Okay, so the ultimate purpose of the blog, now completely concrete in its conviction, is merely to preserve certain ideas for myself in order to go back to them, as is everything I record and keep, as the front page of the site says, as my college application says. And it no longer necessarily makes sense to anyone else. I'm fine with that.
Someone mentioned yesterday that usually you can get some sort of impression of what a person thinks of you when you talk to them or get to know them etc. It struck me then and it strikes me now....no. I don't get such impressions off of people in generally. I really can't tell what people think about me. And though I'm not generally too concerned, it would be nice to get some sort of notion. Hmm...how peculiar.