blood dripping badge of suicide awarded for your national pride everynight that girl gets broken and these are not your children

i'm a loser (and i wanna die) mother showed me(showed me how to cry) father's pride (made me wanna die) now all i want (is suicide)

endless days are minutes away fly by strays, look away father's hand and mother's side every night you pray to decide

sometimes i sit and think if i could commit suicide but why (why) is suicide on my mind