Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
MY CHAGRINE
Spirit battered and beaten
Lifeblows bloodied her soul
She fled to my arms
Body heaving
Tears anointing my shirt with salty sorrow.
I told her
I'd hold her
Let her cry
Til she need cry no more.
To my chagrine
This just made her cry again.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
AN UNREMARKABLE MAN
Dedicated to All the Women I Have Come to Love
His stroll in the mall
Barely ripples the beauteous forms
Pooling there.
Glances dismissive and unaffected
Skip off him
Like stones skimming on a pond.
His barbaric yawp inspires not one soul,
Fires no breast with passion,
Heats no heart with love.
And so each dismissive glance,
Each imaginary slight
Is a tiny tear
In the jagged wound
Of his invisibility.
BUT
(And here's the real rub),
HER searching fingers,
HER smiling eyes,
HER healing lips
Sop his pain,
Like a surgeon's sponge.
And so he CAN be seen
After all.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
THE PAGAN
The spirit of Poem
Dwells in my shell.
He taps to get out
In my distress and woe.
When love weeps
I can feel his longing
To break out and sweep
Her into his arms.
At times a benevolent wisp,
When unleashed
He takes my fingers
And pours out my soul
Through the pen.
I love him.
Though at times I must reign in
His passion
Or he'll overpower me
And I'll be lost.
And when the plucking fingers
Of love
Slowly unveil his cell,
He surges against the bars
Clamoring for release!
Keeping me awake
With his constant howl!
He cares nothing for my conventions,
Snaps his fingers under my nose!
He is a pagan
Lost in his lust!
And when I contain him
He crouches and sulks,
Letting me write
No good thing.
And he laughs
At my fumbling fingers.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
ULURU
Embedded in the heart of man
Like Uluru--
Gargantuan,
Immovable,
Sacred--
The yearning to be free.
Looming in the heart of man,
Like Uluru--
Gigantic,
Immortal,
Sublime--
The ache for love.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
MOUNTAIN GIRL
Sweeping down my mountainside
Like a gentle wind
That ruffles the heathers,
She touches my heart.
Strolling through my flowered fields
Delicate fingers touching me
Here and there,
Like sun on the grass,
She grazes my soul.
Sitting near my gentle pond
Swirling the waters
In endless patterns of love
She bathes in my spirit:
My lovely mountain girl.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
THE SUN
The sun is a golden lover
The rays his fingers dancing
On her heated flesh.
She embraces his warmth
Holding him forever in her arms,
Kissing his lips with passion
Hot enough to rival his own.
And though at times his ardor
May dip below the horizon
Still he comes again--
Another day of love and passion.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
HER PASSION
Her passion is a desert storm
Lashing, pelting
Suddenly flooding the lowest
Most desolate places.
Yet in passing reviving
The glorious colors
Of a barren land.
Copyright © 1998 By Dwaine Estes
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