny already =\   Not sure what caused Leech to feel so, but I know what made this happen to me. Ishhh!!
It's ALL my fault. I made this happen. All I, me, and just myself.

These few factors, u might find them minor ones, but trust me.. I'm an expert in these, cause I have been typically like this, for 15 to 20 consecutive years!
Lack of sleep (May be that's why I'm short too =\) ;
Choosy (Food I'm talking about here) ;
This one, only this year : Onlining for an average of 10 hours non-stop (Almost daily!) =\\\ ;
etc...

Bad enough? =(   I'm seriously regreting. I always regret for not taking care of myself. It only lasts for a few days. The most I really care for myself, is for 4 days.. OR, when I am sick. Now, tell me, HOW do i CHANGE this BAD OLD HABIT of the SMART ALLEC SONIA??!? =((

3rd November 2002, Sunday

You know, I normally think that Sunday is the day where you can get most rest, especially when I cannot go to church. I can sleep lateeee and get up in the afternoon, may be.
Well, but.... It's either I really get to sleep till noon =p, or my parents will force me to get up.
This time, no one really shook me up. It all started like this..

I onlined till 6:30am this morning. Not because of my assignments this time, but sorta a discussion thingy with a true friend ;). I take friendship seriously, for your info =p
Anyway, we had a long chat, meaning both of us ended up talking about issues and neglecting our work   >p
Anyway, was happy, AM happy that we were very honest to each other cos it is important for your FRIEND, and I mean friend (not acquaintance or hi-bye fren) to tell you the truth, right? That's one of the essential qualities you would want your friend to deliver. I feel so grateful! THANK YOU! =D

Meanwhile, half way thru the discussion, scary..... My mother, she suddenly came out of her room and scolded me for sleeping late.
At 4:40am, "Do you know what time is it?!! What are you doing up so late on the computer? Don't you need to sleep?!? Why are you always sleeping so late everyday???!!!!!"
I cannot say that I was "chatting" right? Even though it was an important "discussion" for me. All I could do was, to stare at the monitor, looking at my email inbox.. HEhehehehe..

So, anyway, I offlined at 6:30am, but couldn't sleep yet. Was not sleepy yet, actually   =O .Forced myself to sleep by shutting my eyes.
Later on, there was a phone call, and it woke me up. I picked up the phone. It was for my dad. ARGH.. Disturbing..... I saw the time - 8:5am!
*Knock*knock*Knock*KNOCK*KNOCK*KNOCK* ARGHHH.. Woke me up, and I answered the door. It was one of my mum's tuition student. I checked and see whether my mum was still sleeping, and she appeared to be NOT home. So, I told the boy my mum wasn't home while frowning. He looked at me in a rather different way today, as if I was a scary witch or something, where I will do SOMETHING BAD to him if he wasn't to disappear immediately. EHheheeh.. Did not care much though, cause I WAS feeling restless. All I wanted to do was NOT to entertain him, shut the door, and go SLEEP. It was 9:45am when the boy came.
Later at 10am, my parents were back, I think from breakfast.. They made so much noise. ISHHH. DISTURBING!
I think this is a punishment man... HAhahaah. At 10:30am, the boy came again, for tuition.

ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARGHARAGHARGH !!!!!

Fine -lar.. I couldnt sleep already. It was SOOO... FRUSTRATING!! Me wanting to sleep, but circumstances did not allow. Punishments, realisations, decisions, wanting to change, but failing many times... Results back to punishments.

31st October 2002, Thursday

Happy Halloween's! ;)

Quite a number of things happened these few days. Will only blog about some ;)

1stly, something terrible happened to my poor computer. It was infected with virus... Scared the heck outta me! I realised it, cos I just only installed an anitvirus programme.
It gave me a few warnings, and I had problem with the programmes' functions. I had so many things to deal with, checking here n there, searching and all.. (You know non-comp-pros do things SLOW, right?)
So, the worst thing that could ever happen at the time was for the computer to lag! It reaaallly lagged!! Was quite pissed, but could not do anything more to the poor computer. Had to do 1 - 2 things at a time. Got really impatient after half an hour.
You see, letters that I typed, it'll appear one letter per second. That was the "speed"..... =\
Later when I ended some exe file, YAYYYYyyyyyy!! Was so excited. =D At least programmes functioned properly, and that work can be done much more faster. =))
Managed to download some virus update thingy, scanned my hard disk thoroughly. WHOA.... Guess what?
11 files were infected!!!! As MY said, SYOK-nya! AHhaahha.. Anyway, glad that my computer is OK now. Was so afraid that I might need to repair it, or even reformat it.
Back up(s) are important! =|
You know, I really thank god that everything is ok now. I've some more assignments to do. I cannot do my assignments without the computer!! I've my way to do my assignemnts. AHhaha. Might be a common thing for many people, but I'll say it too.

Well, first, I will take out all reference books and papers and notes that can be refered to for my work. Then, I will place them on top of each other, preferably near me. Next, I'll start doing my work. I'll on the computer, and stack the question paper & the requirements for the work near the edge of the computer table.
Now, when I start my work, the whole house will be as messy as it can be, and I mean it. =p I will refer to the notes, books, papers, and leave it near me, on the table, floor, chair... etc. (Yes, I know that's extremely messy)
I need to do this, cause I want to refer to many references. It is important to do this, for a more impressive work. Thus, gaining higher marks, to satisfy yourself, parents and the lecturers. HEheeh.. =p Anyway, yea... That's how I do my work. My stuff will be scattered all around (the hall especially). So, visitors would be extremely shocked. HAhahaha.. I won't have time to entertain them anyway. =p

Moving on to another topic. There's a lesson to be learnt here.. At least for me..

How do I start? Errmmm.. Okok.. I have a friend, lets name him TL. Let me go stright to the point.
Last night, TL messaged me saying " I am sleepy already, so before u cut me off, give me a good night kiss, ok?"
I replied back, implied "No" ler...
Later, I SMSed a friend, telling him about TL, "TL messaged me and asked for a gd nite kiss(normal for him). He knows me what, I won't give, but still he asked me. What -lar.."
Finished typing this, time to send. I accidently sent it to TL! HAhahahaahha.. Sei lorr..., Shit!! I quickly pressed cancel. Many times I pressed, but was still shocked ler.. I straight away msged TL, saying "Sorry, wrong window. Nites!!" .

AHahahaha. What an incident! You never know what happens, do you?
Anything can happen. I mean ANYTHING. In other words, nothing is impossible...
Yeh.. Wanted to say DON'T TALK BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACK! ; DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE ; BECAREFUL OF WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE!
But then again, all my fingers' fault. Pressed too fast. Blur. Whatever. But, BUT, it is not good ler to judge people.. But everyone does that. So much criticism nowadays..

Well, lets into get into lectures, all I wanted to say was. So *malu*.. HAhaahah. Anyway, one more thing happened. I prefer not to blog it. Anyone who is curious enough, just ask me. Vaguely, I will put it as: it's not a pleasent thing.

Till the next time I blog. ;)

29th October 2002, Tuesday

Wanted to go for a class today, got up late, so just continued lazing around, till it was 2pm! AHahha. And now, I'm online.

About Pluto Nash, I want to add something.
I like the programming of that lady robot. What's her name again? Barbara is it?
"Whoops!", "Whoops!".. HEheehhe..
But, I seriously do not understand, how come GUYS don't get bored of it?
Yes, it is nice to look at, but GUYS can actually stare at it for hours, without getting bored. WHY?? How come? Why, why, why?
Same thing with the guys who DO NOT get bored looking at people's boobs.
Is it some kinda creation, so that we girls(ladies, whatever) can actually sustain our partner's attention? As in like, after married for 50 years, if husbands and wives were ever to get bored of each other's physical attraction, all we (wives) need to do, is just to show them our.. that?
May be not the saggy ones ler. May be the well mantained ones? =p
No wonder women care sooo much about their breasts. Some go for "maintenance", I think..
HAhahaahah. I seriuosly don't know ler. So weird. =p
Wierd that MEN don't get bored of all these physical attraction thingy. Thighs lar, legs lar, lips lar, breasts lar, butts lar ...
I know that ladies are not THAT crazy over men. I mean, yea. Many love the CHUNted body and butt, but I can assure you, we (girls, women, ladies..) are not THAt obsessed, compared to guys.

I still don't get it. Hhmmmmmmmm.....

Btw, to those guys out there..
(Ahahaha.. I can't believe that I'm saying this)
Even if your wife's breast are saggy, you will learn to love the beauty of saggy breasts. **LoL**!!

