Poemz Written By Friendz

Quiet Desperation.... I sit in darkness. Being alone with my thoughts, Is sometimes too difficult to handle. My friends say they are here for me, But I fear they can never be "here". For "here" is where I truly am, And "here" is where I wish to stay For "here" is where I am free, Free from persecution, Free from harassment, Free to grow on my own, With out the prying eyes of my peers Soon they are rushing in Changing me For the better For the worse As I sit here I think of future times And times that have long since past I think of times happening now That the force of my social virginity Has robbed me of. I sit in quiet desperation, Screaming for help, But no one heeds my call And I sit here Screaming. Bryan L. 99' The Day I Died... I scream my pain out in the middle of nowhere Echoing into the sunset Sitting alone and I stare Into the night sky And I wonder why I feel this way When I cry here today. My face shines off the lake. At my reflection, I cry. And I ask myself Why did I have to die? I left the world behind me. Because I am someone I wanted noone to see. As I walk, I look back My eyes close and my body cracks. Pain embraces me. Tears fill my eyes. Clutching my face, I think Why did I leave my place? Now I walk into the middle of nowhere. My soul is tied And I still don't know why I died. Mia C. 99' Alone in Heaven... My soul is walking in Heaven. My soul is standing next to God face to face. My body is crying looking down on this place. My eyes are watching as God walks away. Too late for me to tell Him. Too late for me to touch Him, Because He's gone. I can't run after Him, Because it's been so long. My soul is standing in Heaven. My soul is standing alone in this place. My tears are singing the songs of my heart. Everyone's laughing watching me fall apart. My soul is running through Heaven. My soul is running through the clouds to this place. My heart is breaking because He looked away. Where will I go now if I can't go to Him? Where will I sit now if not next to Him? Now I'm running all alone in Heaven. Now I'm just waiting for Him to take me. But I'll keep running because He looked away. Mia C. 99' Questions... I ask myself why I should keep going, Even through all the pain knowing, That I am going to die anyway? I see people who look so free, And I ask myself if they know what has happened to me, How can I be happy too? Then one day my point of view changed, My life was rearanged, You see I fell in love. When I met him that day, "I love you" was all I wanted to say, And now all of my questions have been answered. I was put here to be with this guy, And this is the reason why, I will never be sad again! So everyone who finds themselves asking why, Your love will soon come by, And your life will never be empty again! MaryBeth V. 99' You.... I can't take it no more I gotta let you know You're a damn bitch Stop flauntin' Letting it show You aint what you say Your words aint true It's all bullshit Just like you You play like a fool More or less like a hoe Not my friend But my enemy My foe. Tamika Lost Dreams... Once upon a time In a cold cold world I see me But no diamonds or pearls No rings of gold No dreams to hold Nothin because I'm Livin' the real world Goals and fantasies Can be made But its too much work For a day that will Only fade away. Tamika If... If i asked you for a helping hand Would you help me out Or turn me down? If i taught you how to be true Would you teach others Or keep it only for you? If i were you tell you, you were wrong Would you change for me Or keep lyin' for long? If I dare show how I groove Would you move away? Or would you move too Would you answer true? Or would you lie to me Like I should lie to you ~Tamika The following 4 line poem was written in my english class. For some reason I really like it so I decided to post it. Temptation... I have a gun, But I am not to blame, So I feel no shame, Just, temptation. Untitled Never say I love you If you really dont care Never talk about feelings If they arent really there Never hold my hand If you are going to break my heart Never say you are going to If you dont plan to start Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie Never say hello If you really mean good bye If you really mean forever Then say you will try Never say forever If its only a lie ~Anonymous