So there are so many things I want to do at any one given time. The future for me seems like an everlong list of things I want to do, it seems like I'll never really get too far into it. And different things require different living conditions and locations. I dunno.And as much as I love how I'm living right now and look forward to how I will live later on, I really miss how I have lived as well. There are so many things in the past that I probably will never have again that were just amazing. So to be corny, this is a symptom of "loving life so much it hurts"? Haha oh no.
I have no idea what I'm going to want to focus on as a major. I want to go to South America, but I might be able to without actually majoring in Archaeology, just doing the required classes. I'm coming back to art history lately, and really want to take more art classes. I remember wanting to be a curator or doing restorations. And my Andy Warhol-esque nightclub which would the the most amazing collaboration of the arts ever. And working on tour. Perhaps my nightclub is the way to go. It would be a tour spot for bands, and an art gallery in itself. I could do art workshops and stuff during the day, so that would get back to what I wanted to do in Maine. I'd have to figure out a way to get this done. And also, what to do in the meantime. Craziness. I'm glad I'm only a freshman.
So my grandmother is a greatgrandmother now. My dad says she's really proud of that. She's an awesome woman. I hope I get to help her with the garden this summer.
I have to get work done this weekend so then I can have time to do other things, such as the YEA website, the historical society website, my own website and the deviant art one I want to do. I miss the years of HTML and webbing. Time to make it come back. Perhaps it would be cool to set up a message board for the party as people were talking about.