Note: I might be saying this, cause I do not wish my future hubby to complain about me. I mean my.. that. *LoL*
       Or maybe...
       Hmmm. I don't know lar why I said that. Don't bother -lar. =p

Oh, oh.. AND, I love this picture of Jeniffer Love Hewitt's (can't see her face clearly, though =p), from the Barenaked. =)

28th October 2002, Monday

Going for a movie, and being thick skinned

I did not manage to go go for another RM3 movie, except for The Tuxedo. I stayed home on Tuesday, till my sister came back at 5+pm.

My sister called her some of her friends to fetch us to the cinema, for the movies, but neither one of her friends were free. I was LAZY to call mine. So, just let it be ler. =p

Anyway, so weird, but nice. =) My sister's friend, he suddenly asked my sister, "So, this Saturday, I'll fetch you and sister out for movie ler. So sorry, I was bz that day. This Saturday, is it ok with you and sis?" EHehehe. So nice, right? I was also surprised, and asked my sis about this. It appears to be as simple as she said. Just that..

Well, let me get to the point. =p
We saw Pluto Nash! It was definately better than The Tuxedo. Not to say that The Tuxedo was lousy. It was OK.

One thing, I want to say. A bit embarrassing ler but I did not mind much (Thick skin). *LoL*
When we entered the cinema, commercials were on. We went in ler, GSC, 2nd time in GSC. HEhehe. =p
Our seat was C3,4 & 5. I was in front. So, I went in first, I only saw 2 rows in front. I assumed that it was A & B. So, went up the stairs, and sat at the 1st row's seat #3. Commercials were pretty loud, as usual... So, in order for the other party to hear me talking, I had to talk LouDer rite? I did. And just as i finished my last few words, the whole cinema quiet down. I could feel people looking at us. After that, another commercial was on, we were laughing at our own jokes, suddenly the place was quiet again! My goodness, how much attention we (especially I) gained!! Well, what to do? Could only promise to shut my mouth or to talk right into each other's ears. AHhaah.
Suddenly a couple came, and said that we might be sitting on her n partner's seat. I then said "Is this D? I think D is at the back. Err.. Check and see?" From a confused expression, she projected a confident look and said "Yea. This is D." I was like "HUH? Okayyyy..." Got up and shifted to the upper row.
My sister then asked me "Why didn't you see properly b4 sitting!?!" AHhaah. Sorry ler, sis. I thought it was C. Pretty dark mar. =p
So, this is about the Sonia's not embarrased thingy. *bLeK*

Anyway, I assume that, the producer of this movie is trying to impress audiences about the future cars, like the Model-5000 (IF i've not mistaken) because he knows how greedy people are and their increase demands. "Little America" is the name of the city on the moon.
What I want to know is, how did Pluto Nash actually turn the broke down pub into the most successful club in Little America? How did he have so much cash? His money before being busted? All unexplained. And Bruno, model 63, despite people calling him old, he looks old too. Eheh.. He's such a nice robot, btw. I would love to have a company like him too. Not that I like old men ler! It's just the type of company. The relationship, ya know? =)

Anyway, I wanted to go to Singapore this weekend, but too bad, my parents had a dinner on Saturday. I don't think my parents would let me go to Singapore alone, even though I've a cousin and aunt there to arrange accomodation & bring me around. Sigh. Gotta wait till next week. Hopefully I'll be free =|

Felt being taken for granted.

Right. After a few days of rest from blogging, I have quite somethings to say here. Some are so minor stuff, so I decide to not blog about them. *bLeK*

First thing, let me tell you about that beeing taken advantage story.
Well, erm.. not boasting or anything, ok? But, I do consider myself too kind. Too helpful sometimes, etc etc. Not that I help people because I expect something back, but it's because I feel that they can use some help, since they seem so poor thing.
Well, you see, there's this one guy (not gona mention name), he asked for my help once, at about 5am+ , I think. He had to finish his assignment by that day, as he has not started it. I stayed up to help him, even though I was feeling giddy already. I was even willing to help him research for his assignment, tell him which site to go to, what he has to put into his assignment, etc.. But, of course I hope that he can do it by himself ler, or it'll be my work, rite?
Anyway, he managed to deal with it and so, I did not help THAT much ler. Just told him some tips on doing the assignment. (I don't know how else to put it). So, that was it.
Then, there was another time, he messaged me on ICQ again. It was 8+am, I think. That was the period where I was rushing like mad for my projects, staying up for nights, and stuff like that. Anyway, I was at 'away' mode, because I was resting my poor eyes at that time.
Anyway, when i got back to him, it was already 10:40am. Found out that he messaged me from 8 sumtin till 10 sumtin:
I need help for my assignment, can u pls help me? ; Pls answer my help ; Pls answer my help ; Pls answer my help...
So, I replied back, of course.
Sorry, was away, resting. I'm so sorry, I can't help you, rushing for my assignments, need to be handed up tomorrow. Sorry ya.. Can't help u now. Really. Sorry ar...
(not too sure when ler. But i know I was RUNNING OUTTA TIME). Notice that I've said sory for a few times? Nevermind. Let's not be so calculative. Just let me continue my story..
He then replied me "................. But mine, its due today."
WHAT THE..... !!!!
I felt SOOOOOO UNAPPRECIATED! I really wished I could help him mar!!! He pula did not even say, something like: "Please try to help me, I'm desperate" OR "PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssss!!! I really need help"
I mean, what do u mean by ".............." ?!!!?!?!?!??! Yours due today, but mine, its more work than yours. I cant even finish them on time! And you come give me the impression that u think that it's a MUST to help u. Like, u've nothing to say because u think I'm such a loser who doesn't even help a desperate friend!
For your info, my friend, I happen to be very helpful, ok?!? Not that I'm boasting people.. but I feel a bit UNappreciated. A lot, actually! It doesn't mean that you can take me for granted just because I was or am kind, ok boy?

Sorry ler, if u are reading this. I was mad ler, really, but I don't really scold people. So, I did not taruk you that day. May be you don't realise ler, but I felt that you were taking me for granted. And you projected your thoughts, that it's like a MUST for me to help you, cos u have no other sources to go to. Please understand that I WILL help you, in whatever way I can, IF I am able to do so. Not mad at you now. Since its a bygone. Just wanted you to know that, I felt a bit disappointed lor.. You, taking me for granted. Try not to do that again, k? =|

Btw, I'm rushing to go for my class now. I'll blog more later. ;)

24th October 2002, Thursday

Had a long day today. Seems like every Thursday is a long day for me COS I will be in college from 8:30am till 5:30pm. Well, but then I have dropped the 11:30-1:30pm subject. But then again, where else could I go during this time?
The library? Neh.. Too cold & I lost my library card, cannot online. Ish..
Friend's house or hostel to rest? Most closer friends are in the same class with me this sem. Those not so close, I'll feel a bit awkward, just to go waste some time or rest at their place..

Anyway, yea.. Was tired, AM tired. I always seem tired. Probably because I always lack sleep. BAD. And, I don't wish to look like an aunty. I am 20! Enough! Don't wana grow old some more -lar... HAih. But who can stop time? Anyway, what I am trynig to say now is, I don't wana look older than my ageee! =(

You know, I have this habit since young. I ALWAYS sleep late. When you were young, you have to sleep early rite? I will always be sleeping later than the other kids. Like our parents will say, "Girl, boy, go wash up. Time for bed." I remember, I'll sometimes manja, "But.. but.. I want to watch the movieeeeeee!!" Then, my parents would continue "No lar! Don't be ridiculous! Look at the time now. 10pm. You are supposed to be sleeping at 9! Is not 10 late enough?!" *Sigh* Had to sleep ler, of course. EHhehe.. As long as they think that I AM sleeping, enough ler. =p But I do peep through the ajared door, discreetly. =p

Then, primary school. 12am used to be considered as LATE. I was called CRAZEE cos I often sleep around that time, or later, like 1am.

Secondary school. Being a "late sleeper", it has just became my nature to sleep late. You can't just ask me to sleep at 10pm. I'll feel dizzy or just cannot sleep for no reason at all. Ok lar, cause it's my HABIT already lar! ISh... What lar. Didn't u read this entry?? I've been repeating the word for so many times already! =p
Form 2, latest slept at 2am++.
Form 3, broke the record for sleeping at 3am+, due to the assignments deadline. =|

Anyway, it slowly slowly became quite a normal thing cos teenagers were then all becoming "night ghosts" yeh gwai in cantonese..

