..:::you gave me sorrow::..

//right now::


//date: tuesday, april 18, oo
//time: 10:44 pm
//weather: chilly
//feeling: tired, annoyed, dizzy, frustrated, lonely
//listening to::
band: madonna
cd: bedtime stories
song: sanctuary
//most recent thing read: blah dont remember
//tv show/movie last watched: tom green
//desire of the moment: sleep
//last ate: tomatoe
//song of the moment: every you every me::placebo
//thinking: i cant believe i forgot my fucking homework. errrggggg i hate school.
//word of the moment: caffeine fix
//obssession of the moment: coffee
//on my to do list::
1)get my swimming shit together
2)shaveee
3)get my other shit together + find something to wear tomorrow
//anticipation: sleep!!! ive actually been WANTING to sleep lately
//last thing i bought: bracelets + doritoes
//wearing: pajamas
//eating/drinking: coffee


//date: tuesday, march 28, oo
//time: 8:31 pm
//weather: cold + moist
//feeling: lonely, bored, tired, emotional
//listening to::
band: switchblade symphony
cd: the three calamities
song: fear
//most recent thing read: an article in school
//tv show/movie last watched: a special on the band poison
//desire of the moment: to do something, im not sure what, something though...
//last ate: tomatoe
//song of the moment: cult- skinny puppy
//thinking: i have to do my homework.. i have to..
//word of the moment: transparent
//obssession of the moment: skribbling down random things
//on my to do list::
1)get my pop
2)homework
3)try to straighten some stuff out..
//anticipation: sleep..
//last thing i bought: um yesterday i bought a corset... oh yeah.. today i bought juice + a bagel at school
//wearing: jeans, a pink fishnet shirt, a black tee that says "boys are great, every girl should own one", a pink spiked collar, knee high socks


//date: monday, march 20, oo
//time: 9:o7 p.m
//weather: cold + wet
//feeling: lonely, bored
//listening to::
band: atari teenage riot
cd: burn, berlin, burn
song: death star
//most recent thing read: an IM..
//tv show/movie last watched: the box
//desire of the moment: my pop..
//last ate: hm i think a carrot
//song of the moment: nancy boy- placebo ;)
//thinking: i have a cramp in my neck
//word of the moment: diabolical
//obssession of the moment: atari teenage riot :)
//on my to do list::
1)make some food
2)think
3)find something to wear tomorrow
//anticipation: my pop!
//last thing i bought: film.. oh yeah i have to put it in my camera
//wearing: jeans, a smashing pumpkins shirt + a red collared shirt, grey knee high sox w/purple stripes


//date: sunday, march 12, oo
//time: 10:20 p.m
//weather: cold
//feeling: sick, bored, lonely, confused
//listening to::
band: kmfdm
cd: adios
song: rubicon
//most recent thing read: an IM
//tv show/movie last watched: something about a wully mammoth
//desire of the moment: _____
//last ate: steve kraut and snake-skin-basa (hehe)
//song of the moment: D.I.Y- kmfdm
//thinking: yikes tomorrow i have stupid fucking school
//word of the moment: clinic
//obssession of the moment: thinking
//on my to do list::
1)get offline soon
2)sleep
3)find something to wear tomorrow
//anticipation: sleep
//last thing i bought: pop
//wearing: pajamas- black sweatpants, black long sleeve shirt w/a checkered collar


//date: friday, march 10, oo
//time: 11:44 p.m
//weather: cold
//feeling: lonley, veryvery bored
//listening to::
band: mindless self indulgence
cd: tight
song: bring the pain
//most recent thing read: someones webpage
//tv show/movie last watched: the box (music videos)
//desire of the moment: urine ;)
//last ate: 10 minute pasta
//song of the moment: heartbeat that isn't there- alec empire
//thinking: tomorrow better not be as horrible as today
//word of the moment: codeine
//obssession of the moment: working on my webpage
//on my to do list::
1)make new pages
2)design an award
3)find out when nin tix go onsale
//anticipation: talk to someone
//last thing i bought: socks..actually mommy bought em for me

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