Then that dreadful morning,
They told me you had died.
I was absolutely beside myself.
I just cried... and cried... and cried.
Why didn’t you feel, you could turn to me?
Why wasn’t, I there for you?
I want you back so badly...
But now, there’s nothing I can do
How did I not see your pain,
What was going through your head?
Is there anything, I could have done
That would have prevented you from being dead?
There were so many you could talk to,
You had so many friends.
Just one little conversation
Could have made it better in the end.
You thought that no one cared
But look back at all the tears
You affected so many lives
And will for many years...
You had the most gorgeous smile...
Brighter than anyone I know
You always seemed so happy
Or was it all a show?
Were you really crying inside,
With no one to understand your pain?
But taking your life... I don’t understand
What were you hoping to gain?
Your voice was so incredible
So beautiful and strong...
And in my sad and lonely heart,
I can always hear our song...
Your eyes had a special sparkle
However, they always lied
For behind those shining, happy eyes
Was a hurting soul inside...
I’m sorry that I failed you
And that I added to your grief
I will never forgive myself,
For my soul, there is no relief...
I know that you can see me,
Watching down from up above
And with every beautiful sunset
I can feel your care and love...
That day, I join you in Heaven
I know I will see you again
But for now, I want you to know
I love and miss you... Dan.
