mY wRiTiNg
as i watched him from across the room,
i knew it was love at first sight.
he walked over to me and i almost melted,
though i was able to hold on tight.
his eyes twinkled and he gave me a grin,
he knew what was running through my head.
with my arms wrapped around him i was in pure heaven,
and no words were left to be said.
i daydreamed about the day he would hold me in his arms,
and tell me he loved me too.
i wished he was mine and that this moment would never end,
though he had not a single clue.
soon it was over, and i could barely speak,
i didnt want him to walk away.
but i knew the time had come, once the song came to an end,
and a smile was all i could say.
-Sarah
Written Oct. '98
you wipe away my tears,
you were always so strong.
I want to take back what I did,
because I know I was wrong.
hugging me so tightly,
nothing can pull us away.
the love that I feel,
will last forever and a day.
you've taught me how important,
real friendships really are.
your smile is in my heart,
whether you are near or so far.
you mean the world to me,
our past keeps us forever friends.
love is the strongest bond,
its ties us intil time ends.
~Sarah
Written 8-13-99 for Ryan
She can see the nervousness in my eyes
And I can see the pain in her smile
What happened to the years long ago
When the look in our eyes told the world we were best friends
What happened to the times spent laughing, just because
we had nothing better to do
When we look at one another now, the pain we hide isnt really
hidden
We know the big smiles are only covering up our sadness
and lonliness
We've changed too much on our own to ever change with
each other
Missing her is a thought that runs through my head only
once in a while
But when I see her standing there,
And I see her smile
I know the same thoughts are running through her head
I can't look into her eyes for more then a moment
For fear of the attachment I once felt
Once when we cried to each other I knew we had once
truly been best friends
I thought the tears meant a new opening to a friendship
But they really meant closure from an old one
We had never declared our friendship over
We just knew it was time to let go
So as we sat there crying in each others arms
It was like our final goodbye
~Sarah
Written 8-3-99
The sun is the one who leads the way
The cloud is the one who only has mean things to say
The sun makes our lives so happy and bright
The cloud makes it dreary and full of no light
The sun has a wish but thinks of others first
The cloud has a wish and if not granted he will burst
The sun is so special making our day number one
The cloud is what we fear, but he fears the sun
-Sarah
Written 3-12-97
Ready for more
Not knowing what to do
One minute so close
The next so far from you
The time lasts so long
An inseperable pair
You're standing by my side
But you're really not there
Longing for the feeling
In time it shall appear
As we cry in each others arms
Knowing parting is near
It seems as if time
Cannot bring your heart to love
Or wishing and dreaming
On a star up above
You're the one I wanted
Yet you continuesly go wrong
Save your love for someone else
And I will be strong
What are you doing?
How is this true?
I really thought for a second
I was falling in love with you
Your tears and your guilt
Make me wonder why
How you could go through
With each and every lie
I miss you already
Its been less then a day
You are so close
Yet your heart so far away
~Sarah
Written 7-11-99
Can't take back the mistakes I made,
But can get them lost in my mind,
Dont want to dig deep into my emotions,
For fear of what I might find.
Tucking away my sense of open-ness,
So I will never have to deal,
Trying to forget all I have gone through,
To make the past seem less real.
Inside I am crying and screaming,
And there is no where left to run,
Pushing my emotions away,
So my feelings are left undone
~Sarah
Written 4-12-99
you said you loved me,
you promised it was true.
how can your feelings change so quickly?
i thought you loved me too.
the hurt i went through,
from falling in a love so deep,
was the worst pain ever,
for you i could not keep.
in my heart you will always be,
no matter who i am with.
i have now proven that love at first sight,
is truly not a myth.
the times with you that i remember,
make me want to cry.
but i promised myself that our love is forever,
and i will somehow have to get by.
Sarah
Written 11-23-97
I look in the mirror, and all that i see, is a persons face filled with wonder, and that person is me.
the eyes look so sad, so filled with fright, the tears start to stream down, not wanting to see this site
the body starts to shake, and everything around just disappears, the tears keep on falling, not wanting to look back in that mirror
soon the body calms, and the tears come to an end, the eyes start to smile, the heart has now begun to mend.
Sarah
Written 11-24-97
You're my best friend, the only one who really knows me.
You're my true soulmate, for life you will always be.
We'll go off to college, live in a new little town.
But I hope you still call, to cheer me up when I'm down.
We'll have our own families, new friends and much more.
But you'll always be number one, through rich or through poor.
We'll grow old and bitter, we'll forget peoples names.
But don't worry I won't forget yours, I could never go that insane.
I will soon be gone, with a grave of my own,
And I'll make sure they carve, "I love you Emmy" in the stone.
You're my best friend, I hope that you see.
You'er my true soulmate, and forever you will be.
Sarah
Written 5-19-98 for Emmy
Missing Him
His lips touch mine.
Perfect moment.
We smile, look away, not knowing what to say.
Together is what we will be.
Perfect couple.
We laugh, I cry, we're in love, a deep sigh.
It will end soon.
Perfect breakup.
I miss him, he's gone, I'm sad, the days seem so long.
He was my first love.
Perfect feeling.
I need him, he's not there, he's gone, this I cannot bare.
I move on.
Perfect new love.
Different feeling, not the same, this new love, is all a game.
I want my perfect half.
He's missing.
I'm missing him, so I cry, but my new half is here, so slowly the days
go by.
-Sarah
Written 6-27-98
the gentle touch
of his embrace,
puts a smile across
my sad looking face
to be with him
so i will never miss,
the feeling of his lips
as we softly kiss
his eyes so beautiful
bring a twinkle to mine,
as i wish upon a star
and hope for a sign
the way i fit
into his arms just right,
makes it easier to dream
of him at night
waiting to hear
his voice speak to me,
waiting to hear him say
we are meant to be
waiting for him
to love me too,
so i can finally whisper
"I love you"
-Sarah
Written Nov.'98
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