The Alpha

Dedicated To My Love and Soulmate...

...Not All Angels Have Halos






"Outwardly, I was everything a well brought up girl should be...but inside, I was screaming...I saw my whole life as if I'd already lived it...I felt like I was standing at a great precipice, with no one to pull me back, no one who cared-or even noticed."


--And then I found where my spirit had always been...


"They've got you in a glass jar like some butterfly...and maybe not right away, because you are strong, but sooner or later that fire in you-the fire I love so much-is going to burn out. I can't turn away without knowing you will be alright...I'm too involved now-you jump, I jump, remember?"


--You saved me, in every way possible...


"You must do me this honour...promise me you will survive...that you will never give up-no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless...promise me now, and never let go of that promise."


"I promise."


"Never let go..."


--I promise, I will never let go...I'll never let go...









"I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close."




-- Pablo Neruda, Sonnet XVII






I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love,
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do


I will be strong, I will be faithful
Cos I'm counting on
A new beginning, a reason for living,
A deeper meaning... yeah


I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me


And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven,
And make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure
In the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort
And protection of the highest powers,
In lonely hours
The tears devour you


I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me


Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes,
Cos it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love,
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me






Nothing on Earth



Could come between us