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Sun And Moon .. Life And Death .. Happiness And Sadness .. Betrayal And Loyalty .. Honor And Dishonor .. Days And Nights .. Feelings And Emotions .. Nature .. Creatures .. Living Things .. And Dead Things .. All Existed Into Such A Thing Called Life ..

After Life .. Beyond Life .. Is Death The End Of Life ?

Or It Is A Beginning To Another Kind Of Life !

I Wrote Some Poems .. And I Would Like To Share It With The Ones Who Are Concerned ..

Though I Have Released  About Thirteen Of Poems Though I Would Like To Share What I Wrote With My Friends ..I Hope You Will Like Reading Them ..And Like Them As Well .. 

And Here We Goes .

* The Darkest Gift.*

* Dawn Of Eternal Faith.*

* Entering The Ocean Of Wonders.*

* Such Feelings.*

* Through The Path Of Darkness.*

* Searching For The Key.*

* Heaven Sweet Heaven.*

* Silk Path Of Light.*

* Eternal Smile Will Live Forever.*

* For My Dear Angel.*

* As I Walk Away I Lose The Way *

* Velvet Rain *

* The Chair *

* Finally Freedom *

 

 

The Darkest Gift

It Is A Night Of Dark Desire,

A Song Of Ethereal Pain,

Wolves Vent Their Howls,

The Thirsting One Awakes,

Darkness Shrouds Her Brooding Form,

An Everlasting Wanting .

Her Midnight Hair Cascades Over Fragile Milk-White Shoulders ,

And Her Full Blood Red Lips  Part Slightly,

To Taste The Blood Streaming From Her Pale Flesh Beneath Her .

Now A Night Of Ecstasy , I Hunger.

Dawn Of Eternal Faith

Little Light Can Let The Sky

Little Faith Can Make The Dawn Away

Deep Within The Equal Nights

Lies Pure Dark Of Shadows

Around The Mirrors Of The Reality

We See The Reflections Of The New Sun

Where The Sunshine Covers The Earth

Where The Other side Of The Dark World Lives

O, So Cruel Life ..

See The Babies Born, See The People Die..

See The Ones Happy , See The Others Sad  ..

See The Ones Laughing , See The Others Cry ..

See The Time Passes , See Us Try ..

Feel The Warm Days , While You Feel The Cold Nights ..

Touch The Ice Once , While You Touch The Fire Thrice ..

Time Rolled And Minutes Go .. But Lots Of Things Remains And Grow ..

Scars Of Deep Wounds , Sadness Of Lost Faith ,

Wonders ; Can What We Lost Once Be Back Again ?

How I Grieve To Taste Your Scent , How I Need To Feel Thy Dry Lips ..

Do What ever You Wish ..

But The Time Will Come .. To Make My Wish ..

See The Stars Dancing For The Moon , We Ask Why Is There Any Gloom ?

With The Rest Of The Life You Keep Smile ,

Someday It Will Come , And Remove The Cry ..

Peace Upon Me And Upon My Soul .. Life Is Such Minutes So Don’t Let Them Go .. 

Entering The Ocean Of Wonders

The Pale Eyes Lays Within The Stone

While The Dark Moonlight Hides Beneath The Black Dawn

Looking At The Stars To Find The Hence Of Life

Looking At The Skies Finding The Wise Of Death

Sharing The Life And Death Into One Body

The Sorrow And Happiness Are Still At One Heart

Questions Arrived With A New Form

Why We Can’t Leave With Just Happiness?

Why We Can’t Leave With Such A Smile?

Is It Our Destiny To Be Lost Forever?

Is It The Destiny Who Increases The Dark?

Some Answers Are Into Our Souls

NO. It is just we Who Are Weak Cause We Are Humans

Thinking Of It Days And Months, Seconds And Hours.

Will We Have The Good Days?

Can We Get The Moment Of Joy?

Question Goes And Wonders Comes For We Are Seeking Answers.

And Who Seeks Shall Wait. For The Life Is Just A Hard Game To Play

Holding The Soul By Our Bodies Is A Great Thing To Have

But Being Sorry For All Those Creatures Who Don’t Understand That

For Our Words Are Few To Explain While Our Hearts Are Drowned Into The Sorrow

Lay Down Your Body And Rest In Peace

Because Someday You Will Know The Answers.

