I love this song. He wrote it because he really loves his girlfriend, and he loves to talk about her too. Its so incredibly sweet to think that people have such happy relationships in real life. Ben is real.

Well, fast approaching is that Thanksgiving that I used to be looking forward to so much. Damn. That feeling left me before Thanksgiving even got here. But thats okay. It is now the beginning of my break. ha. how ironic..... Well, it should be fun, I guess. This weekend, on Saturday I think, I'm gonna be hanging out with Heather, a girl I know from Fulton. Its so weird that her boyfriend just happens to be in a band with Corban. Pretty cool I guess. Heather seems cool sometimes, and other times she's just a whiney bitch. Kinda like me, huh?

No. I'm not always so....pathetically depressing to be around? I just use this journal to rant, because as most of you know, I don't really talk to people when I get upset... Its easier to just write, or type, in this case.

Only a week till Jason Mraz. I have an extra ticket, if anyone is dying to go, but I don't think anyone even knows who he is so I doubt the ticket will go to use.

Yeah, I'm still in a pissed off mood, but this week has been exceptionally cool so far so I'm trying to surpress my anger and concentrate on all this fun stuff thats happening. Its hard. When I was in 9th grade, I created a guy. He was 4.0 student (genius, especially in math), jewish, had really tan skin, hairless legs (random fact) and he had a fraternal twin brother. He was funny and brought me candy (jolly ranchers) everyday. He is the absolute PERFECT guy. That guy was Gary, and pretty much everyone who knows me knows about my obsession with Gary, but I betcha that he wasn't quite like you thought he was, huh? You never knew he was Jewish, but you pry knew the rest. Someday I'll meet a real Gary, but he won't look like what I intended.

I still feel pretty damn offended today. I don't know why, I've been trying to talk myself out of it. help. Your question (a double): What is one thing you would change about yourself physically if you could? What is one thing you would change mentally/emotionally/personality?