i...i despise these times
why must you do this
to me?
you know how i feel
you know how it hurts
i work so hard...i work so hard
to please you
to see you smile
but not this smile
not this way
it's not supposed to be this way
you're not supposed to be this way
and you know it
stop hurting me
please, please stop hurting me
stop smiling at me like that
i want to fall down
and die.