"I say hello... to anyone who's listening...The message ain't nothing new... I don't decide what's true..."
"Come and relax now... Put your troubles down... No need to bear The weight of your worries... Here, let them all fall away."~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Hey, wow... didn't even hear ya come in. Yeah, so this is the place... take a look around... If you come by, (even if you've been here a MILLION times...) drop me a note! I love to hear from you crazy people! You can email me, stop by the message board, or im me at kayjay84. Whatever you do, sign my guestbook! Gimme some feedback. What gets you excited? heheh... Is there something you just can't get enough of? (like pics of these hottie boyz, maybe?) Something that makes you wanna buick every time you see it? (Like that pic of me at the top...yeah, I know it gets old.) Lemme know. This stuff is for you, baby, so let your voice be heard. Be loud. Be pushy. Be you. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* New this week... A Journal...
I know it's only a couple of entries... And not daily... it's just the ones I've been ambitious enough to type out of my real journal... and it's just something to keep you busy and let you peek into my head... enjoy. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I started on a "friends section," which I have affectionately and appropriately dubbed fReaKs! I only have three of my peeps up so far, but check it out, anyway, mkay? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* SPEAR BRITNEY!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Quote of the {non-descript time-period} ~ "What would happen if you melted? You know, you never really hear this talked about that much, but spontaneous combustion? It exists, man!....Peope burn from within... Sometimes they'll be in a wooden chair and the chair won't burn, but there'll be nothing left of the person. Except sometimes the teeth. Or the heart. No one speaks about this--but it's for real." {~actor Keanu Reeves} Previously Featured Quotes...
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Certainty When things don't go as We wish they'd do... When the body fails, Yet I don't lose you... When your dream becomes The same as mine... When you think of me, And pray each time... That's how I know you love me. When all I desire is So perfectly fulfilled... When you make me smile, And your words give me chills... And when those few words Can heal my broken heart... When the great divide Can't keep souls apart... That's how I know I love you. And when many times I ask God when I pray... That if this isn't His Will, Then to take it away... To lessen the blow, If it would come anyway... And when in spite of it all, You're with me day after day... That's how I know we're meant to be. ~Kara Joy Randall {May 2, 2000} Forbidden The one I desire, to complete myself, His deep eyes search mine, he sees through my soul. He's learned things I meant to keep hidden from the world, Found the secret to my identity. Something I've kept hidden for so long; Out of sight, safe, and untainted by any, all. He knows it's a mask, worn so long, so dark, Hiding the truth so well, protecting me; Crushing desires, withholding submission. If he takes that mask, he holds the power, Taking my only claim to purity, My only hope to stay distant, alone. Always alone. He comes to me speaking of corruption, So frightening, but the scent is so sweet. I am ready for him, and he sees me as so; But he is not ready, he cannot love. Without love, pleasure fades, hearts pull away. He, the one I desire, but cannot have. Restraint My heart aches so deeply As it throbs within my chest. My heart aches and I cry out to my love, But his ears have been deafened By her disheartening words. My heart aches and I look for reassurance in his forever eyes, But they have been blinded By her cruel, yet cunning gaze, and her porcelain smile. My heart aches and I reach out to him for comfort, But she holds him back, And his warm touch escapes me. I stand alone another day. My heart aches so deeply. ~Kara Joy Randall {May 26, 2000}~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Things to check out here...
Email me!
Who am I?
Stats
A couple o' pics and graphics and such...
Other places to visit...Princess Ditzyhick's Message Board
Homepage of the Ruler of the World
Peek at what some people who love me have written... Hmm... I suppose I should start listing specific updates... so all you regulars (ha...ha...) will know what to check out when you come... 8.26.01 ~ I've been doing updates periodically over the last couple of months, which I forgot to document... Look for such new things as the Journal, drum icon, and updates to information in Who Am I, and fReaKs. 6.14.01 ~ Part II of "The Perfect Crime" 6.5.01 ~ New intro song, and part I of "The Perfect Crime" 5.19.01 ~ Minor updates to "who am i?" and "stats". 5.12.01 ~ Another new poem... called "Broken"...check it out... 5.7.01 ~ Two new poems! yay... 4.3.01 ~ New opening song! Vertical Horizon had to go. Also, some updates on links at the bottom. 4.2.01 ~ Wow... place needed a new look, eh? Nothing drastic, but just overall updates and little changes... (i.e. ~ new intro, GREAT new quote, a few old announcements removed, link to Winter Camp 2001 pics,) 2.26.01 ~ new board link; updates to stats/who am I? 1.16.01 ~ link to fReaKs section 1.15.01 ~ new quote 10.14.00 ~ well... you'll notice the slight addition to the front page... also, additions to "who am i?" and "stats." 10.8.00 ~ three new pics! more to come! 10.4.00 ~ two new writings! 9.29.00 ~ ahh! finally, a little update! new "writing" added, new quote, and "quotes" section 7.28.00 ~ new pics, lyrics, and quotes on front page, addition to stats... go crazy... =) 7.16.00 ~ new "writings" entry