.........
Not finished blogging yet. Wait. I'm feeling uncomfortable now. Blog later, in this entry.

             Continued on the 25th, 9:20pm.

Sigh. Let me tell u a bit about what happened to me. To tell you the truth, I don't even know.... All I know is, I was eating a bit of the mashed potato from KFC (Again, kfc. AHahaha), then, in a matter of seconds, SECONDS! I suddenly felt soooooo uncomfortable. Siow! Like antrax. AHhaha. Not so terra -ler, but, GILA man... I just felt uncomfortable from head to toe. Mainly, my head ler. Was dizzy, and felt like vomiting. SO uncomforatble that I could not type properly. Oh ya, I could not walk properly also. My whole body felt...... sick. I want to know WHY, but well, I don't know! May be I'll ask my 'family doctor' sometime. ;)

Time to continue on my sleeping habits. =p
Was saying, it slowly became a trend for teeenagers to sleep late, rite? Cause Malaysia has lotsa entertainment spot. Not to mention the mamak stalls and the 24 hours restaurants. MMMmmmmm. Malaysia's such a nice place! =)) We've always a place to go even when its 5am in the morning. =)

Oh ya, now form 4.. (AHhaah. Like some kinda history trackback thingy. Sorry if i bore u with them. =p)
Well, form 4 and 5, I often sleep at 1am - 3am. Average time, should be 1am ler, SELDOM at 3. Cos I used to stay back, and get invloved in many activities. Feel VERY tired when I get back..

See. It will seem so normal for a person to be sleeping at 1am. Cos by then, many ppl were sleeping at 3 - 4am.

Anyway, things went back to SUPPOSEDLY normal after my SPM (O levels), as I started working. It's tiring u know, looking after a stall, in Midvalley. Gotta be alert and serve all customers, consumers rather. Too much of marketing (studies) >p.
I had to get up at 9am+ , out whole day (work -lar), and only got back at 10:30pm+ .Then I would just come back, wash up,and off to bed i go.
Well, started college in May 2001. I started to sleep at 3am - 6am. SIGH. Became worse...This was when I found myself... ARGH.... No no. Let me put it this way. I could not stand myself. It affects me you know, sleeping late. No-No-No. Not talking about pimples. Despite pimples, my memory has been very poor. There are a few more things. Sleeping late is BAD. Just PLAIN BAD.

Those people who recently started the trend to sleep late to rush for projects, or to wet (go out and "play"), they just find it F.I.N.E.
Of course it is fine NOW! I could stand it too! GOSH. People nowadays. Not that I care too much. Its YOUR life anyway.
When I try telling people to not sleep late or they will turn out to be like me -- bad for health, my memory, for example!
I've been thru it since young lar, bruder / sista! ISH. Somemore go look at me like "You weak girl. Of course you can't stand it lar. Look at you. Haihhh.. Talking to a strong person (them)".
Yea yea yea.. Just WAIT and SEE. You WILL REGRET!
>|

My mood is not that good now, plus, thinking of them, thinking that I talk CRAP. How STUPID they are!

Anyway, yea. That's my story of sleeping late. Wish I can just slowly change my habit, want to sleep earlier. =|

21 October 2002, Monday

How kiasu can I be? Ahahah =p
TGV is celebrating their anni or something. So, guys and girls out there who r waiting to get CHEAP movie tickets, go for it!! ;)

Well, my mum is on holiday today. My class starts only at 3:30pm. Slept early today (at 12:30am). Ahahah. Well, at least earlier if compared. =p
Got up at 9am+. YAY! At last, I got up earlier! AHahha =p
Suddenly felt like going for movies. Looked into the entertainment section in The Star Newspaper, looked for TGV Pyramid, The Tuxedo. Screening time - 12:30pm.
Huh?? 21st & 22nd of October, movie tickets are only at RM3?? REALLY? WooHoooooo....!! =D
Right! So, went for breakie (Again, at last!).. Wanted to go cut my hair, but the person who normally cuts my hair was not in. ARghhh! Nevermind.. Went back and got ready.

The movie was O.K. Was not totally great though. Jennifer Love Hewitt is chun! Her MTV on "Barenaked" was even nicer! That's what I think..
Jackie Chan's english has improved. And the Tuxedo is fabulous. Wonder whether it will be introduced in the next 50 years. I would personally want to try it.
Imagine, me, 70, wearing the Tuxedo.. Nono.. I mean, the SUIT. MuAhahaha... I won't need anyone to protect me. With all my white hair tied in a bun, and 30 of my teeth gone, once the SUIT is fitted on me, I wont need my cane anymore! MUAhahaaha.

AHahah. What nonsense am I imagining. *LoL*

Anyway, after the movie, went to eat some Japanese food at Teppanyaki sumtin. Hmmm. The food tastes LOCAL. Went to class after that.

After class, called up my mum and asked her to fetch me to Pyramid again! HAhahaa. Wanted to watch another movie! *LoL* But well, too bad! The queue was long, and the tickets nearly sold out. Wanted to watch Pluto Nash, but was lazy to line up.

Since I was hungry, went to eat Japanese food again. Gosh. Whats with me and Japanese food today? Went to Sushi King this time, cos I wanted to eat a tastier meal. Nyummy~
ARGHHH. My food, it took ages to arrive. Once food was served, I expected good food.
ARGH... SUSHI KINGS' standard droppped or what?!? My "Kori Tatsu" (Spelling error, got? No? -- It's fried chicken set meal), it was not fried properly.
The flour. OH GOSH.. I HATED it. But i've ordered it. HAD to finish it... Tasted like my cooking!
*LoL* .. No no, I have not tried cooking meat yet. =p I'm just imagining my cooking skills.

*Sigh* .. I've too much to say today. I feel that this whole entry is so boring. Like I'm just talking nonsense. Wonder why I'm feeling that. May be too much rubbish. Who cares anyway? I'm sleepy AND all I want to do now, is to finish blogging and go sleeeep!

Before I go, I remember what I wanted to say already. It's one of those things I said I wanted to blog about but was bz with my projects. It's about being too kind and taken advantage of, instead of being appreciated. Blog about it later. ;) Gotta sleep now... ZzzZZzzZzzz..

19th October 2002, Saturday

Apparently, the "stylesheet" is not any javascript. It's an advanced HTML script or smething liek that! =p EHheheeh. Well, thanks, Meng Yean for telling me. ;)

You know what? I planned to sleep at 1am+ this morning, after a phone call. Offed all the lights, lied down...
After a few seconds, I got up, switched on the lights, and headed for the computer to online. Goshhh.. Onlined till it was 5am, again! What -larrrrr !!! So, got up at 2:20pm today! =|

Well, what I did was, surfing... AGAIN... I thought that I'd only online to 3am, the most. Mana tahu......
Anyway, i surfed, looked for free subscription thingy (no wonder I get so many junk mails! =p) , then, did my new blog thingy. I had a hard time, though.. As I said before, my knowledge is half past six. HEhehe. If i really can't handle, MY will help me though.. =D

Okay okay.. Why am I not at the main point yet!! HAhaha. Well, here it is.
I changed the background colour and all, at first, I changed it to a very much GURLISH layout. All PINK, too gurly, sure irritate some people. =p
Then, I changed it too all blue. Turned out to be BOYISH.. *Sigh* Got tired of it, went to bed at 5am...
I haven't tried saving my layout, cos i havent tried doing anything like dat before. =p Plus, my sister wants to use the comp soon. Will utilise my remaining time trying to make my new website nicer! =)

18th October 2002, Friday

I am M.A.D. .....

I onlined (again) at 1am+, I think.. Anyway, at bout 2am+ body felt restless, and so did my eyes.
You know what I did? *Sigh*
I went and check out the codings for my new blog. Wanted to change the layout and colous and all mar. It's javascript. So, I looked and observed it for half an hour. Finally, I realised, to do that, you have to look at the "style sheet" section.
Looked and looked. Compared and compared. Observed and observed. Scrolling up and down. Repeated the whole process. Then, I finally realised SOME things, which I just THINK and assume that I am right, through some logic -lah. Well, still not too sure whether I'm right.. So, any comments? I'm pasting the codes that I THINK I understand here. =p

.sidetitle {
font-family:verdana, arial, sans-serif;
color:#FFF;
font-size:11px;
font-weight:normal;
line-height:14px;
padding:2px;
margin-top:10px;
letter-spacing: .1em;
border-bottom:1px dotted #FF9933;
text-align:center;
background:#FF9933;
}

Margine-top:10px; is this the space before the SIDETITLE appears (as in the px interval before the next line of wordings, which in this case, is the SIDETITLE.. ?)
border-bottom:1px dotted #FF9933; is this the border below the SIDETITLE? If dotted is changed to solid, the border will become a straight line, rather than dotted?
text-align:center; This means the text is in the center, right? Anyway, if I want it to be aligned left, what do I do? Just erase the whole thing(this line of codes), and it will automatically align to the left?

