The Songs

 

NEED

 

Love freely given from a selfless heart

The surest of the sure ways to be ripped apart                           

Love is an addiction

Love is a need

Something more powerful even than me

Arrogance unlimited

Ruthlessness abounds

It holds you tight against reasons light

Love is a need

Love is a need

Stronger than crystal stronger than speed

Needles sharp filled with deaths peace

Don’t relieve the ache in me

Love has its talons buried in my flesh

Sucking my soul, my life from my chest

Don't let go...

Hold me tight

I feel the memory slipping away...

I need you

I need you

I want not to

The pain is a pleasure to bear

Only if I can know that you will be there

Standing by to urge the claws

Deeper and deeper into me

Don't stop the pain

Don't stop the pain

It's all I have to ease the need

Don't stop the pain

Don't stop the pain

It eases the need in me

Your eyes for me once shone warm with love

Now look at me as dull as mud

I need the fix, I need the life...

I love you...

Bare my soul

Bare my heart for your desire

Need me

Need me

Need my pain as I do yours

Need me...

Need me...

 

 

Love's Light

 

You are my...

You are mine

You are my light

You are love's light

You shine

You shine through this bleak darkness of mine

You are

You are mine

You shine through the blazes of life

You are my

You are my

You are my love's light

You make me show you what is inside

You make me show you this weak heart of mine

Shine...

Love shine...

Show me what it means to be you...

Show me what it means to be everything pure...

Give me your light

And I will give you my darkness

Wrap it around you...

Corrupt you

Destroy you...

You are...

You are mine...

You are my love light

You are mine...to destroy

The innocence to strip away

The night to your day

You are mine

You are mine to take away

Come to me

I will rip off your wings

I will soil your honor

And shred your peace

I will mince your words of hope till even you can't recognize

I will warp your mind until you can't see

The only happiness is away from me

You are...

You are mine...

Come my love light

Shine...

Shine where only I can see

Shine on my wounds and relieve me...

Shine so that I can see

Just where to shove my knife...

Come to me...

Shine for me...

Be my light to see...

See...see how I can make you like me

See how I can hurt you

So I can see how to end you....

Love light shine for me...

Love light shine for me...

Love light shine...

Shine...

Shine...

Shine...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Picture

 

In a garden

That's where you hide

In the depths of my mind

Your face sharper than

Any drawn by man

Any camera held

Could never come near the clarity

By the one inside my head.

Your picture...

Beautiful you are to me

Tied and bound and in agony

I can see your face as if

it were only yesterday and no more

I hold you tight

You scream aloud

Beg for mercy...then you cry

I can see it all in my mind

Beg for forgiveness

Beg to forget

The evil time that you left...

You know you are mine

There is no one else

No one to make you feel the way you felt

My arms are the only ones to hold you so well

To lock around you so tight

My hands the only ones ever to rise

To mar and bruise your pretty face

My mouth the only to lower your eyes

To strip your pride

To make you cry

You make up the pictures in my mind

You alone or with me beside

Can't you see?

Don't you recognize?

I am your future

I am your past

I am the only thing for you that will last

Will I set you free?

Never.

You see, you are all that is real to me.