load myself up with nothingness

pills, herb, and alcohol

nothing beats the buzz

gravity breaks the silence of the fall

upon the floor

rejected, dislocated, and in pain

drops of glass hit the tiles

breaking and cracking in the light

glittery and uncontrollable

bleeding in silence

you never knew you gave a damn

tears turning into sand

fallen without a doubt

continue to scream

continue to shout

the pain of today

shall be worse tomorrow

scratch away the surface

break away the pain

razor's edge held to wrist

you don't know why

but you're rather pissed

take your life

you won't be missed

thinking while the sand continues to bury you

fallen into your early grave

you now have become death's slave

loaded myself up with nothingness

pills, herb, and alcohol

everything concord the buzz

gravity broke everything even the fall