AHhaah... To those who did not understand what I wrote, is this boring or what? =p
Anyway, my anuty in NewZealand called today, after so long.. Was starting to get worried already. She woke me up at 8:10am. Talked for a while, and handed the phone to my dad. Then, obviously, I went back to bed =p. Was so tired, man.. What did u expect me to do? =p

17th October 2002, Thursday

I still remember Monita reminding me to go for todays's 8:30am class, this midnight. She said that it was important as the lecturer will be doing some important revision and wrapping up of the syllabus.

Well, not surprised, I got up at 1pm+. Gotta admit that, I was really tired. Missed the morning class =| ,but well, it was a good thing too -- me resting finally, after rushing madly for my projects...

My dad bought lunch back. How sweet of him =)
Anyway, I saw an SMS from Monita, 10:35am 17th Oct.

Please miss call me when Ms Sheila leaves the class. I'm at the library now

Quickly replied back, saying that I just woke up and will be going for the 2:30pm class.
To my surprise, she replied and said that she was on her way home.
*Scratched head* .... Monita skipping class again? So wierdd.....
SMS-ed her back, asked her "It's wierd, u skipping class. Why r u skipping so many classes today?"
Apparently, she woke up late for the 3 hours morning class, and was 2 hours late. Guess she was afraid to go into class.. Then, the 11:30am class was suddenly cancelled. In addition to that, many people planned to skip class, and head for home. So, she followed.

Ahhhhhh.. I knew the whole picture then & it got me thinking. Would the next lecturer decide to cancel class too? There will definately not be a quorum. So, I decided to call my lecturer. After calling for 4 times, he finally picked up the phone.

Me - Hello, Mr. Kadir?
Lect - (Politely) Yes.
Me - I'm Sonia.
Lect - (Still sounded so polite!) Er. Sonia. Sonia from where?
Me - Errr.. Sonia.. Sonia from your class, the class u r having now.
Lect - Ohhhhhhh. (Cozy voice)
Me -Sonia from CIM!
Lect - Ohhhh.. yaya.. Sonia. Ya. Sonia.. Sonia, so, what's up?
Me - EHhe. Erm, I wanted to ask you about today's class will there be any class today?
Lect - Sonia, Sonia. Hold on. There's someone who wants to speak to you.
Me - Huh ?
(Some handling over the phone sound)
Guy - Hello.
Me - Errr...
Guy - Hello, hello.
Me - Ohhh.. you!
Guy - Ahuh.. So, 怎么？ (Means 'why, whats up?')
Me - Argh.. 笨蛋! (stupid , I always say that). 快点传回给老师！！ (Quickly pass the phone back to the lecturer!)
Meanwhile, background : "AHAhahahahahahha!!"
Laughters of the students in class! It was loud!!
Guy - Ok ok..
Lect - Uhakakaka..
Me - SIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
Lect - HAhahahaahahaha...
Me - Sirrrrrr!!! How could u do that?!?!
Lect - Ahahahahha. Ok lar.. HAhahahahhaha...
        Well, anyway, (he was still giggling!) I'm not going to teach much today. It would be brief, since there's no quorum today.
        So, since u r home, I don't think it will be cost effective and might not be worth your time coming. It will be a short revision. So, yea...
Me - Oh.. Okayyy.. Hmm. So, then, thank you sir.
Lect - No prob.
Me - Bye, sir.

ARGH.. HAhaha. It was funny, a joke, for the whole class (I mean the 10 of them, outta 50+ , i think). And I was the subject of it! ISh... He used to tease that guy with me! And I din really like it. Not Hate dislike. But reacted in a way that I DO NOT like THAT guy at ALL!!!! HEhehhe. =p That was why I shouted at him. AHhaah. =p

Anyway, I am sorry. Reaaally cannot recall what I wanted to tell you all. May be one day I'll remember somehow. So, I'm gona paste some of the nice links I previoulsy said I received in my email. Promised you anyway. ;) Most of them are mandarin songs, and i'm only picking some, for your info. ;)

初次恋爱, It's a Japanese song actually. I think, First Love.
天黑黑 (Tee Or Or), by Sun Yan Zhi
出界 (Chu Jie), Sammi Cheng
你要的爱 (Ni Yao De Ai), Penny Tai Pei Ni, from "Metoer Garden"
红豆 (Hong Dou), by Faye Wong
眉飞色舞 (Mei Fei Se Wu), Sammi Cheng -- Quite a fast paced one.
我愿意 (Wo Yuan Yi), Faye Wong, sweet :)
唯一 (Wei Yi), Lee Horm

16th October 2002, Wednesday

Wait, i remember I have many things to write in here. Seems like I've been doing too much assignments till I have suddenly forgotten what I wanted to say!

Forget about that 1st. Let me count how many hours I have actually slept...

Ahhhhhhh.. 14 hours in 87 hours. That is till now (this hour of writing, 17th October 12am).
Looks as if I've slept soooo little. Hmmm.. So, let me do a bit of counting.
Basically it means that, in 3.625 days ( :P ), I've slept for 14 hours. Average hours per day would be, 3.86 ( :p ) hours of sleep. Hmmmmm.. See, that's not too much. No wonder I wasn't feeling thattt bad, cause sometimes, I do sleep for only a few hours, for days, till I looked like a dead body, walking around. And then, I'll sleep till noon and stuff like that. =p

Okay... This is wierd...... I had the eager to blog just now, and I feel tired writing (bloging) this instant. I think its because I'm tired already. Plus, I have been typing and typing non-stop for 4 days. Everytime I open my eyes, I will come straight to the computer.
Anyway, Neh... Think its just purely because of my body is trying to tell me that I need to rest my eyes....... and muscles.

I'd better go rest now. I'll write again, hopefully tomorrow. ;) Ciow.

14th October 2002, Monday

Waaaahhhahahahah~!

When i do that (points above), it doesn't mean that I find anything extremely funny. It's when I'm crying and trying to laugh!!!

If you still remember my assignments deadline, they are on the 15th of October. I'm very tensed right now, to tell you the truth.. I've got tonnes more words to go! And the bad thing is, I always have more than the required number of words to write on! ARGH. I'm not supposed to excceed too much. (Wonder u'd understand or not). Anyway, I only slept for 5 hours in 26 hours.. And I'm going to stay awake for another, may be 15 hours! WAaahahahaaaa~~~!!!

My nose, it has a very BIGGGG pimple on it. I can't stand it. Worse, then, If i cannot finish my other assignment, I have to stay awake for another 20 hours or so to complete it. I don't think I can stay awake thatttt long....
Sub topic- Pimples will increase when i lack sooooooo much sleep...

Now you understand my expresssion in the 1st paragraph....
Last minute doing assignments while knowing the requirement level is also higher... All my fault...

Lesson to be learnt today : Never do anything the last minute, especially when you know you cannot take it at all!

8th October 2002, Tuesday

I've no class today. Slept at 4am this morning. Planned to get up at 12noon. Surprisingly, I really got up at 12...

It was of no use anyway, I slept back, thinking of just lying for a while. Got up later at 2pm! Goshhh...

Anyway, started to type a bit of my assignments today and started to realise that I cannot do it properly due to the lack of revision or rather NO REVISION at all! I typed and typed and the sentences were all unfinished. ShIT MAN!!! I have, what .. 6 and a half days to go!! And I'm still stuck at the introduction or some beginning part of my project! What a daughter my parents have..! Doing things last minute, not realising what level am I at.. Requirements are high, gal!! Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit...!

So sorry.. I am kinda pissed off with myself. Anyway, not time for me to regret & jump on myself. Better continue on my assignments..... *Sigh*

                Written on 9th Oct 02, 1:05am :-

I was tired & frustrated about my work, wanted to complain & spill it all out. Nearly complained to MY. AHhaahhaha.. Ended up, i told him how nice I felt. *LoL* ,and you know why?
My sister came back from dinner. She packed back KFC for me. YAY! HAahahaha. Since I was all frustrated and HuNgry , I felt so happy.. HEhehe.. See, God did not want me to get angry. =p

Anyway, I'm very tired now. May be its because of the reading & thinking I've done for my projects (assignments). Too much in a day. After lazing around for so long (2 months), my brain cannot take it. May be, eh? HEhehe. My hands, my arms, my body feel heavy and tired. Don't feel like dumping my work half way, but I think it is time to rest.