Such Feelings

Cold And Warm As The Dropped Tears ..

A Time When They Falls They Were Warm ..

Wait Them Until They Are On The Face , You Touch Them So Cold ..

Dry Upon The Face , To Draw Such A Scene That We Never See ..

Is It Warm Feelings Causes Those Tears ?
Or , Is It Just This Life Who Caused Them ?

We Dreams And Our Dreams Are Of Heavens ..

We Steel The Time To Have Such Happiness ..

Why We Are Not Allowed To Have This Time As Our Right !?

Are We Betrayed By Life ?
Are We Those Hateful Creatures That Deserves Only ….. … ..

Death Strikes us In Everywhere, We Saw That Mankind Is Falling ..

Are We Falling !?
Cradles Of Babies Are Made , New Rooms Of Life Has Been Created ..

While An Old Tomb Can Have Another Bodies ..

And We Still Say And Call .. LIFE ..

Life Goes On , Without Waiting ..

Life Goes On, As The Stone ..

Have No Heart , Have No Tears ..

Just To Hit And Then We Disappears ..

We Take A Breathe Of This Air ,

We Hold The Tears Of  The Unfair ,

We Look Into The Souls , And We Are Just Don’t Dare ..

Cause Of What They Carries Are Going Up stair ..

Devoting , Struggling , Holding , Fighting … For What ? For What ?

For Life ????

For Yourself ???
Until When ?!
Until What ?

The One Advice That Can Give Us Aim Is ,

We Fight For What It Deserves ..

For Tomorrow Will Be No Longer Exist , But Believe And Hope ..

Then Tomorrow Can Bring Something Make You Glad As It Is Once Brought To You Sadness …

 

THROUGH THE PATH OF LIGHT

Going With The High Thoughts Of The Dark

Drowning Into The Sins Park

Lost Between The Paths

Which Way To Choose !?

Which Road To Take !?

Which Path To Have !?

All Wonders And Lost Between The Dark Choices

Cannot Find My Light To Be Lead To My Way …

I Searched .. I Looked … I Heard …

While I Am Walking To The Nowhere ..

Leaded By Black Doors That Only Opened ..

Too Many Black Doors That I Must Choose One ..

But ..

Suddenly …

A Feeling By Me Went Outside Of Me ..

A Light From My Soul Went Far From .. Drawing A Line To Be Followed …

I went Following The Light Following without Knowing ..

I Started To Believe That Light ..

I Walked Without Fear .. Without Doubt My Soul Forced Me ..

To Be Awaken To Be ME ..

I Believed That Light I Smiles After I Cried ..

I Lay My Body After I Walked ..

I Rested After I Suffered ..

It Is All Was Within A Second Of  Sadness That Then Felt ME The Happiness ..

And Turned Me To Just A Happy Creature ..

That Even Myself Didn’t Know That Creature ..

And It Was All From YOU ..

And Only YOU ..

My Dear Soul ..

My Fate ..

My Gate ..

 

Searching For The Key

Traveling To See The Light …

Searching For The Sun To Have The Sight….

Keeping The Hope In Front Of My Eyes..

Releasing Pains By Holding The Cries..

For That The Life Is such A tries …

Where Is The Place To Have The Sights?

I Am Asking Myself.. Where is The Place That I Will See The Light?

Where Is The Place That I Will Never See The Fight?

My Life ! Hug Me Tight .. For That I am Cold From These Shed Rights.

Struggling Without Reaching.. Suffering Without Finding..

Hope, Is Just A Key. For That Life Is Holding Us For Being Free.

Leave The Thoughts And Start To Believe..

That We Are Few Into This Life To Do.

Never Give Up To Seek The Hope Cause Hope Can Only Find In You.

I Have Waved For The Life For Many Times Leaving Myself Into These Crimes..

But The Life Don’t Deserve Our Cry Cause We Are Carrying Within The Time.

Spread Your Tears To Release The Pain Cause Someday You Will Feel The Joy.

Searching Deeply Into My Heart For What Is The Reason for us To Stay?

Finding The Answers Into My Faith For That We Shall Live To Be.

To Be Ourselves That We Are Looking For Them To Have.

