Not that this is conclusive or anything, but I truely seem to believe that nature is conducive to general well being and to peace of mind. To physically remove yourself from "society" and spend time alone or with a single person, perhaps two at the most, just looking around that what is not a human constuct but naturally there and beautiful and in tune. To just gather ones thoughts (cheesy, I know, bear with me) and just be able to think without all the distractions of people and constant non fluid motion and busy-ness that goes on, especially in more urban areas. Perhaps I'm just use to the slower pace of life, but it seems that it's better mentally and spiritually. Again with the spirituality without God thing, I'll have to figure it out. I think although I'll probably end up in, well specifically probably New York, but I'll have to keep some avenue open, some opportunity to go out into more secluded space fairly often. I think this contributes to my growing restlessness, though is in no way the major portion of it, but I think it adds on a bit. Which I guess goes along with what I look for in people, as much as I'm starting back from scratch and trying to redefine this, I think this kind of appreciation will factor in. Although that aspect of it I'm not too concerned about. Regardless, I want to make an effort to read more about that kind of natural connection and being in tune with natural processes and such...which I guess is where my body modification thing is leaning right now as well.
I really should just take this all one thing at a time instead of just letting myself stab at various topics without much commitment and moving on....hmm.