Hmm...
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Evanescence "You"
Well, today started off pretty good. Lastnight put me in a good mood and I was happy all day in school too. The fact that we had a 2 hr. delay probably helped with that but something has been bugging me lately. It seems like lately, a lot of my friends have been into the whole "smoking pot" thing. And it seems like one person in general got them started on this. It pisses me off that they just gave in because "Everyone else does". I really see no point in getting stoned. It does nothing but mess you up. So why does everyone do it? I can't help but be annoyed with this person because I think he is the reason two of my good friends started this retarded shit. And yes, I realize it's not just his fault. It was their bad judgement too. I just wish they would stop and think about what that crap can do to them. I'm sure none of them really will realize this until something bad happens because of it.. and by then, it may be too late. I just wish they'd come up with something else to do with their time. And besides, it's illegal, so why bother? But that's just me. Never done (illegal) drugs and I don't plan on it either. And you know what's funny? I just realized this week is Red Ribbon Week... Weird..

I'm bored...
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria "Three Evils"
Man, I'm so bored. Jess and I had fun today though. Jake freakin' scared the crap out of us this morning though. Comes in and shoves the door open at 1:30 in the morning. Lol. So he was over here for awhile and then after he left, we went up to my room and watched The Butterfly Effect. It was a good movie, but I'm wussy and kept asking Jess "Oh god, what's going to happen?.." I actually had some funky dreams because of it too, but I can hardly remember them anymore. Jess and I ended up staying up until 6 am then, and we woke up at 1 or so. That was fun. OH YEAH. This afternoon A Tigger Movie was on and we watched some of that. It was funny because Jess and I both cried at one part. Heh, we're weird like that.. We did that once at her house too while watching The Lion King. When Mufasa died. Lol. Ohhh well. I think that's about enough for tonight.

Wheee..
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Our Lady Peace "Clumsy"
Hey everyone. What's goin' on? Not too much here. I have a friend over. We took some silly pics which I may put on my picturetrail sometime. But I doubt it so don't get your hopes up. :P Not like anyone actually visits it anyway.. Heh. But ANYWAY. As you may have noticed, I have two new links on here and if you see this you HAVE to check them out. I'm helping spread the word of my friend Will's band Lucky Omen. They rock my socks. :)They also have a downloadable song on purevolume which you should also check out. Well, that's all for now. Back to annoying Jeremy with our stupidness. Lol. Later!

<3, Alicia and Jess

Blah...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Fenix TX "Tearjerker"
Hey everyone. I'm bored out of my mind right now.. I was messing with this doll I made on www.thedollpalace.com which is one of my links. If you're creative, you should check it out. I made a Candybar doll. It's pretty nifty if I do say so myself. I'll try and get it on here sooner or later. I also updated my Picturetrail. There's three new pics on it, and they were taken earlier today. If you wanna see, look in my links. Well.. This is all I can think of to say so... Bye.

Ugh.
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Greenday "Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
Alright. I'm a freakin' wreck. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick and tired of being so upset all the time. I need to do SOMETHING. I get upset now over the stupidest, littlest things. And I need to quit. I'm treating my family like shit, and half the time they don't deserve it (or maybe some of them do). I hide all my feelings at school pretty much and then when I get home, I just blow up.. I can't help it. Some people just make me feel so damn unwanted and I don't want to yell at them because I want them to continue liking me and not hate my damn guts. I should just give up. But I don't want to and that's so stupid of me. I can't stay sad forever. I need to lighten up, and I will, eventually. I know there's people out there that DO care about me and I need to give them more gratitude. I'm trying.. Just give me time. Sorry if this all doesn't make much sense. I was rambling on about everything and changing subjects a lot. Oh well. You guys get the point.

Hmm..
Now Playing: Story Of The Year "In The Shadows"
"In the shadows of our life, we can fall into the night unscarred. In the shadows of our life, we can never let it go this far. Somehow my words, rendered useless. Still I'll pull my lips down to my chest. Just to show you, how my jaw is, tired from waiting to say, the things that you should hear..."

I love this song.. It reminds me of stuff.. I don't know. I was having an okay day today until not too long ago. I get the feeling I come off as annoying to some people, and then, some people are just plain stupid, and so blind.. And it pisses me off. But I'll get over it.

Well, I'm finally done with Landscaping, and it's off to Psychology.(spelling) I don't think I'll like that class too much, but I should still have a decent day tomorrow. It'll be our last day this week because of Fall Break, yay. As far as I know I don't have plans for Thursday either so I might have to come up with something. But alrighty, I think I've done enough rambling now. Later.

Almost the end of the first 9 weeks. Yay!
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Sum 41 "Still Waiting"
Yep, tomorrow is our last day of the first 9 weeks. NO MORE LANDSCAPING. I hate that class. Actually, it was kind of fun, but there were too many projects and not enough time.. But anyway.. I had a pretty good day today. I think I did pretty good on my finals and if I did ok on my English exam, I should be on the honor roll. Woot. On the other hand, one of my friends is completely ignoring all of us and it's really pissing me off. I guess I should be worried or something but why, when I didn't do a thing to make her mad?.. Oh well..

Well, as far as my site goes, I got the link thingy fixed, actually a friend did for me, and I had this up before, but I forgot to mention it. I now have a guestbook. Sign it, pretty please. :)

Getting the hang of things...
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: Amber Pacific "Here We Stand"
I tried getting a few things updated such as my profile and then I tried to mess with my links and that's where I ran into trouble. The thing that really bugs me is that I'm probably missing something stupid that anyone else would have been able to figure out right away. If you don't know me, let me tell you, I'm a ditz.

But anyway, I suppose I'll let anyone who cares to read this about what's been going on lately. I've been having sort of a down time for the past month or two, but I think things are finally starting to look up. I owe a LOT of thanks to all the people who have helped me out through my rough times and I'm glad I've got such awesome friends. There's way too many to name, but they know who they are.

Alrighty, it's 2 am so I think I'm going to head off to bed. (Ha, I rhymed)

My New Site!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Matchbook Romance "If All Else Fails"
Yay, I finally (sort of) got the hang of this Angelfire junk. My Geocities crashed on me so I gave up on that and decided to try this.. it'll be slow for awhile since I'm still figuring things out, but I'll get it eventually. Heh.