Using The Faith Is The Key For The Hope..

While The Pains And The Suffers Laying Deep within The Souls.

We Are What We Are Because We Wanted To Be As We Are.

Our Souls Shall Be Always Here.

For That It Will Never Be Lost In This World..

Heaven Sweet Heaven

Lay Me Down On The Green Ground ..

Feel Me Going Down And Down ..

See The Grass Over Pass My Cheeks ..

Looks At The Smile That Drown My Lips With ..

Caress My Hair With Your Sweetest Hands ..

Poke My Body To Make Me Feel Alive ..

Hear The Winds Touching Your Heart ..

Feel My Hand Passing Onto Yours ..

Dream Of Me As I Used To Be ..

Life Is us While us Are The Life ..

Live With Me Dear .. Between Those Woods ..

Live With Me Dear Between Those Natural Calls ..

Live With Me Dear Even In My Thoughts ..

Smiling At My Face .. That I Sense Heaven Is Near ..

Happiness We Do Have ..as We Know What Is It Means ..

Live For Me .. As I Will Live For You ..

See Me As I See You ..

You Are My Angel Of This Demented Earth ..

You Are My Pure Light That Lit My Unholy Ways ..

Spread Your Coat Of Angels .. To Make It Draw My Path ..

Smile To My Ways .. To Make It More Relaxed ..

Feed Me From Your Hands .. To Make Me Combined To Your Light …

Touch My Soul .. To Live With Me Into Our Heaven ..

Life Never Forever Last .. While I Will Forever Be Yours ..

Heal Me With Your Hands .. For The Deep Itched Wounds ..

Heal Me From The Poisons Of Life That Has Spread Into My Body ..

Believe In That You Are My Only Cure ..

Believe That We Have Made To Be Together ..

Believe That We Are Together ..

Believe That We Will Be Together ..

We Are As One .. And That One IS We ..

*****

My Whole Life Is You ..

Live With Me Until We Die ..

Then Allah Will Make us Together Again ..

Into The Heaven That We Deserve ..

Wish With Me Until We Meet ..

Because That Time Allah Will Bless us So Deep ..

Hear My Words ..

Feel My Sense ..

Grow Your Love ..

Forget The Hate ..

For That Time Will Soon Come Upon us ..

That Time Will Come To Say ..

“Come My Children You Are Now Purely FREE”

Lay Me Down On The Ground ..

Let Me Put My Head On Your Knee ..

Make It My Pillow To Sleep ..

To Make Me Dream Of You .. Once Again ..

And Again .. And Again .. And Again ..

For That Dream Is My Reality ..

 

Silk Path Of Light

Beside The Trees , You Feel Me ..

Beneath The Skies , You Touch Me ..

Under The Moonlight , You Hear Me ..

Beyond The Sea , You Watch Me ..

Me Is Drowning Into You ..

Me Felt The Love That Never Fade By You..

Me Is Keeping Remembering The Nice Scent Of You ..

Me Just Lost Into Your Lovely Love .. By You ..

Dream Of Me As I Will Forever Do ..

Feel Me As I Will Ever Feel You ..

See My Path As I am Seeing You ..

That Path That We Will Walk Through ..

Hand In Hand , Side By Side ,

We Are Embracing The Path Of Light

That Path That Grows To Lead us Both

To The Way That We Have Chosen ..

Forever Looking Forward ,

Without Crying At The Past ..

Dear , Warm Me By Your Love ..

Hear My Hearts Echoes Whispering Your Name ..

Creat The Lake Of Light .. Plant The Tree Of Faith

Within My Deep Soul .. To Have All The Light ..

Touch My Soul By Your Emotions Of Love ..

Grab My Heart With Your Soft Words ..

Catch The Smile By Your Gentle Lips ..

Hear My Heart Songs For You ..

Because My Heart Will Never Throw You ..

Seal My Wounds With Your Hands ..

For They Will Never Bleed The Blood Through .

I Will Live For You .. So You Live For ME ..

Because Without You …. Me Will Fade Away ..

Away … Away ..

*******

Eternal Smile Will Live Forever ….

Speak To Me As You Know Me ..

Hear Me .. As I Am Always Near ..

Heal My Wounds Of This Damned Earth ..

