This was written a while after the other ones. After everything settled down between everyone and I realized that I still had feelings for one person and he still had some for me. Then we got into a big fight and didn't really want to talk. Still really don't to this day, maybe once in a while, but he doesn't call me and I don't call him.
I don't know what to do,
All of my thoughts are of you.
I thought you hated me,
And I really don't see.
Why you don't,
Maybe it was all just hope.
You know I still care,
After all, I promised I'd always be there.
Here I am through all of the pain,
Maybe next we will gain.
We always seem to loose,
And then we have to choose.
A little hate,
To meet your fate.
I think I'll pass,
While swimming in broken glass.
Red blood covers my body,
Who still cares-nobody.
I can't remember what I did or what I said,
But I'd really rather be dead.
So torn between you,
Laugh a little harder because this joke will ensue.
Bow my head before you,
It takes a little time for you.
Raising my head hungry eyes pierce my skin,
A moment too soon the time twists so very thin.
Wonder still who we are,
We both have the same painful scar.
Take a sword to my chest,
All you have to do is quickly press.
Look into my sad eyes,
It can't be done you realize.
So beautiful and pure under your spell,
I guess this means we both lost our spot in hell.
A torturing silence haunts the commotion,
They wonder what was the exact potion.
A hate cannot go away so fast,
But it was all merely in the past.
We have both changed,
And began to rearrange.
A little more we continue to customize our lives.
With or without eachother as the love bleeds down the blade of a knife.
In the hand of another,
The Earth becomes our mother.
