Just once I wish that they could see what happens when a thought is killed and how it affects my memory I'm not as skilled as people who build a fictitious account of history The ones who start the rumors now are the ones who seem to make it later but I fail to understand how a lone crusader grows to cater to the needs of those who call There's people on the streets in fear some are victimized baby boomers going over the hill in second gear dodging tumors, they should start rumors if that's what it takes to get people to hear Don't tell me about what you bought today it really doesn't interest me what do you think I can possibly say when I'm forced to get hand-me-down things for free I hope you find it in your heart to give me my own space It was around Christmas time when I wrote this. I didn't write it all at once. The last stanza was added probably a few weeks after the rest. I'm not sure if it should be there or not.