Good night everyone, good morning rather. Talk to you later.
Adios.

6th October 2002, Sunday

Muahaahhaha~!

Told you he's nice!!! Extremeeeeeeeely niceeee~!!

Hmm. How am I gona put it? Lemme think..

                      ... THiNKiNg ...

After 5 minutes ...
I know why I needed to think. No wonder I felt like something's wrong.
HAhahaha. So sorry.. I did NOT mention before that he's a nice guy.

Everyone, meet Meng Yean . Meng Yean, meet.. Erm.. Meet.....
*LoL*
meet who ar? Anyone? Just shout out ur name. Come on, don't make me embarrased here.
Please, pleaseee..

Ahahha. Forgive my insanity (erm, so called -lah)..
Hmmmm.. That's me saying it the 2nd time for today

Anyways, about Meng Yean (points up). He is gona host me! Hosting already actually. Just that I've not done anything there yet.
Haihhh.. PLuS my html knowledge and all, they're half past six, or worse.. Anyway, assignments come first, right?!! =p

Oh, ISh.. * Thank him lar, Sonia!!! *

Aahahha.. Okok.. THANK YOuUu, Meng Yean~!! *MuAh* =D

I'll notify you when my hosted site is at least "lookable" (Boleh tengok).. =p

Today's blog's HIGHLIGHT is, my appreciation to Meng Yean! HEheheh. =D

2nd October 2002, Wed

AHhha. I am supposed to be doing my assignments, right? I just blogged so yesterday. =p

U know what? I have finally took out the rubber bands from my head. 61 of them! EHehhe. Hair wasn't that 'curly' AND i looked like a frizz ball! =P~

I checked my mail, found an email fulllll of links. HAha. LOVE some of them!! I will post some of them here when I've time, kay? =)

Anyway, I was a bit disappointed this morning cos my dad went off earlier today and told me to go to college by myself. *Haihhh*

Was so lazy to get up, went to bed again. Got up later at 10am, and went "WHAT??".
Quickly bathed, also because to make me look NORMAL (without the frizzy look) =p
HAhaah. Anyway, my dad called and asked:

"Do u still want me to drop u at college? If u want, I'll come back now"
"Wannnnnttttt!!"

Yayy!! HEhehehe. So niceeeee. Eheheh.. Good lar. No need to take bus twice a day! =))

Another quiz I found at LEECHeng's blog.

Note: Am i THAT goodie?? Freak??? Snitch?!?!?
          *LoL*

the Angel Smiley. You're slightly annoying, and extremely goody goody.
You always take the side of good and are constantly radiating love peace
and goodness. Probably one of those "save the rainforest" freaks. You're
most likely a snitch too, you go hand in hand with the Bashful Smiley.


Take the Which Yahoo! Simley are you test
By Foiledagain

1st October 2002, Tuesday

My GOODNESS! It is already October the 1st!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG ArGHARAGHRAGHARGHARGHARGHARGHhhHHHHHhhhh

Ok.. Readers be notified! I might not be writing (blogging) as often. I will try to, though. I want to concentrate on my assignments.
Due date EQUALS TO 15th October!
Each assignments requires at least 3,500 words in report format! =(

Wish me the best!~

30th September 2002, Monday

Got a call from a friend. Seems that he was quite down, but to me, he sounded O.K. Anyway, talked for bout 3 minutes while walking downstairs, to pack dinner. Had to end the call as I was like reversing the car with my head tilted to the right(to support the fon). After spending money buying dinner, I could not finish my dinner. May be it's because I was and still am feeling a bit uncomfortable. :\

Yay! Checked my mail box and I got an email from Lee Cheng. I received the blinkies I asked for. Thanx Lee Cheng! =D .Look at them.. EHhehe. =p

                  

As usual, read Lee Cheng's blog, and I found an interesting quiz that she posted up.
My results :-

Take the quiz here!

P/s: Did you notice something?
       My sentences are short today. =p
       Who cares anyway? As long as it's readable, it is fine (or not?) =|

                                                                 Continued 1 hour later     :     11.55pm

YuCk!! I just watched "Taipei Tonight Live" on Channel 32. It was an eating competition- the who can eat the most thingy.
Some horrible food that contestants ate included: Cow's tongues and cow's brains. Basically these contestants did not know what would they be eating to compete among each other. I saw the look on their faces, showing how YUCKY some food tasted.
An amazing thing was, this young Japanese guy, quite ok looking, was the smallest size there (He is serioulsy a big eater!). He broke the record 2 times! The 1st time was, when he ate 31 hot dogs. The fella who ate 2nd most ONLY ate 14!!! Next, was the final round. He ate as much as 54 cow brains!!! EEEeeWWW!!!! The 2nd ate only about 26 of them! Goodness gracious. It was impressive, at the same time, GROSS....

27th September 2002, Fri

I went for hair braiding today, in college.

It only costs RM8 (my hair's short). Well, if u compare my look now with normal days. I'll tell u my opinion, my NORMAL look looks better. HEheh.. BUT, for a change, braided is nice too. Will try to take some pictures. MIGHT think of putting my pic up here, but if I reaaaally do, you will have to wait! HEheh..

Anyway, so nice, I sat there for 2 hours (I did not mind, though) ;) ,my fren, he waited for an hour.
Nice right? EHheheh.. Then, when he was about to drop me at the bus stop, it was already too late. Passed the bus stop and he went "Aiyaaa... I fetch u home la!"

MUAhahahahha.. Conned another man! >)

AHhaah.. Hey!!! I was just kidding. I'm a nice person, ok? =p

Oh ya! =))) I'm happy! Another great thing happened!

My friends, they've appologized. Did not post any special msgs in the community (that is till this evening), but, they did personally message me and appologize very nicely. One of them even said that she was so sorry and had no idea she had hurt me and would like to spend me. But well, I was happy enough already. ONLY sincerity counts! Yayyy!! =D

26th September 2002, Thurs

Couldn't believe I've been through such a day. Long time since the 'up & down's..

Morning, I dressed up nice, went to college. Bringing lotsa stuff with me too. My file, a thick management book and a paper bag. (Imagine when I'm wearing a dress with high heels. *LOL* Really troublesome also). Everything was fine. I felt prettier also. =p .It's because I have somehow stopped dressing so nicely ('prettily') since August.

During a not important class to me (i dropped the subject), Monita asked me for help. She asked me to go down to the computer lab to help her print her assignments' information. Since I was free, of course I agreed.

Went down to the computer lab, and stood there for quite some time (I was waiting for an available computer). I felt my feet hurt a bit as I was wearing some thin high heels.

Finally, it was my turn. Logged in and all. Boy, the computer was SO slow! I put in the disc, clicked on my computer. Whoa.. waited for more than 1 minute before the window actually appeared in front of me! Then, suddenly 2 foreigners appeared in front of me

