Well.... I don't have much to write about specifically. Alot of things have happened lately that makes me feel happy. But then again, alot of things haven't happened and that makes me feel pretty hopeless. I guess my willpower isn't quite as strong as I thought it was, because, if it was, I would not be glancing at my phone as much as I am. God I hate phones.

Well, I went to the movies on Friday, my first time since god knows when. I won't elaborate. I've been having many a cool dream lately. I had a dream that good ol' m-r-a-z played a concert in the school cafeteria and picked a random voluntereer from the audience (me) to help him set up and in the process we became best friends. And I was so witty. I had a dream that I was in a James Bond movie last night, cept Jared Gellar was James Bond and he had a British accent. Quite hilarious.

I'm a little pissed that I can't go to that movie thing at Mikes house today (i was excited for him to give me my skittles!) but I'm going to see the lansing symphony jazz band instead. that should be fun, but ed's not even gonna be there. utah is filling in for him. I met Utah last year. Apparently he's much older than I initially thought.

Enough nothing talk. I bore myself! I'll pry upload some art today, but I dunno cause I'm feeling mighty lazy. ahhh!!! shinzon is so fricken cool!!! sorry...... Do you think its more important to please others or yourself? i'll go with the latter because that is my current philosophy. besides, no one else is making me happy, i have to rely on myself!:)

listening to:"Unfold" - that one living god