I searched and searched and searched
Still wondering is this lifestyle really for me?
I knw who I was looking for
I wanted someone who could take care of me
~help me forget about my reality.
I wanted a man who would be
~kind, understanding, gentle, and loving
but yet firm, demanding, passionate and most of all dominate.
Then I realized what I had been searching for
had been in front of me all along
This journey had led me back to you
We talked and talked and talked some more
I came to realize you were exactly what I had been searching for.
The gift I have is most precious and dear
It is a part of me that was locked with-in
I buried my feelings deep, deep down inside
scared to release them, afraid of me
I gave you my gift without question
You have nurtured and tutored~helped me grow
And soon we will find it time to let me go
But for now I will be your devoted pet