"Excuse me" *I did not notice* (Tilted head a lot) "Excuse me.."
"Oh ya?"
"Well, Im rushing for class now. I just have to print one page, for my speech. Is it ok if u let me use the comp 1st?"
(I'm a very nice person ;p) "Yea, sure! But, its very slow, let me remind u.."
*Then they used and suddenly it hung*
"Uh-oh.. I'm so sorry. I made the comp hang. So sorry, so sorry. I hope u r not rushing"
"It's okay.. I'm not rushing, but I just hope this comp would be faster!"
~~~~~~ Did own things ~~~~~
"Ok, see you around!" *And they went off*

I continued with my work. Restarted the comp. Still, same old slowness. ISH.... I started to get impatient, then my bad finger, accidenlty pressed on the "Delete" button while wanting to press on the "Enter" button. Die! I pressed "Delete + Enter".

I quickly pressed cancel. Slow computer.. It still decided to delete the files. It only stopped while it was half way thru deleting. Opened the folder, found a file. 0 bytes remained. SHIT!! I deleted both the words & acrobat reader file! And they are my friends'!!!!!! I was like ............. (speechless!!). I went "shit" & did not care what those beside me would think. I felt soooo guilty. I did not know what to do. And logged out, went downstairs to send a sms to MY, telling him what happened, while fearing that Monita would KILL me!!!

After typing 2 sms - one to MY, one to Monita, I suddenly realised. I did not go open the recycle bin to check! Quickly RUSHED upstairs with my heels (caused unwanted attention also), back to the same station. Then, the computer lab assistant said that I would not find any deleted files deleted from drive A! ARGHHhH!!! Anyway, there came another hope. The lab assistant decided to check for me thru some kinda duno what programme. I heard the word "undelete". May be its some hacking backwards programme. AHahha. I don't even know what is it anyway. (Back to story) I was hoping for some good news. Then, "Sorry, can't do anything". There goes my last hope! =((

I felt so bad. I did not dare to go back to class, but I had to face the fact that I already deleted Monita's files.

*Back at class*
Basically, Monita seemed ok with it, but the prob was with me. I felt so guitly. Few asked me why & I just answered "Something horrible happened". One of them even said "Don't put on ur long face. Doesn't suit ur dress." I smiled a bit. Wanted to smile lots but, well, was not able to do so at that time. Skipped lunch cos I felt GUILTY.

After break, Monita came back and said "I'm not angry la.. Don't look so sad. Come on". After a while, I was OK. Cos I also spent her 'toufufa'.. ;p

Then later, my fren was so nice, sent me out to somewhere near Pyramid. Suggested that I leave my stuff in his car and take it back tomorrow. Yay!

I rushed up the bus also, so poor thing.. Had to run with my heels. I got up the bus, and there I met 2 nice ppl (sitting). Yay!~ One of them held my file for me~!! I thanked her 3 times. =)

Reached home after standing the whole journey and felt the pain in my legs. Reached home at 6:40pm. Was so glad to be home after a long day =). Then, an unexpected call came in. So happy~ =D. Wonder whether he called because he was '4+4' OR something else also? ;)

                                     *CONTINUED before i slept*                    Time: 3am~, 27th Sept.                  

AKkaakakak.. I'm so happy cos I have u too! =D.
That is, till now ;).
Thanks for calling again, u know who u r... =)

24th September 2002, Tuesday

I am feeling hurt now. I don't know, but it's just.. How could this happen to me?!?
Bah! So what!?! It happens to everyone....

I am feeling sad, and hurt, and disappointed. Guess it's just what God has planned. It might be a good thing that this has happened.

I have just been frank. Told my bunch of good friends what I really felt. Finally..

This is what I've told them (thru an online community)..

I wonder whether u read my msgs.. I'm sorry.. but i feel sad. Its like no comments on my stuffs wan-- I was so excited to tell u all those stuff, but..... =( .Even my questions also u din answer... =( . Sorry, im really feeling hurt..... Can't help it.... =(((

Now waiting for them to respond..

Vague to you, I know, but at least I told them how i feel by being honest. That's what friends have to do also. To understand each other better.

I've been through phases something like that, but never once, soOo bad. I feel insignificant. Transparent rather. If we were not meant to be good friends, let us be just friends then. Old friends..

We knew each other since 13-14 years old. I've always been the one who tries to tighten up bonds to see whether we were meant to be. At one time, I thought of letting go BUT suddenly, we've slowly became close again.. And now, we have grown up, going to different colleges, taking up different courses, pursuing different dreams.

MS,J,AF,Y were all at the same college last year. I was the only one in Sunway College. We still managed to stay close. Then, J and AF are now in the same uni. MS went to Russia for medicine. We still managed to stay close.. but I saw the gap between me & them.

Then, around July this year, we went to Mount Kiara, had a long chat in Coffee Bean when MS came down for hols. Things were perfect that day. I was so happy. AND again, I let it be.. Let the friendship develop naturally.

It has been up & down for me. I mean for a few times, I thought that our friendship was going to grow cold but for many times, it builded up again later.

I know that friends come and go. But, I'm not hurt because of that. I can't tell u what exactly.. But I'll tell you their responses.

Hey. I'm okay. I hope I did not spread my :( to you.
=p.

Gotta do my assignments now. Ciow! ;)

20th September 02, Friday

Tell u all something. Not sure how many ppl are reading BUT, I'll still continue..

I was just in the kitchen, making a hot drink for my dad. As i filled the glass with Milo & poured in hot water, I saw a black ant on the mug. I just used my pointer to 'hit' the black ant off the mug. It went off and onto the kitchen table, right beside the mug.

It was very obvious cos I was also trying to see where did the black ant land (No! Im not being cruel). Well, I found something interesting. I laughed a bit.

(Again, I'm not being cruel!). I saw the ant going round and round, like it was dizzy. I mean, try and imagine.. It went in small circles, again & again & again & AGAIN........... (many times).

Well, come to think of it. It isn't that funny at all. So what if it went in circles. Its just an ant. Not funny at all. And y am i telling ya'll this.... ?

Crap.

ISh.. I used to dislike this word as it seemed rude. I still think it is.

Fine, just change it to..... Rubbish.

16th September 2002

Hah! I was SOoOoO BlUr today! Hear my story......

When I was half awake, I looked at my handphone (on the right side of my bed)..

12 noon ?!?!?
(My class starts at 12:30 pm)

I suddenly felt my heartbeat increasing lots & got up that instant =p. I quickly packed my stuff to go for class. After 1 week's break, I found that, my file was untouched! Goodness gracious! AHahah... Then, i quickly took out Fridays's notes (the week b4 last week's notes), replaced them with Monday's subjects' notes.. =p

Rushed out to get a cab. God's so nice =). I got a vacant cab in just a few seconds. HEheh..

Reached college, and suddenly couldn't recall where are my classes held at. ISH.. Flipped through some papers and got it. ~Monash 4.1~ .As I was heading for my class, I was thiking *Hmmmm... thought so it was 4.1.. But I was so blur. Hmmmm.. Wierd....*

Meanwhile, I was like deciding which way to go up to my class. I was taking small steps back & forth, till I actually said "ISH".. Ahahah.. And I decided (finally!) which way I wanted to take-- the stairs near the Gate C guard house.

Took the lift up to 4th floor. Walked out of the lift and then was blur. Didn't know which way to take.. Looked at the direction sign (which I normally don't! ahah..) and followed the direction accordingly. Till I reached a junction, I turned left.

" Eih? Multi Purpose Hall???? How come? Correct what the direction.."

Then, my brain functioned a bit, and went "Ohhh.." . So, i turned back right. Then, Suddenly felt that I was at a very familiar place. Followed my blur sense of direction (which was so bad at that time!!). Finally, I reached my classroom! AHhaha. It was 12:40pm or so. Good thing that lecturer was not in yet. Told my friends about this, and they looked at me one kind. Ahhaah. Common' lar... I would also like to know, --- How could SONIA be so bLuR??? Never once I was that blur b4! AHah..

What a day... =p

14th September 2002

I got this so called quiz.. It is very very VERY long, trust me... Well, that is, IF u do it. ;).
Would first liek to tell u that, my answers will be written in a lotsa slang way.. My typical 'rojak' slang (jumbled up).
Anyway, here are some of my answers.. Got any comments? Would love to hear them.. =) ....Or u would also like to try them? Pls post them in my guestbook. =)

1.What is your name?
Sonia, fL.

2.What colour pants are you wearing right now?
AHahah.. What if I'm wearing a skirt now? =p. Ok lar... Dark green, very short! AHhah. =p

3.What are you listening to right now?