For That The Touches Of  Words Can Heal My Wounds ..

Pick My Feelings up .. While My Soul Were Always Down ..

Blaming Me For Why I Exist ?

I Exist For Making My Friends Smiles ..

That Smile Can Live With Them Forever And Ever ..

I’M Not An Angel .. Neither a Sorcerer ..

I’M Just A One That Treasures FRIENDS ..

That They Means Too Much .. Even For I Shall Bleed For Them ..

Sensing Me !!! For What ?? You Need To Heal Me …

I Know For Sure That It Is The Meaning Of Your Friendship ..

As I Will Do The Same For You ..

When You Need My Stand ..

You Will Find ME .. Near .. Showing You The Path ..

Drifting You From The Dark ..

Picking You High To The Sky ..

Revolving The Sins Out … To Vanish The Sorrow ..

That Some Day Will Pass .. And Go .. Forever ..

Keep Seeing The Smile Forever ..

Because My Smile .. Our Smile ..

SHALL BE LAST FOREVER AND EVER .. AND EVER ..

For My Dear Angel

Say The Words Of My Soul

Hear The Songs Of My Heart

Feel My Warm Hands Upon The Grass

Laying My Body On The Floor

Seeing The Sky With The Yearning Eyes

Looking At The Cloud How It Is Apart

And How It Can Be Together As One Part

With Few Minutes Gathered To Be One Large

Still Looking Up There, Touching The Wind

Blows Upon My Dry Face,

So Closed My Eyes And Stayed

Healing Myself With Nature And Said

“Waiting For You My Dear Sun”

And So Opened My Eyes For The New View

To Find Myself Alone Without Crew

Though Took A Breath And Looked At The Sky Face

To See Some Sort Of Light Coming Like The Trace

Shocked Still But Awaken Myself

“Is That True Or Just Fake Sense!?”

Keep My Looks And Forever I Will

For This Miracle Is Not Just A Shocking Bell

Though That Light Came Closer And Closer

Near Me She Stayed, To Make Me See Her

With My Full View Of My Eyes

 “O, My Dear Angel Is It You”

Smiles With Patient Looking At The Face

With An Calm Warm Answer She Said

“Yes, My Life Is For You”

Could Not Believe What Have I Seen

So Hit Myself To Feel It Is True

Kept Silenced And Stayed Shocked

Waiting For A Sign To Have A Start

Just Kept My Smile For My Fallen Angel

For I Realized That There Is An Angel For My Exist

Dear Dear Angel Keep Yourself Near Me

And Be My Guardian Angel

As I Walk Away .. I Lose The Way ..

 

Dreaming Into My Visions .. Closing My Eyes With Water Spray ..

Touching My Body That Is Laid On A Sand Made As A Tray ..

Thinking Of Humanity From What It Has Made?

I Have Only One Answer They Are From Clay ..

Is It Destiny To Roll .. Or Humanity To Pay ..

Nay ..

Hear What The Truth Will Say ..

Hey ..

The Truth Says” Not You The Human Is In flay ..But It Is The Truth That Will Make You Frey”
Am I Still Dreaming Or Is It Another Joke Like The Echo In A Brae?

Back To Where I Have Been Wondering My Soul And Nothing To Slay ..

Just Picked My Sword Of Knowledge And Strike Them Away ..

One By One They Have Been Made To Be Fey ..

No Wonders .. No Scars .. Just Live With Them As You Are In A Bay ..

I Don’t Say Obey …

I Just Say Stay ..

Think ..

And Lay Your Head As It Must Be Laid ..

Just Know The Truth That Will Never Fade ..

Carry The Answers On An Old Dray ..

Drag Your Soul Forever Beyond ..

Know That Light Of Wisdom Pass As The Strikes Of Ray ..

Don’t Give Yourself As An Easy Prey ..

Just Be Yourself As It Needs To Keep Your Stay ..

To Make You Alive And Not To Sway ..

Hold Your Dishes On A Tray ..

Keep Them Safe To Not Make Them Fall And Fade To Gray ..

Do You Feel Its Weigh?

Or The Betray Of Your Strength Have Made You Fall And Then To Fray ..

Hold Your Bag And Go To Play .. It Is Better For You Than Here To Stay ..

The Truth Again Says “My Son Don’t Ever Lose The Way Nor Let Yourself To Be A Stray .. Just Go In Your Road .. And Fight Without Delay .. For Time Is In Roll .. Never Miss It In Anyway”

I Heard The Voice Couldn’t Believe My Day ..

How It Went And How It Stay ..

And In A Time Of Sudden .. I Heard A Bray ..

It Just Has Come To Make Me Awake ..

From Those Deadly Thoughts That Made Me Fey ..

I Looked At The Sky .. It Was All Gray ..

Needing To Cry .. All In Silence And Pain ..

I Tried To Ignore .. Being Away ..

And Again I Hold Myself .. And walked Beside the Quay Saying “Life Is Precious Don’t Make It Fade Away”.

 

 

Velvet Rain

 

The Rain Will Fall Again .. And Wash All The Pain ..

Drop By Drop .. The Pain Will Never Remain ..

And The Sun Will Rise .. In The Blue Virgin Skies ..

We Have The Right To Be In Fain .. And Leave The Sadness In It’s Lane ..

Never Cry .. Please Don’t Complain ..

For The New Sun Of Tomorrow Will Rise Again ..

Smile For Life Without Any Bane ..

Just Ignore It With No Such Return ..

And Now Lets Come To My Reign ..

Where I Shall Confess All In Plain ..

The Truth Of Me And You That Is Like A Twain ..

That Is Never Built To Be Ruined .. Nor To Be Drained ..

To Start From My Fain And What I Gain ..

In Many Situations That I Need To Explain ..

For You My Life .. And My Main Vein ..

You My Laughter That Will Never Wane …

You My Brain And My All Sane ..

How I Loved You .. I Am Just In Retain ..

With What I Carry As The Train ..

For This Truth Love That Made Me Insane ..

I Would Love To Mention What I Gain ..

***

Once I Fall  .. I Find Your Arms To Pick Me Up Like The Strong Crane ..

Once I Fall .. And Have A Sprain,

You Are There To Erase The Pain ..

Once I Fall .. And Felt In Vain ..

You Are There To Be My Brain ..

Once My Strength Fade And Went To Drain,

You Are There Giving Me The Sane ..

Once I Fall .. And Hurted To Have A Bloody Stain,

You Are There  .. To Lick The Pain ..

My Velvet Rain ..

My Soul And My Twain ..

My Pure Heart And My Forever Swain ..

This Love In Us Meaningfully Attained ..

We Have Been In Feign ..

That We Are In Pain ..

And The Happiness That We Saw .. Was In Wane ..

But ..

We Were Mistaken .. It Wasn’t Pain,

Nor Happiness In Wane ..

It Was The Beginning Of The Velvet Rain .

With What It Carries From Love And Fain ..

Now My Swain ..

Let Me Be Your Chain ..

Let Me Be Your Freedom In The Arcane Lane ..

Let Me Be Your Plane ..

Let Me Be Your Rain ..

That Will Carry You Away From All The Pain ..

And Wash You All Like The Water Washing The Fountain ..

And Now .. Without Explain ..

Live Your Life Without Complain ..

For What We Have Is Huger Than Rain ..

For What We Have Is More Than Blood Into The Veins ..

For What We Have Is More Than Treasures In Trains ..

Make With Me Our Own Strain ..

Once We Lived .. It Will Last Forever Planting The Rain Thhrough Every Twin And Twain ..

Know That I Love You Forever .. My Sweet Velvet Rain..

 

The Chair

 

She Was Sitting There ..

In Front Of A Stair ..

On An Old Rotting Chair ..

She Was Wearing .. A Tiny Little Wear ..

Laying Her Head Down Trying To Bear ..

The Sadness She Has Inside .. That Made Her Swear ..

She Tried To Sleep And Then To Snare ..

But No Way .. All Nightmares Are Following Her ..

That Made Her Prayers Into Deep Deep Scare ..

Look At Her Hands Skin .. All In Pare ..

While Her Body All Turned To Pale ..

And Nobody Is There To Lend Her Anything Fair ..

Just She Has To Live Alone .. In That Spare ..

Still Asking At The Time .. When She Will Die And Where ?

She Spent All Her Years Sitting There ..