Ahahah. Nothing, but the it's prayer time, so i hear the surau.

4.What are the last four digits of your phone number, mobile or home?
What for? AHhaah. I do not want to enclose akkk! =p. Check for urself!

5.What was the last thing you ate?
Ermmmmm.... Oh, tomato rice with balck pepper chicken. If u want me to be specific, *Hmmm....Lemme think.....*, *thinking* tomato rice! =p

6.If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
AHhaha.. How can I be a crayon? AHah. And y crayon?? AHahhaha.. Okok.. erm, I'm not sure. I love lotsa colours. Hmmmm.... Violet? =)

7.Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon?
n/a

8.How is the weather right now?
Errr... It's during the night now, SO.. it's dark & a bit cooling, i guess...

9.Last person you talked to on the phone?
Errm.. Not sure. Oh. HAhaha. I'm working as a telephone surveyer, SO guess who I talked to the last? ~~How would i KNOW????~~ AHhaha.. Some respondent & I can't remmeber his / her name! =ppp

10.What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
AHha. I reaaally do not know. His face?

11.Do you like the person that send you this?
Err, Yes.... Y ask?

12.How are you today?
I'm feeling alright today. I feel prettier today. *LoL* Cos i dressed up better today. Last few days was too lazy to dress up. So, looked at the mirror and felt more satisfied! AHah.. =p

13.Your favourite drink?
n/a

14.Your favourite alcoholic drink?
I don't drink alcoholic drinks, normally. So, no answer for this.

15.How do you eat an Oreo?
Normal lar... HAhaha. Eat only lar.. AHhaha.. What a question. Too much advertisements on Oreo. Ahahahah.

16.Favourite sport to watch?
Duno. I dont really watch. OHOH... I knowwww.. Gymnastics / gymrama!!!! =))

17.What's the next CD you're going to get?
n/a

18.Hair colour?
Erm. Black. So many rubbish questions. AHahaha..

19.Eye Colour?
Dark brown, i think.. I confirmed it when I actually went sooooooo near to the mirror and looked into my pupil! ahahah.. ISH.. (Few yrs back)

20.Do you wear contacts?
Yea, i do.

21.Favourite month?
Must be APRIL larrrr.. HEhehe. My birthday is in that month! End of April. =)

22.Favourite Food?
Anthing tasty. Especially, fried food! NyuMmy!!

23.Last movie you watched?
Errrr... Duno? AHha. Can't remember lar. Does TV count? If yes, I also duno. I was onlining & watching it on & off. If, cinema, Erm... Ahahah. Can't remember lar!

24.Favourite day of the year?
n/a

25.Are you shy to ask someone out?
Nolar.. What for? It's normal lar. Can ask as a friend what! =)

26.Do you like scary or happy movies better?
Happy movies! =))

27.Hugs or Kisses?
Hugs! ...... n/a

31.Do you want your friends to write back?
Yes, of cos.. Erm.. But, see who also lar. HAhaahha. So, I no need to answer sOoOoooo many questions!!!!!!! ISH.. =p

32.Who is most likely to respond?
Duno, ...... n/a

33. Who is most likely not to respond?
How would I know? See lar.. =p

34.Book you are reading now?
NO books. May be marketing books. AHhaah. =p

35.Favourite board games?
Erm. Don't have any, i think.. Don't really play board games.

36.Favourite magazine(s)?
I am not sure. Don't really read alot & compare. No answer.. =p. Cleo is OK lar. =)

37.Favourite smell(s)?
Errr.. Duno?? See lar, ..... n/a

38.Least favourite smell(s)?
......... n/a .. Never really remember which smell i hate. AHah. What for worrr.. =p

39.Favourite sound(s)?
I don't know also. I am starting to get bored of all these silly long stupi* questions. AHhaah =p. Cute sounds? My voice? (ahha. HEY! Sometimes very nice, u know!)

40.Best feeling in the world?
Errr.. Love? Supposed to be.. =). Love, care, appreciation. ISH.. All also equals LOVE lar.. eheh.. =p

41.What's the first thing you think of when you're awake?
Erm.. Sleeping again? AHhaha.. Nolar. Got lar. Sometimes, about someone. =p. Anyway, varies everyday, i guess? But mostly, *What time is it now?* --The 1st thing.. Ahaah.. =p

42.Favourite color(s)?
Many, lazy to type lar. Kinda rushing. Nice colours lar. HEhe. EG: light purple, pink, white, green, light blue, pink+ abitttttt of orange? .Anyway, my 'colours vocab' very bad lar. Don't know the exact term of the colour i like.

43.How many rings before you answer the phone?
Used to be 1 - 3. Now, depends whether Im lazy or not. =p

44.Future child's name :
AHahah. How do i know?? Next time only decide lar.... Siow! =p

45.What's the most important thing in life?
Love? From everywhere, including God, of cos! =)

46.Favourite flower(s)?
AHah. not sure. Not obsessed with flowers, so, as long as it is nice to me, I'll like it. =)

47.Favourite dress code?
Duno? But my style is alwiz sleeveles, no matter me wearing a sleeveless top / speg top / dress (all sleeveless rite?) eheeh.. =p

48.Do you like to drive fast?
Erm. Prefer to, of cos.. But still kinda afraid to drive too fast. Danger myself, and others. Fast enough (like 80), enough kua...

49.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
No. eheh. All in my cupboard. =p

51.What type was/will be your first car?
Erm. Duno? I want Kenari. Don't go "HUH? WHAT??" Eheh. Cos, I love the inner design & the windscreen is quite wide, easier to see more.. =p

52.If you could meet one person dead or alive, who would it be?
...... n/a

53.Date of birth?
EHheh... n/a .... Why why?? Ehhehe.... =p

54.Your zodiac sign?
Taurus

55.Fav. zodiac sign?
Errr. Duno? Forgotten. I'm bad at these zodiac signs. EHhe. Can't remember and all.. (Only remember a few ppl's one only-- very few!! Including mine of cos.. HEhe)

56.Do you eat the stems of Broccoli?
Erm. Brocoli? AHaha.. Sorry, bad at vege's names also. But, I prefer eating leaves usually, not the stems & most vitamins r at the stem!

57.You have patience?
........... n/a

58.What kind of people do you dislike?
Err. Proud, 2 faced (act good in front of u), VERY fake, Love to snatch ppl's stuff OR take ur things for his/her credit.. etc etc etc...

59.What's your dream now?
Erm..Not dreaming now. I am trying to faster finish of this quiz!!!!!! =p

YAYYYY!! HAhaha. Finished edi, finally!!! ISHHH.. =p

HEhehe.. That was what i wrote back to my friend..

10th Septemeber 2002, Tuesday

I'm having a one week break now.. And, *sigh*... Got to work..
I'm working as a telephone surveyer..

I reached my working place at 2pm (Late, huh? ehheh).. Anyway, I was wearing this heel which I know I can't walk fast in. If I did, it would definately hurt. BUT I do not know, why on earth I walked fast in it. Fortunately I did not walk toooo much, on my way to work.. Think, cos I planned to go back at 5pm, working for 3 hours only isn't a very good impression.

When I was at my working place, my good friend, Monita, 'inivited' me to chat with her for a while. We were eating rice crackers & chatting (I went down to buy, eheheh).. We chatted about the Watson's "Buy 1 and get another one for RM1" thing, Then, about Guardian's offers, Then, about some facial things. HAhahaha. Well, tell you something. I am a girl, I do join in & enjoy these conversations. The only problem with me is, I don't really use or take care of my face. VERY BAD... How can, rite?!?!?! ISH... must learn not to be THAT lazy.... =p

After some time, I started work. I called many people, and they seem to be either wrong numbers OR busy busy busy... Many of them also asked me to call them back tomorrow. I ended up only doing 3 cases today!!! Thats is why I decided to go home at 6, instead of 5... But still, only 3 succesful cases.

After my work, I was struggling to walk normally, as I told u earlier about my heels.. AHhaah. I can't like limp or walk in a funny way, right? People would be looking wierdly at me too.. So poor thing, just because of my 'dumb-ness' -- Wanting to look nice but walking so fast when I know I can't afford to.. EHheeh... =p

All my appointments are when, do you know?? From 9 am tomorrow morning!! Seems like I've to force myself to get up at 8am or earlier tomorrow! Can't even get up later during my holidays =( .Thought of starting work at 11am tomorrow but i can't... Busy morning for me tomorrow...

4th September 2002, Wed

What a furny day today was (that is, until 4:45pm..)

It was normal at 1st, with me getting up at around 7:20am, and then off to college for my morning class.

During class, I felt so tired. At 1st, I thought I was tired because of the lecturer, he repeated the whole "New Product Development" for the 3rd - 4th time, afraid that most of the class where left behind.. Then, i started to slowly feel sleepy & I had a hard time keeping my eyes open, especially when I was sitting at the front row!

I did not know I actually gave the lecturer the impression that I was bLuR about what he was explaining.. Until he tapped me with a concern look, asking me whether i understood. My eyes were suddenly wide open, confused. When he asked again, I quickly nodded my head, still with the confused look, wondering what made him think so ... (How silly of me.. HAhah..). This made the lecturer more worried, and asked me 3 times!!!

" Do u understand?" .. me:*quiet*..

" Do u understand???" ... me: nodded

" Are u sure u understand, huh????" ( very concerned look) ... Me: Nodded more

WhaO!! It was in front of the whole class.. Ok-lah.. My class only has 40+ students (that is till now). I mean, it was supposed to be understood that that look on my face was a sleepy face, eyes half shut face! AHhaah...nvm, nvm..