Just Waiting Her Time .. And Being Aware ..

Always Trying To Compare ..

This Life And What Will Be At The End Of Her ..

Will The Life Be Her Heir ?

Or The Worms Of Earth Will Be Her Affair ..

She Is So Much Down .. Being In Despair ..

Needing The End To Set Her Free For Her Prayers ..

For Her Blare ..

She Must Be Prepared ..

To Travel In Her Eternal Fare ..

Where Eternity Of The New Dress Will Care ..

For Her..

 And Eternally Make Her Live In A White Pure Life Of Fair ..

She Will Not Care , No More , No She Must Share ..

Her Soul With The One Who Share ..

Death .. That Will Make Her Dare ..

To Have The Right Without Any Kind Of Scare ..

Nothing Can Be Done To Repair ..

Just All Watches In The Eyes .. And Stare ..

At Her Dead Pale Body .. While Her Eyes Like A Flare ..

Just In A Glare ..

Staring At The Sky .. And Blur ..

Blur .. Blur ..

Falling Down .. Hands Giving Up In Air ..

Slowly Striked .. With A Sudden Hit ..

With Tears Fell ..

And Heart Torn ..

This Is The End ..

And The One Thing Remain ..

Is The Chair .

Sitting Alone In There ..

Having One Piece From Her Hair ..

Making Him Worm .. Crying Onto A One Who Once Shared ..

With Him .. Even A Sit .. Making It Wet ..

And Then She Just Left ..

And Left For Him This Reminding Hair..

For Him To Hold Her ..

And With Her To Hold Him Bare ..

Peace Onto Her Soul .. And Theirs ..

Who Were Watching Her Dying .. Without Care ..

Gone With A Vision Of Blur ..

And Ended With Such A Lonely Chair ..

 

Finally .. Freedom ..

 

Sitting There Wondering When I Would Die ..

Under A Pale Moon, Into A Well Dressed Sky ..

Asking Myself, How Or When And Why?
I Would Die ..

Knowing Nothing Than To Cry ..

To Cry Out Loud Without Those Tears To Dry ..

Just Making A Deep Sighs ..

Wishing To Be Light And Fly ..

Fly So High ..

Am Now Laying Down ..

With A Blur Visions Looking Up To The Sky ..

Trying To Speak With A Farewell Or A One Last Goodbye ..

But The Eyes Are Filled With Tears, Without Being Dry ..

And The Sound Is Like A High Cry ..

Feeling A Sweet Pain Through My Muscles And Veins ..

It Is The Release Of This Peaceful Lie ..

Without Asking Now .. Why!

It Is Just Visions From Up So High ..

 That I Should Never Deny ..

It Is Time .. It Is Time ..

Time For Me To Die ..

And Leave This Earth And Live In The Sky ..

Live So High .. Rather To Live In A Stay ..

Sweet Death Hold Me Tight To You, As Your Tie ..

And Don’t Leave Me Here On Earth Being Fried ..

Just You And I .. Just You And I ..

Make My Flesh As The Earth’s Ply ..

And My Soul Always Yours And Nearby ..

I Have Never Lived As A Sly ..

So Let Me Close My Eyes And Die ..

Let Me Die With A Smile ..

Rather To Die With A Cry ..

I Would Never Defy ..

I Will Not Deny ..

That I Have Been Waiting For You .. For Me To Untie ..

Untie Me From This Low Life That Is Filled With Lies ..

That I Have Been Faked By ..

Sweet Pain .. Please Lend Me Your Supply ..

And Ask Me Whatever You Want .. And I Will Reply .

Just Don’t Look At Me As A Wry ..

Just Let Me Be With You As An Ally ..

And Hear My Sighs .. Please Hear My Sighs ..

I Must Now Close My Eyes And Die ..

With A One Last Goodbye ..

To This Cruel World And Thy ..

Now My Hands Be Not Mine ..

Spread Yourselves As Wings .. It’s Time To Fly ..

My All We Should Comply ..

This Freedom Is Now Mine ..

Peace Upon You My World .. My World Of Lies. .

Time For Me To Join My Allies ..

Just To Close Now My Eyes ..

Without Weeping .. Without Cries ..

Just To Lay Down .. And Die ..

Die .. die ……………..