Then, 2nd lecturer came in after the 3 hours class. Again, i felt tired. This time, more of restless..Then, i knew that the problem was with me.. Not the lecturers..

Went for lunch, then, no one to accompany me walk out to somewhere near Pyramid. So, had to walk alone under the hot sun. Fortunately I brought my umbrella.I was feeling reaLLy restless, eyes were sOoO tired. God is good you know. I did not have to wait long for the bus.

As I was nearing home, i realised something... I've forgotten my keys!!! What a good timing! GoShhH!! I walked up slowly to my house.. With a bit of hope. I hoped that my grandma would see me / hear me & that she knew how to find my keys.. Yay!! Again, God is good! She noticed me fast, and found the key fast! YAyyyy!! I quickly came in, changed, and rest! HEheh..Got up later when one of my sister's friend called. Nice timing (After I had enuf rest)...

Okay, let me tell u my dream (in the afternoon.. HAhah).. I dreamt that one of my good friend (Monita), drove me & someone to Subang Jaya's Holiday Inn.. Quite good driving skills she had. I was thinking: "Mine is much worse than hers!", But i kept quiet... =p

Anyway, i led the way.. When we reached there, the characters changed. Monita, my mum & me! HAhah..Suddenly my mum was in my dream. Anyway, I do not know our motive going there. We chatted with many 'guai poh(s)' --- White ladies.. I think from Australia. Then, went home. HAahah.. How wierd. Then, when i reached home, I dreamt that i was sleeping (which I really was)... The phone rang, and i ran outta my room to pick it up. I picked up the fax machine, "Eih?? Correct -lahhh.. Y still ringing?" Then, I listned carefully:" Yea.... It's this phone. But why is it still ringing?"

Then, I suddenly woke up, u know why??

It was because, the phone rang for a long time already! And I was actually conciously awake! HAhaha.. I thought & thought.. *WHY is the phone still ringing??* That's WHY I woke up! To answer the phone!!!! *LoL*

It was only logic that the phone was really ringing. How could the phone be still ringing in my dreams when i have already picked it up?? HAhaha.. Kinda funny, this dream! :p .BTW, that was when my sister's friend called & woke me up.. =)

And, of course I was a bit blur when i just got up.. I cleansed my contact lenses (which was supposed to be done earlier! =p). And my lenses are permanent lenses, so, had to clean with protein tablets weekly, for those who doesn't know. Okay.. then, I have this lense container which can fit in both sides, L & R into it, with "Left" & "Right" label.. (OKayyyy..I do not know how to explain it!!!!). Anyway, it has a 'line' for me to c how much solutin I have to fill it with. I do not know why, i was like squeezing the bottle of solution happily, till it overflowed! Ishhh... The bLuR Sonia in action again!!

And now, I'm writting you this story..

30th & 31st August 2002

Well, I did not get to celebrate National's Day in KL. I was at the Puduraya bus station at 6pm. The bus I aboard was supposed to leave at 6:30pm sharp. Then, this group of girls behind me said that one of their friends was still on her way,in the LRT. It was 6:40, their friend was still in the LRT. The bus driver was kinda angry & told her that how can the whole bus wait for 1 person for more than 10 minutes. Mean while,I told my mum how good this bus driver was, as usually they wouldn't wait for any passengers who r late. Honestly, I meant for the girls behind me to hear my conversation with my mum! =p~ BUT truthfully, that girl who was late, was really fortunate that she met a nice bus driver. Finally, the bus left at 6:45pm.

I was SoOoO cold in the bus. There was 2 aircond 'holes' directly above me. I got to close 1 of it, the other one, i couldnt do anything to it.. Cant be closed nor offed! (If u get what i mean) I slept in the bus till they reached a stop (for us to eat & go pee). I stayed awake and bugged my mum as i was so bored. I kept on asking her to tell me any kinds of stories, any kinds of jokes, just ANYTHING! She just answered me :" I just go to work and come back, nothing interesting.. Those stories while I was young, I've forgotten it a long time ago.. It was 20 - 30 yrs ago!" ....

Fine... She did not have anything to say, so I did the talking. Told her many stories & jokes & we laughed together.. =)) It went on and on till the bus reached Larkin (JB). Basically, it was a nice, clean and new bus.. But I didn't like it bcos of teh air-cond, too cold... =( .It was all the air-cond's fault!! =P

When it was 12 midnight, I was still in the 170 Queen's Street bus, heading towards the JB custom. I wished to shout out "Merdeka!!" for fun... But, ehhe.. No one to accompany me. Imagine if I shouted at the custom, HAhahha.. I wonder what would happen, really.

After that, I had to continue with the journey till I reached the last stop (at Bugis, S'pore). Got down the bus and walked to my cousin's place. Reached his place at 2am, slept at around 3..

Its now 11:30am, 31st Aug. Planning to go 'kai-kai' (touring, visiting) after lunch. Then, off to City Harvest Church in the evening! Yayy !! =D

29 August 2002, Thursday

My class supposed to be from 8:30am - 5:30pm today. Anyway, after lunch, surprisingly my lecturer was right on time. Sharp 2:30pm! I was thinking *Hmm..Anything ar..* Cos he usually arrives bout 2:40pm (has to walk up the stairs and everything). Okok.. Bridging to the main point.

"Ok, class. I'm terribly sorry. U guys just do ur readings & assignments. I have to go for a meeting in the main office. I'm leaving soon. I seriously do not know how long will it take. They SAY it'll only be for 30 minutes. So, hopefully i can come back at about 4pm to lecture. I'll call to confirm"

So, I was kinda bored after that, as i was also sleepy & tired.. I chatted around, played with computer games (from my friend's laptop), and my so called 'lou kong' (fake hubby) called me *How right his timing was*... Anyway, my handphone sot already, so his call only lasted for about 10 minutes.

Then, I suddenly remembered that ... My coll has a library!! (No, not to go there and stuck myself up with books! there's a MRC - to go online!). Yay! So I decided to go to the library.. =D

I searched for the computer they 'designated' for me.. and it was right at the corner. Anyway, here's the main point! (Ahhhhh... Finally!! =p). I sat down and the screen was so small. Adjusted the screen & ok..it was fine. I wanted to adjust the colour, but I couldn't! The screen was PINK in colour! I think it was the monitor.. *sigh* . Anyway, Fine.. I was lazy to change to another computer. Then, i surfed and all, and was planning to send a mail to a friend. When i finished typing the letter, I typed in the email add & the topic. Guess what? AHha.. I'm sure some of u won't understand what am i going to type here:

=p

Address: abcd"mail.com

*Eih?? What's this? What the..*
Then,I typed again.. Same result. So, I checked to see whether i typed the correct key. Yea! it was the right one! I frowned =p , AND then, Used my logic. Since @ is ", So... " should be @ ?? I tryed. Bingo! AHhah.. It was so wierd. Then, i wanted to type this ~ , it turned out to be _ ,and I was like *giggling* *giggling*. Used the same logic again.. Had to press _ for ~.

AHah.. How messy. Wonder what happened.. Those keys 'teleported' and exchanged roles? Or a beginner fairy was playing around with her wond? AHha. I really find it wierd. =p

My eyes were tired as I said earlier & it hurt lots (cos of the PINK screen! Ish!). So, I decided to go back to class & true enough, the lecturer came in for class at 4:20pm.

You now, my class is a noisy but fun class. Anyway, I tell you bout a girl-- Irene. (Sorry Irene! =p). Ok..Anyway, The lecturer was talking about women nowadays, the lifestyle and mind set has changed. About the marriage & decisional roles in a family. Irene suddenly caught the lecturer's attention by saying "I'm not going to get married". "Why Irene?" ,lecturer asked. You guess what she said? *LoL* ...

"I am going to earn my 1st one milllion, and go live in the jungle!"

AHahahah.. Then, one guy in my class asked:" Then what for u go into the jungle with a million?" "What can you do there? R you going to 'do it' with the animals in there??"

Oh, and one more thing.. Irene is some kinda ABC (A Chinese who knows a bit of chinese, but speaks more English..). Anyway, the lecturer was discussing with us about the life of a child, peer pressure and stuff. So, parents nowadays will wonder & pray hard that their children will be good , not demanding and all. So, Irene (Ahah..Terribly sorry, Irene!!), she asked a guy in cantonese(which is the same guy who 'joked' just now):" Lei oi sang mou?" So, Do you plan to have one(child)? .The guy teased:"Oi sang dou mm oi tong lei sang laa" If i really want to, you will not be the person I want to have my baby with.

I was laughing and laughing. Pity her also ler.. So I turned around and called out her name: " Irene! Do u know that when u say this in cantonese, means u r telling him that u want to have a child with him?" **LoL**

Ahahah... Bad i know, but it WAS funny that instant! *BleKk*

HoMe

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